This feels like a warm hug letting me know I'm not alone.

THIS IS THE EXPERIMENT VOL.4

stop deleting your best tracks (but i'll take this down if you want)
@1heelflip

heelflip - its so hard to do the things i want sometimes

Red Media

Why’s it always the worst
That think that they’re the best
No one to root for
When everyone’s a mess
It’s hard to see
And easy to forget
There’s no heroes
Or at least there’s none that’s left

It’s all perverse symbology
They think that they know everything
Analogies that nothing bring
They speak in faulty simile

Behind a lot of great men
Are things they left behind
In the shadows
Where many cowards hide
The cowards think
That they’ve been victimized
When really they
Have been the match to light


It’s all perverse symbology
Deluded men think many things
Analogies that nothing bring
Like boys who cry out “wolf” they sing

It’s all perverse symbology
They think that they know everything
Equivocate themselves with things
When they know not of what they speak

Perverse Symbology

pictures aren't sure
of that cute smile of yours
i wish you were here
with us ill hold you dear

09082023

You made some new friends
Didn't even care if your old ones came to an end
Bet you think you're really cool
You said you'd come back
But you're lying and I know that for a fact
You can't take me for a fool

We know you've moved on
But you still insist that you were never gone
If that's true where have you been
You never come round
Even though I know you're still in the same town
When you do you're still with him

I've tried my best with you
I don't know what else I can do
Guess I'll go back to my room
And try to fantasize 
We just don't get along
And you don't even like my songs
You think that I'm a loser I can see it in your eyes

Why can't you admit
That you've given up on us and finally quit
It doesn't have to be this way
All the stupid fights
Even though we don't really care who is even right
Let's just move on with our day

So you can leave me on read
You’re just like the most
Stop haunting my head
And acting like a ghost
If you don’t want me around 
Then get away from me 
Can’t feel a thing
Can’t feel a thing

RUN AWAY

kanye west cover

Look at ya, look at ya, look at ya, look at ya
Look at ya, look at ya, look at ya, look at ya
Look at ya, look at ya, look at ya, look at ya
Look at ya, look at ya (ladies and gentlemen)
Look at ya, look at ya (ladies, ladies and gentlemen)
And I always find, yeah, I always find somethin' wrong
You been puttin' up wit' my shit just way too long
I'm so gifted at findin' what I don't like the most
So I think it's time
For us to have a toast
Let's have a toast for the douche bags
Let's have a toast for the assholes
Let's have a toast for the scumbags
Every one of them that I know
Let's have a toast for the jerk offs
That'll never take work off
Baby, I got a plan
Run away fast as you can
She find pictures in my email
I sent this bitch a picture of my dick
I don't know what it is with females
But I'm not too good at that shit
See, I could have me a good girl
And still be addicted to them hood rats
And I just blame everything on you
At least you know that's what I'm good at
And I always find
Yeah, I always find
Yeah, I always find somethin' wrong
You been puttin' up wit' my shit just way too long
I'm so gifted at findin' what I don't like the most
So I think it's time (so I think it's time)
For us to have a toast
Let's have a toast for the douche bags
Let's have a toast for the assholes
Let's have a toast for the scumbags
Every one of them that I know
Let's have a toast for the jerk offs
That'll never take work off
Baby, I got a plan
Run away fast as you can
Run away from me, baby
Run away
Run away from me, baby, ooooohhhhh
When it starts to get crazy
Run away
Babe, I got a plan, run away as fast as you can
Run away from me, baby
Run away
Run away from me, baby
Run away
When it starts to get crazy
Just run away
Baby, I got a plan
Run away as fast as you can

Run right back to me
Baby I got a plan, 
Run away fast as you can

Never was much of a romantic
I could never take the intimacy
And I know it did damage
'Cause the look in your eyes is killin' me
I guess then you at an advantage
'Cause you could blame me for everything
And I don't know how I'ma manage
If one day you just up and leave
And I always find, yeah, I always find somethin' wrong
You been puttin' up wit' my shit just way too long
I'm so gifted at findin' what I don't like the most
So I think it's time (so I think it's time)
For us to have a toast
Let's have a toast for the douche bags
Let's have a toast for the assholes
Let's have a toast for the scumbags
Every one of them that I know
Let's have a toast for the jerk offs
That'll never take work off
Baby, I got a plan
Run away fast as you can

Run right back to me
I need you to run right back to me
Run right back to me
I need you to run right back to me
Run right back to me
Run right back to me
Look at ya
look at ya look at ya look at ya look at ya look at ya

Runaway

Credit to @𓃬 for saving this song.

