6 years and i still listen to this masterpiece 🥲

Going through all my old liked songs on here and i nearly forgot about this one ❤️

[people in this song]

@jacc_ak

[main ig]

@nohopeshawty

where do i go now (prod. metlast)

music video: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-4ctisd4N7Q&ab_channel=yesterday

its hard to believe you
and anything you say
dont take it personally
ill talk to myself for days
and think about the things
you do when youre without me
im self detrimental everyday
find a safe space in my brain
where im alone with you
i can say the things i always wanted to say

trust issues, i wish youd stay
theyre eating me away
trust issues, i wish youd say
something to ease the pain

its like you say things but you mean something else
the barren trees start reaching out to me
as i drive my car through familiar places
the only limits my imagination
when it comes to you
blind faith has proved
that im such a sucker

Follow me <3

trust issues

@qawikamri
@itsyungvan

LYRICS:
It's silent but i hear voices.
https://genius.com/Qawi-kamri-i-keep-hearing-voices-annotated

☹
☹
☹

SPOTIFY

I Keep Hearing Voices (w Yung Van)

@qawikamri 
@guardinmusic 
@cpt_sad

LYRICS:
i guess we're soulmates when it's not hard.
https://genius.com/Qawi-kamri-soulmates-lyrics

Soulmates (w Guardin, Yesterday)

prod. QAWI and Lonnell
@qawikamri
@cozyboycries
@lonnellsuave

LYRICS:
my love is not enough for you
https://genius.com/Qawi-kamri-love-lyrics

Love (w Cøzybøy, Lonnell Suave)

n,n x falls - i still remember it all (remix)

https://youtu.be/qBOvYsyQQfs link to the music video

If you or someone you know battles with addiction please know you're not alone and that it is never too late to seek help

please remember that people will only change if they want to.
Addiction Hotline: 866-948-9865
this song was uploaded to youtube, soundcloud, and nowhere else.
stay safe, keep living.

EMO FRUITS
SC: @damiyen
IG: instagram.com/emofruits
TW: twitter.com/myemofruit

@PINKCIG
SC: @pinkcig
IG: instagram.com/pinkcig
TW: twitter.com/pinkcig
YT: m.youtube.com/pinkcig

LYRICS

NoMoreDrugs

pink cig & emo fruits - NoMoreDrugs *prod NOXX & Gonda*[Addiction Hotline: 866-948-9865]

Are you happy?
Sorry, im just asking for a friend
You were pointing and laughing
When you made fun of that poor kid

Lemme ask you think hes happy?
Or is he just playing pretend
Cause he dont really know what really happened
Hes the butt of the joke not your friend

Now lemme ask Are you happy
When the world is crashing
Are you lookin up to god to make amends
Do you think hes laughing
While your ass is gasping for the last breath you can share with your friends

Are you happy
Sorry im just asking for a friend
Cause aint nobody really ask me
And as of late i felt like shit

everyday he wants to call it a quits
He thinks of all the ways he can off and commit
Says He lost hope hes all alone he doesnt know where to go 
He locks himself inside his room when hes home

But is he happy?
Or is he just playing pretend
Because everyone is acting
To impress some stupid bitch

So lemme ask you are you happy?
Sorry im just asking for a friend
Cause she can make you happy
Ruin your life all over again

Im scared to admit it
Im so committed
Dont be offended
I know i wont be forgiven
My reach is overextended
Im so demented
Im so inventive
I think of ways to get through to you but i dont ever get it

Dont think ill ever get it

No i wont understand it
I swear its like you had planned it
Lemme ask are you finished?

Like are you completed

Is everything supersuceeded
Cause i feel so damn defeated
And i dont know why i need it

Now im feelin replinshed
And everything so diminished
Like Are we really deleted

I cant believe it

we don't often ask for much (+ sonya36)

spotify/apple music

We Don't Often Ask for Much (+ sonya36)

from my nightmare <//3
.
.
when i meet the girl of my dreams
who's gunna tell me
if i lose u
i lose me
who's gunna stop me
who's gunna watch me
who's gunna fix me
lovin u is all that i need
who's gunna trust me

baby just dont leave me alone
i cant be alone
dont leave me alone
i cant be alone
dont leave me alone
i cant be alone 
dont leave me alone

until i meet the girl of my dreams
are u out there
u could be right in front of me
is this a nightmare

what makes u cry now
what gets u high now
all of these scars that i have
i gotta hide now
.
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-emo fruits aka sad sad boy in a sad sad world

from my nightmare (prod. jtpark)

