Move On Up (Curtis Mayfield Cover)

Healing - instrumental

Chapter Two: Light Just Hanging.
This chapter holds the darkest parts — trying to let people in, my friend’s attempt to take their life, and my own. It's just too much for me. This is the part before the end.

Light Just Hanging

Not sure what happened
No recollection
On the floor dancing 
Giving me affection
See you tryna lose him 
Tryna get around him
Now your boy’s hounding 
Head spinning round and round 
Wondering if I should bounce 
Then you pounced
Lost all feeling in my mouth
My thoughts, so foul 
Now we’re sneaking through the crowd
But he sniffed you out 
Latched onto you like a bad smell 
Bet that cab ride back to your place went well 
You didn’t wanna leave with him baby I could tell
Felt like magic in the air had you under my spell 
Like the way you flick your hair bet you gave him hell

Wonder what you tell him ‘bout me
Can’t help but wonder what you gotta tell him 
Do you let him in?
I see the venom in the words when he speaks 
Can’t help but wonder what you tell him ‘bout me
Wonder what you tell him ‘bout me
Can’t help but wonder what you gotta tell him 
Do you let him in?
I see the venom in the words when he speaks 
Wonder what you tell him ‘bout me

Had a lot of a fun playing hide and seek
Tell you that for free
Never mind the feeling you and me might need to let it be
He doesn’t like it when I’m bogging at his lady
Wait, I just remembered you were telling me
You don’t know what to call it
Side-piece type beat 
Please, you’re not a consolation prize
Do my eyes deceive?
See the situation setting sail on the seven seas
But I reckon he’ll bail 
At the first sign of trouble now he’s gone and out of reach (Where’d he go?)
Maybe I should dip, maybe get up on the ship 
Taking measures since I’m only in it for the treasure
Do you need a pirate, do you simply want the pleasure? (Yo ho ho)
No, I cannot hear the sirens
See you glisten in the night
So divine, I could never call you mine
You’re a queen, bad B
Plan A type bad B 
Never had a plan B, harmony while under me on top or underneath (Yep)
Sweeping up the cockpit with your hands free (Hands free)
Then you notice that he can’t swim, so you make your way around me
I could scream louder than a banshee
(Ahh!)
That hit harder than the way I hit the deck
Now he’s gunning for my neck, sadly
Feeling like I’m drowning already so go ahead
Like it was ever that deep?
I can be dramatic, that’s the way my heart beats
Planning my new odyssey 
I think I need to let it breathe 
I wonder what you go and tell him ‘bout me?

Wonder what you tell him ‘bout me?
Can’t help but wonder what you gotta tell him 
Do you let him in?
I see the venom in the words when he speaks 
Wonder what you tell him ‘bout me?

There must be something in the water 
Did I go and miss something important?
No I’m a not a fan of the ignoring 
But it beats the overwhelming boredom
Now I’m stuck, caught in a loop of who do I adore?
What am I doing this for?
Am I craving something more?
In order for me to explore I need to close a door
Can’t remember when there wasn’t a time I wasn’t so down bad, good lord
Find me on the floor because I fell hard 
And / or fast like I didn’t learn anything from the past 
All the ones who came before
See I couldn’t make it last
I love too quick then I put it on blast 
I hate to quit yeah, but no one ever asked 
What I want
What I want I can’t have
I only ever want what I know I can’t have 
What I want I can’t have
I want what I want
And I…

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