The guitar is immaculate and vocals are wonderful 

Retard

Many Roads To Follow(The Nerves Cover) ft gjallarhornit

wasting away another shitty week
my future's looking pretty bleak
now all i do is fucking whine
and call kids faggots online
i know i should probably get some help
but i don't really care about myself
my life just seems so damn cruel
'cause i peaked back in middle school

i'm just another screw up that refuses to grow up
i'm stuck in hell and i can't tell which way is up
no luck, i'm so fucked
get fucked you bitch
don't try, just quit
i'm too unfit
i'm fried to shit

i'm going nowhere and i don't care
'cause i'm well aware my life's beyond repair
never worked out where i wanted to go
feels like it's too late
guess i was just too slow

everyone's passing me by
seems too pointless to try
all my friends outgrew me
act like they never even knew me
being me feels so humiliating
that's why i spend all day dissociating

i got no drive
don't feel alive
losing my mind
i'm out of time

Going Nowhere

lyrics:

Don’t act smart
Because you’re not
You talk and talk
And never stop 

I would pay
An awful lot 
For you to finally
Knock it off 

How much
Till you learn a thing
About your own
Uncertainty 

You act like you
Dance on strings
But shit, 
That couldn’t be me 


Put my brain
Into a box 
And tie my insides 
Into knots

Dirty shoes
And ugly socks 
I start my day 
With cough drops

Stupid thoughts 
Inside my head 
I lost my vape
Inside my bed 

Read her message,
Still on read
Hopefully 
She thinks I’m dead

I don’t try 
To overdose 
I just don’t wanna 
Feel this low 

But if that means
I overdose 
Then I guess that’s 
Just how it goes 

I’m not happy 
But I try 
I do my best
And wiggle by 

I just wanna
Feel alive 
Even if I have to
Die

i woke up suicidal because i couldnt find my vape

The first official C9K release - completely DRM free. Dedicated to the people who listened to and liked all the demos I put out these past few months. My sources also tell me there's already an expansion pack in development. Thank you all so much for your support -Cyborg9K

Skipping Frames

theres a government in my pocket
advertisements in my eye socket
everybody go praise prophets
everybody praises what profits

here the people crying slowly
hear the prayers are unholy
here the people are more than merry
here evils the virgin mary

it makes me cry
youre dead inside
it makes me cry
i wanna commit suicide

free will will make you a slave
so enslave yourself to drugs and games
play the games the way we say
and say the things we advocate

"dont be a slave to devotion
dont be a slave to god
dont think about your emotions
dont think just sit in pod"

it makes me cry
youre dead inside
it makes me cry
i wanna commit suicide

Computer Shy (XO_Willow Cover)

I Forgot To Take My Meds Today

prod. miercoles
lyrics:

Always 
Keep
Your
Distance 

To 
A 
Certain 
Degree

I know
You know
exactly 
What 

You’re 
Doin 
To 
Me 

And I 
Know it 
Gets 
Hard 

You keep
It all
To 
Yourself but

Sometimes
I feel
Like 
You 

Never 
Want
The
Help 

Think
About 
Me
And 

What 
You’re putting 
Me 
Though

In n
Out 
The 
Fire 

Just to 
Be 
Next 
To you 

Don’t 
Place the
Blame 
Cuz 

I 
Dunno
What the 
Do 

If there’s
Anyone
To 
Blame 

I hope you 
Know 
That’s it
You 


You don’t
Wanna talk
About 
It 

I just 
Wanna 
Talk about
It 

We don’t
Ever talk
About 
It 

We should
Really 
Talk about
It 

You don’t
Like to
Talk to
Me 

And I 
Just wanna 
To talk 
To you 

And you 
Don’t say 
You 
Love me 

And I 
Make sure 
I always
Do 
x2


You 
Said it’s 
Not 
Supposed 

To
Hurt
This 
Much 

No matter
What 
I 
Say 

I hope
You know
It still
Does 

Putting
Me 
Down 
Cuz 

You 
Can’t
Deal with 
Yourself

And
I’ve been
Waitin 
Around 

Collecting 
Dust
On 
A shelf

Get 
Me to
Part 
Where 

You 
Just 
Deal with 
Dirt

Every 
Time 
You 
Lie 

It 
Only 
Adds to
The hurt 

Stabbing 
My 
Back 
So you

Can
Bleed 
It from
Me 

Hurting 
Myself 

Cuz 
You’re 
Too stubborn 
To see 

That 
You put
Me in 
Positions 

Where 
I’m all 
Fucked 
Up 

I didn’t 
Know 
It’d hurt 
This much

To 
Be 
In 
Love 


You don’t
Wanna talk
About 
It 

I just 
Wanna 
Talk about
It 

We don’t
Ever talk
About 
It 

We should
Really 
Talk about
It 

You don’t
Like to
Talk to
Me 

And I 
Just wanna 
To talk 
To you 

And you 
Don’t say 
You 
Love me 

And I 
Make sure 
I always
Do 
x2

You don’t
Wanna talk
About 
It 

I just 
Wanna 
Talk about
It 

We don’t
Ever talk
About 
It 

We can’t 
We just 
Talk about
It?