Lyrics:

Hey there you
Baby make me sane
The way these drugs do
Flowin through my veins
When I think bout you
Shouldn’t have told you
That I love you
Shouldn’t have told you
That I trust you
Shouldn’t have told you
That I miss you
Baby do you miss me too
I really hope you do
The shit I’m goin through
The shit you put me through

Hey there you 
Baby girl wassup
Codeine in my cup 
Baby I be swerving baby 
Sometimes I don’t give a fuck 
I don’t give a fuck 
I just wanna be numb 
Baby tell me what u want I can get that shit in a heartbeat 
Just don’t harm me
Feel my heart beat 
This how I be 
Hey there you walking there do you love me
Hey there you stand in there are you above me?
Hey there you

HeyThereU w/cigs Prod. Dead - Rou

enjoy <3

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<3 LYRICS <3

and so as it seems no one wants me around
so i’ll pack up and leave and not come back to town
you’ll forget about me and hold feelings u found
it’s a burden on me but i still think about
my old house where my demons live
my old room i used to do acid in
if there’s one thing i’ve learned from all of this
its that getting older jus means u hate shit

and so as it seems i’m a nihilist now
everything bothers me without making a sound
hollow chest broken heart i wake up feeling doubt
i just want it to end can u please help me out
i just need u
to guide me thru
this stupid thing that’s in my head
i’m going thru
i feel betrayed every day i’m awake
i just want it to end is that too much to ask 
for fucks sake


and so as it seems no one wants me around
so i’ll cut both my wrists til i fucking bleed out
leave my body to waste in my room where u found
me lying there when u promised u would help
but it’s too late
i’m near the light
my body aches
and honestly i’m terrified
but one things for certain i’m glad that it’s over
and as my life flashes by i spent none sober

and so as it seems i wish i could relive
all the moments i wasted jus shooting the shit
with myself in the mirror on drugs as a kid
i’ll miss u my dear but don’t cry not one bit
i’m sorry
i hate me too
i can’t go back
i should’ve stayed alive for u
and now that it’s over i hate this decision
can u hold me closer i’m losing my vision 
:( ripp

a song about dying *p. sorrow bringer*

Master by: https://soundcloud.com/beatsbyhorizon 

SAM THRAXX ⬇️
https://soundcloud.com/samthraxx
twitter: https://twitter.com/1samthraxx
buy some mf beats: https://traktrain.com/samthraxx#364536

LILBEARSHAWTY A SWEETHEART LISTEN TO HIM <3
https://soundcloud.com/lilbearshawty
twitter: https://twitter.com/lilbearshawty

XOROCHI A TALENTED MF CHECK HIM OUT
https://soundcloud.com/x_orochi
twitter: https://twitter.com/X0rochi

LYRICS:
(♡❀lilbearshawty❀♡)
maybe i just like the way it hurts when i’m all alone
and maybe im just fucked up from the medicine they put me on
but nothin ever helps when u feel like me
depression and some other shit i still feel flee

(hollowbody)
we’re both close to dead
and you showed me yet
but i’m still fuckin w you when you gimme head
and i’m cool with that
and I know you’re bad
whenever my nose stops bleeding then we’ll go to bed
all these tears shed
words you said
that you can’t take back
yeah I guess you could kinda say i’ve been mislead
and my ma still askin why my eyes so red

white lines on the dashboard of my bitch car
said i’d always be there when it starts to get hard
id stay no matter what the fuck you put me through
yet i haven’t seen you since you chose to moved

but I just really wanna love you
I just really really wanna fuck you
why you why you always so damn rude
I guess you’re always just in some sorta mood

no lies I really been about that shit bitch
Scar tissue just like im Anthony Kiedis
strung out downtown with wrists slit
shawty don’t love me but she try to keep the plug around
5-0 takin notice so my hood stay up but my head stay down
cocaine in my nose Im really gettin numb now
eyes low, slow down, bitch so pretty and her dope loud