This was not on Penguinband's Soundcloud at the time he deleted it.

PLEASE DONT TALK TO ME (redwoods) - Penguinband

waiting on this life to pass me by
without you here id rather die
im not having fun
but im not mad
i just fucked up all i could ever have

so ill write songs about how drinkings
the only thing that’ll stop me from thinking
how I need you, I need you bad
then i wouldnt be so fucking sad

i know im a loser, but could you still love me?
i know im an asshole i hope that you’ll still like me
i know im a faggot but please dont leave me baby
i know im a loser, but could you still love me 

i cant sleep
i cant eat
i lay awake with you next to me
got nothing to say 
nothing i wanna do 
nothing left for me to impress you

everyones the same
everythings a blur
i try to break out but i just get fucking hurt
i dont wanna live
i dont wanna work
just wanna be with you under the dirt

loser

🍕🧻🚙

lyrics:

I made a big mistake 
And I forgot to save
And threw it all away, ooh
Its already too late
What causes all your love,
And takes away your pain?
It's no riddle and it's always been a fact 
That every light turned on
Will surely turn to black 

So I'm Renting out an old truck 
Driving till my heads stuck 
Screaming at the top of my lungs;Im a dumb fuck
Dirty and Im moldy
You don't even know me 
All you people wanna do is fuck or control me
You'll be the headlights, I'll be the young deer
Always thinkin' bout suicide if it's not clear 
Maybe it'll stream on twitch,
One less ugly stupid bitch 
Now I'm gonna drive off a cliff into a ditch 
♫
And even god would say 
You're gonna die one day
You better not be late
Oh, he's coming up behind you 
Sitting there beside you 
Telling you its fine cause you'll always be alive dude 
Until your not, and in tears a lot 
For when your fears so cold its not as sensationing 
Stupid and self aware
But don't you be scared 
We'll all see you there

Then we can talk about our jobs 
And complain about the weather 
Smoke a cigarette 
With a diet Dr. pepper 
All I wanna be is the girl you get to be with 
But you work all week and I got weekends
I don't even like you 
I'll end it all to spite you
Next stop is the gun shop, have a light dude?
He camel crushes my American Spirit
I don't wanna hear it if you're not gonna listen to me
Your first love is so sweet 
The rest is sugar free
I tried so hard to be
The girl I was at seventeen 
But oooooooooooaaaaaaoooooaaoooohhhh
I'll miss your eyes, Your ears, and the pimples on your face
I'll miss the lies you told me, the truth hurts anyway
I'll miss my high school and every time I got called gay
I'll miss my part times 
And every awkward phase

Pizza Rolls Royce

for a moment, i'll be an angel
high to low then a bloody faceful
of concrete, gore, and filth and obscenity
while i'm floating i'll become capable
of being golden, gorgeous, graceful
and it's only for the time i'm flying, but finally

i will look so lovely
and then all of you will see
the way i saw myself
in the bathroom mirror
with a face covered in tears
it was half past midnight in hell
you will know my body
every scar that's written on me
all of the thoughts in my mind
you'll think they are so beautiful
and that you could have saved it all
that i was just too pretty to die

i tried to get to heaven
when i was close, i came back down
i would fall like that forever
but i'll have to hit the ground
i'll pierce straight through the planet
and i'll party with the pagans
i'll plummet through all nine circles
and land right next to satan

you'll listen to my songs
that i worked on for so long
at least somebody's hearing them now
you'll read all of my writing
hope that it makes you start crying
take the words right out of your mouth
i will live on in the inking
and the melodies you're singing
in your hearts and minds just as well
you'll think that i was lovely
then all of you will love me
the way only i loved myself

