its everything 
i want to do
i wanna be with u
but 
i know i cant be with u

even in the dark 
i feel a spark
i feel your touch
its just enough
i dont know what to do
when i am with u
its all
its all up to me
its all
its all up to me 

its everything i want to do
i want to do
i wanna be with u
but 
i know i cant be with u

i wish i had 3 wishes
all for me
i wish it was all perfect
i wish it was my little wonderland
everything that i like
nothing that i dont
everthing it all fits for me
everything is all for me

its everything i want to do
i want to do
i wanna be with u
but i know i cant be with u

even in the dark 
i feel a spark
i feel your touch
its just enough
i dont know what to do
when i am with u

im a bluepilled loser

i know i always seem to
make you mad
but u never
showed up
to that party

i know it’s my fault partly
but i invited u
u said that u would show up
i knew that u wouldn’t show up

u said that i have to grow up
and that i always act so childish

it’s all 
it’s all up to u
and u choose everything that i do
it’s everything that u like
nothing that i do
nothing that i do
seems to impress u

u act like everything’s perfect
and don’t mention how i tried
to end it
i just wanna fucking die
slit my throat 
and let me cry

u never mention the slits
on my wrists
i asked u for help
and u laughed in my face
like it’s not so serious
yea it’s not so serious 

now that ur blood is on my hands
i loved to see u suffer
wish i could’ve killed u with my own hands

u act like everything’s perfect
and don’t mention how i tried
to end it
i just wanna fucking die
slit my throat 
and let me cry

im a redpilled loser

day of retribution

spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/5VB4gmtytVPs1LrKT5vM7Y?si=30f9bb4345ad407d

hahaha imso mentally ill lol

produced by me

im callin you to let you know i need help
i wanna slit my wrist and burn in hell
(no i dont)
please save me
im callin u 2 please save me

in the back of the club just poppin drugs
in my seat thinkin will it be enough
what would u do if i gifted u a cup
full of my love
please help me im going crazy
rip to the kids that tried to save me
rip to my homies in the backseat
rip to me cuz im deadly
x2

(look at me in the eyes when i kill myself
regret everything u did but it didnt help
see u next time, rot with me in hell)

s/o kenji for original concept <3

u ruined my brain ;/

Forever

now on spotify: https://open.spotify.com/album/1HuuHimszG0rwRJa8OJqNT?si=kNLgzqfCRUCVeG0XnSwLkw

produced by me

I wish you wouldn't ignore me, I texted you last morning
You said you’d call me early, you said you’d call me early
I thought you didn't like parties, apparently, now you’re changing
I hope you don't exchange me, I hope you don't exchange me
You're so cute, maybe we could still start dating
You said you'd think about it, I doubt you think about it
I don't wanna die alone, can you just pick up the phone?
I'm so in love with you, I'm so in love with you

beta orbiter (xo_willow cover)

not mines uploaded it cuz i liked it and it got deleted for sum reason

h4rtbrkr - teenage rockstar

h4rtbrkr - teenage rockstar!!

w/ @odihu beat by me

https://open.spotify.com/track/7enEtmXyYpxWA8ZU1cspgL?si=243f9b6a0db14f55

i feel so down
& i always cry
can't make no friends
cuz im way too shy
i think this time
i will try
break my shell
become the type

its like lately ive been feelin horrible
cuts on my wrist man i hope they dont notice tho
gonna grab my pistol shoot ur face so i can break you
you took my heart and now its broke i fucking hate you
dont run from me
i really need company
why cant you see
you make me feel so lonely

i feel so down
& i always cry
can't make no friends
cuz im way too shy
i think this time
i will try
break my shell
become the type
i wanna be someone
that u like
i wanna be someone 
that u like
i wanna be someone
that u like

cant wait for the day that i can make you mine
when you look me in my eyes your face just looks so sublime
but its hard to keep you close i really try
every single thing i do for you is just never right
so ill just rot
inside of my bed
replays of your voice stuck in my head
said id kill myself
but instead
im gonna grab my fucking gun and shoot you right in your head

Normal Niamh

Manletmachine

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