You don’t
Like to
Talk to
Me 

And I 
Just wanna 
To talk 
To you 

And you 
Don’t say 
You 
Love me 

And I 
Make sure 
I always
Do 
x2

time is the #1 cause of death

Cover art by me

Lyrics:
Everything you say
Is another game
It’s all a sport to you
Everyday you play
And it’s all the same
I’m always the one to lose
You know what to say
I’m callin mayday
Wallow in pity and shame
Ain’t it god’s honest truth

I’m not your friend, I’m not your enemy
But for you I have no sympathy
I shuffle cards to play again
But the deck is rigged to burn my hand

Social distortion
Living abortion
Play all the greatest shits
Armed with precision
And indecision
But we’re gonna get through this
I fucking miss her
I can still fix her
Memories in my head
But it ain’t like that
I can’t just go back
And let it hurt me again

Walk the wire, rain of fire
Just a bad writer, sorting it through
Walk the wire, say a one liner
I’ll be coming back for you

Barbed Wire

Surf Curse - Freaks (COVER)

The Worst Person In The World

Play With Guns

Eyes look big cause youre so tiny
Head looks like the worlds inside it
You like fun and being happy
Thats so cool id love to try it
Youve got videos to show me
Some of them are kinda funny
now youre scared of dogs and backflips
destiny will soon join that list

hey there computer kid just 12 years old
you really like your games and funny internet videos
hey there computer kid just 12 years old
youll be just like me someday your life will be so cold

hey mini me please listen to me, but dont look
you dont wanna see what youve become
i wanna reach out back through time give you an awkward hug
sorry but youre still so fucking dumb
me and you against the world kid btw we lost
yeah we lost pretty bad
the others saw it coming but our eyes were always crossed
too desperate to stop being so sad
please just go outside now, please just make some friends
stop sitting home and making plans they dont work in the end

hey there computer kid just 12 years old
you really like your games and funny internet videos
hey there computer kid just 12 years old
youll be just like me someday your life will be so cold

life didnt turn out how you thought it would
computer kid became computer adult
im sorry and so are you we wasted our time
i love you and i hate me i guess thats fine
and i guess it makes sense that i find it so hard to accept myself
when i spent all my life so sure that i would be somebody else
And even though the future shrinks i still stay sentimental
cause im pretty much still 12 years old just minus the potential

hey there computer kid just 12 years old
you really like your games and funny internet videos
hey there computer kid just 12 years old
youll be just like me someday your life will be so cold

Computer Kid

Living in Total squalor
Every day is painful
And my sanity is slipping away
Laundry is piling up
Trash bags are filling up
And my mind is never ever at peace

Gotta be gaming all night and day
Till I top frag the server I will play
Caffed up and alert with nicotine
Lock my door because I can't be seen

Ignore reality away
Gaming all day every day
Its time to play again its time to forget
XP bar is so looking full
Top frag on the scoreboard
Get called a virgin no life hacker again

Maybe I'll start with some chores
But soon enough my brain gets bored
It screams for happy chems to me
An eternal slave to the industry

Gotta Be Gaming

Dear Miss Congresswoman

i wanna believe
all the years of indoctrination
i wanna be
a normie with a vaccination
on my knees before the name of Science

i wanna see
equality and emasculation
i'll feel guilty
for being born a caucasian

tell me dreams to the CIA
cause all the normal people are turning gay
i don't want them to think im dangerous
so i'll buy the things and i won't have kids
and i'll masturbate and i'll stay inside
and i'll watch tv til my suicide
and i'll video game and i'll never pray
and i'll smoke the evil thoughts away
and i'll hate dissent and i'll stay in line
and i'll be complicit in my genocide
and i'll mutilate my dignity
i'll be the last branch in my family tree
i'll be the last branch in my family tree
i'll be the last branch

last branch

I'm Maniac. I play guitar and sing n stuff.

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I Forgot To Take My Meds Today

Maniac

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