Ika-Ika-Ikarus!

rest in peace lil watermark

The very first thing I said to you was hey 
I get a feeling that just won't go away
My stomach's turning over when I'm thinking about the things you say
The thought of you keeps me occupied all day
Yeah, it's so bad my friends say I'm vacant in my brain
All I wanna do is call you up and make you feel okay

And when you're sober
Will you think it over?
The thing I told you
Will you think it over?
Yeah when you're sober
Will you think it over?
The thing I told you

I woke up early this morning in a state of fright
Can't figure out what I said to you last night
Was it just a dream, or did I really try to kiss you twice?
Oh could you promise that you'd tell me if you liked it
'Cause I'd rather end it now than keep putting my heart out on the line
Oh darling, if I don't take your breath away
Can you please stop taking mine?

And when you're sober
Will you think it over?
The thing I told you
Will you think it over?
Yeah when you're sober
Will you think it over?
The thing I told you
Will you think it?

The thought of you keeps me occupied all day
The thought of you keeps me occupied all day
The thought of you keeps me occupied all day
The thought of you keeps me occupied all day

And when you're sober
Will you think it over?
The thing I told you
Will you think it over?
Yeah when you're sober
Will you think it over?
The thing I told you
Will you think it 
Over
Will you think it over
The thing that I told you
Will you think it over
Will you think it over
Will you think it over
Will you think it over
Will you think it over

Think It Over

Under:
Stayed up late
Talking on discord and playing video games
Can not blame
Anyone or anything but my stupid brain
I’m a fucking dumb ass just like preripped wrote about 
And like NEET, no doubt
Everybody I know in real life says I’m getting sick of you
Your rooms always dirty, and your hair is messy plus you keep making fun of Jews 
Nothing you possibly ever say could ever get me to change my mind
Please just leave in my room so I can close the blinds cause

Heard it all before
Dumb ass, retard, I’m a dumb fuck
Brain dead to the core
Think fast, hit hard, my life just sucks

Eggy:
I cant tell whether or not I made the right decision 
I have failed to comprehend thoughts with precision

I'm a stupid dumb fuck in the making
I'm genuinely retarded there's no mistaking 
I feel like a rock with a bunch of limitations
Always kicked around like an irritation 
I don't know why you think I can form thoughts from my head when i cant count to two

Hatsune Miku:
Heeeeeeeey, I don't know what happened to my brain
When you talk I never understand
I'm so dumb, tough luck
Brain is just numb, dumb fuck

I'm so fucking dumb, I'm just a total fuck up oooooooo
I won't ever get through to you

eggy x under ft. hatsune miku - DUMB F*CK

I'm in the back of a truck now
And I don't give a fuck now
And I just shot a buck down
I ain't looking for your love now

It's hunting season, come on now everyone
It's hunting season, come on let's have some fun
It's hunting season, come on now grab a gun
It's hunting season, I ain't looking for your love
Your love

In the back of a truck now
And I just wanna know how
You spread all your love around and round
Our little old hometown

It's hunting season, come on now everyone
It's hunting season, come on let's have some fun
It's hunting season, come on now grab a gun
It's hunting season, I ain't looking for your love
Your love

Hunting Season

Bass performed by @state-surve

Wake up, blackout, what’s the difference?
Spent all night in my personal prison.
Stare at my phone for hours a day.
Too broke to leave, too numb to stay.

No calls, no plans, no motivation.
Rotting in my room, what a nice vacation.
Cigarette burns on my blanket again.
Another excuse, another dead end.

Maybe I should clean my room,
Maybe I should talk to you,
Maybe I should leave my bed,
But I’d rather be shot dead.

Cause' I'm rotting away.
All of my days
Time I'll never get back
Slippin' way' from my hands
Cause' I'm rotting away
All of my days
Wasting my time all day
Wasting my life away

Rotting Away

didnt make this just posing music i like.

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The FBI Has Their Eye on Me

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I'm Maniac. I play guitar and sing n stuff.
I'VE MOVED PRIMARILY TO SPOTIFY AND OTHER PLATFORMS.
FUCK AI AND FUCK THE UPLOAD LIMIT.

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