(xorochi)
Ex bitch hit me on my phone
Just to give my heart back
Cocaine take it to my dome
New girl where my heart at

Blessin me with some good news
Can't put my head in a noose
I was so stressed out we're through
I had some downtime but now it's all you (now it's all you)

I smoke so much that I lost my will to eat
And you know my medicine is straight from Dr Green
Maybe I'm just crazy an I'm wrong but I can't see
Feeling everyday like I've got more uncertainty

Girl do you really really love me
(Girl do you really really love me)
Girl do you really really love me
(Yeah, do you)

(♡❀lilbearshawty❀♡)
maybe i just like the way it hurts when i’m all alone
and maybe im just fucked up from the medicine they put me on
but nothin ever helps when u feel like me
depression and some other shit i still feel flee

DOWNLOAD

medicine u put me on (ft. ♡❀lilbearshawty❀♡ and xorochi) [prod. SAM THRAXX]

brevik - @ungothafucka
IG - @brevikclark
TWITTER - @brevikc10

far from over it <///3
.
.
.
(brevik)

get it poppin like new years bitch
i been thumbin thru the money at my crib
get it poppin like new years bitch
i been thumbin thru the money at my crib
i was playin wit my life like i always do
bad bitch asked me what im gunna do
i said im gunna end it
she said fuckin send it
i was at the counter waitin for u
all black nails with the red shoes
all black nails and the cigarettes
pressed on me against the bed
there i lay until the end
until the end
but i think i need a new bitch
and i think i need a new script
cuz this addy got me restless
and im far from over it

(emo fruits)

far from over it 
im far from over it
im far from over it
im far from over it
far from over it
im far from over it
im far from over it
im far from over it

baby wanna fuck so i get her rich
fuck gettin rich
i wanna end my shit
bitch on my dick cuz i look like this
gettin so numb 
now i look like this 
baby wanna fuck so i get her rich
fuck gettin rich
i wanna end my shit
bitch on my dick cuz i look like this
gettin so numb 
now i look like this

lookin so right yeah
gettin so high yeah
needa get higher
i needa feel the fire
baby it hurts too much to see ur face right now
baby it hurts too much with all this space right now
.
.

far from over it w/ brevik (prod. kcaaz x christian)

After over a year its finally here thank you for your patience, love, and support. Here is a piece of me for you. -✦✦

producers:
1. @808gila
YT: https://www.youtube.com/channel/UC2a4MbzmNLr59O7ryeFLf-Q/videos?view_as=subscriber

2. @jtpark
YT: https://www.youtube.com/channel/UC-4r-CQERjH2Yf3z8OZ0qxQ
IG: https://www.instagram.com/prodbyjtpark/
TW: https://twitter.com/prodjtpark

2, 3, & 13. @user67beats
TT: https://traktrain.com/user67
IG: https://www.instagram.com/user67beats/
TW: https://twitter.com/prodbyuser67

4, 5, & 15: @prodby2k6
TT: https://traktrain.com/2k6#398704
IG: https://www.instagram.com/prodby2k6/
TW: https://twitter.com/ProdBy2k6

6, 7, 10, & 11: @Kcaaz
YT: https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCXAzzCItZ91iCEUJbWqrAgA
IG: https://www.instagram.com/kcaaznc/?hl=en
SPOT: https://open.spotify.com/artist/5evZsbAa7rBuUzmrrSyBIe?si=iUEGtukVT_mLxO_UvHJ7DQ

8. @wavkid90
WEB: https://wavekid.infinity.airbit.com
YT: https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCePpyk8hUD8NjwnuDXtHmYQ
IG: https://www.instagram.com/liltutur/

9: @lilbearshawty
IG: https://www.instagram.com/lilbearshawty/
TW: https://twitter.com/lilbearshawty
SPOT: https://open.spotify.com/artist/7hkeWsaD98uWlpKLukw0qK

12: @young-enzo
YT: https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCVEQ2aSgBXJUVcaK-W-VBcA

14. @shanikai
IG: https://www.instagram.com/shanikai/

Devil Let Go *prod. Kcaaz*

New stuff soon…Bits And Pieces out now :)

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