god damn this is so good<3333 and the chiptune stuff gives it such a nostalgic sound <3

https://hachinemu.com
produced by inci0

if i could find the words or sounds or colors to express
the way i felt my face wouldn't be colored with distress
all the memories and every single night we called
and all the time i spent repressing my love all along

i know its not feasible to be more than a friend
but I'm scared to be realistic seeing it would end
and lately its been feeling like I'm stuck inside the dark
but i would let it swallow me if we weren't apart

and i know that I'm selfish but I've given up too much
you looked up to me it felt like nothing was enough
to make you feel the way that I've been feeling since the start
I'm just glad that i wasn't the one to break your heart

I'll act like i don't care
I'll say it don't affect me
the color of your hair
the way you were reflecting
my flaws inside your eyes
i know that inside you're someone that i like
let's pretend I'm just pretending

i know its not feasible to be more than a friend
but I'm scared to be realistic seeing it would end
and lately its been feeling like I'm stuck inside the dark
but i would let it swallow me if we weren't apart

and i know that i'm selfish but I've given up too much
you looked up to me it felt like nothing was enough
to make you feel the way that I've been feeling since the start
I'm just glad that i wasn't the one to break your heart

second self ˖°.

prod me n isai, ft @omgisai
cover art @trustt
#3six0

@lyn_u
is it worth it at all
take one to the face i cant feel it at all
they watching from afar ya they watched me evolve
all the lights flash but they fade when i fall
is it worth it at all
take one to the face i cant feel it at all
they watching from afar ya they watched me evolve
all the lights flash but they fade when i fall

@omgisai
im the boss they look up to me
if they talking down its getting ugly
all them bitches under me
no i dont like to fight
bitch i got a gun on me
oh i tried to make u understand
but u dont ever get it
oh i tried to make u understand
i hope u dont forget it

flash w/ isai

@1crusafix @cruseyyyy @14106lyn

don't get sentimental
its always bout you
I'm hiding from the cameras
and this time I'm through
they've been doing damage
what else new
I'm not talking shit I just don't like your crew x3

crusafix
aye u know im fucking bossed up
i bring bands to the table got my guap up
got a semi automatic its gon pop sumn
bought a bag from Margiela cause i want one
if i dont fw you ill tell yo ass to kick rocks
lonely wrist confiscated that boy wrist watch
put my life into this shi i cannot give up
if this shi getting serious its a stick up

crusey
i got money bitch its flowing out my jeans
yea my pockets fat yea my pockets look obese
why tf they tryna talk swear they switchin up on me
push up on my block bitch im posted w my team
told him come outside, he dont wanna talk
u know what i want, i cant play that part
knew it from the jump, why they tryna stalk
gas up in my lungs, i cant ever stop

can i ask u what im missing
like i done wasted to much tryna pick u up i dont think i would care if you went missing im bringing em up u term em down the money comes faster than youve seen i know that she'll do bettter than me you not with us not part my team im better than you that's granite
don't get sentimental
its always bout you
I'm hiding from the cameras
and this time I'm through
they've been doing damage
what else new
I'm not talking shit I just don't like your crew x3

after nothing comes @crusafix @crusey  @14106lyn

prod me ++ #3six0
project file @ https://payhip.com/b/Xi0MD

lyrics:
when the bands all back together i wanna see them 1 more time
i got problems with attention always reading past the signs
i keep telling myself everythings alright but its a lie
if u hate urself so much why dont u end it all tonight
fucking up my body cause im never satisfied
im a psychopath when i walk in im carrying a knife
dont get influenced they told me but i never even tried
if u hate urself so much why dont u end it all tonight

u kept ur friends and stayed the same i wonder what its like
i been holding onto nothing i just wanna feel alive
screaming at myself he wont answer when i cry
if u hate urself so much why dont u end ur fucking life

i know what u want, i know what u 
i know what u want, i know what u 
i know what u want, i know what u 
i know what u want, i know what u 
fucking up my body cause im never satisfied
im a psychopath when i walk in im carrying a knife
dont get influenced they told me but i never even tried
if u hate urself so much why dont u end ur fucking life

i dont need a reason bitch i been moving reckless
everyday i wake up with a target on my chest
they tell me its just a phase they tell me that ill regret this
i dont need a reason move like i got a deathwish
i look in the mirror i see a stranger
if i lost control of myself would it even change ya
eyes blacked out i got too used to the danger
if i tap out would they just write off my anger

when the bands all back together i wanna see them 1 more time
i got problems with attention always reading past the signs
i keep telling myself everythings alright but its a lie
if u hate urself so much why dont u end it all tonight
fucking up my body cause im never satisfied
im a psychopath when i walk in im carrying a knife
dont get influenced they told me but i never even tried
if u hate urself so much why dont u end ur fucking life

deathwish >c

instruments & chiptune tracking by me
cover by sage / songslifestyle @vidrio12
@@@ https://www.hachinemu.com

She's a myth
A golden goose
Something that cant exist
I feel her lips
When I sleep she leaves her scratches on my hips
I'm her bitch
She tells me off and she never tells the truth
It's crazy but its true
That's how i think of you

But I'll still crawl my way right back to you like nothing ever happened 
I've been falling down your rabbit hole, your wonderland of havoc
Say you're sorry then come back and make me drink your golden chalice
You're a god to me
Who thought that we could be so goddamn tragic?

(Let go)
This song of mine
I'd sing it but it hurts your bottom line (your bottom line)
Remember all the times
You didn't care and left me out to dry (left me out to dry)

But I'll still crawl my way right back to you like nothing ever happened 
I've been falling down your rabbit hole, your wonderland of havoc
Say you're sorry then come back and make me drink your golden chalice
You're a god to me
Who thought that we could be so goddamn tragic?

Fairytales (Down ur Rabbit Hole)

Spotify:
https://open.spotify.com/intl-de/album/283UBtnUlTdo8qNqvlJwLb?si=uBiml5d4T-KK9NmfU5IRnw

instrumental by me

Lyrics
[Verse 1]
oh i, couldve said something else
something that wouldnt make me mad
i, couldnt even stand a chance
my body feels too many bends
so lets do it once again

[Chorus]
all the signs pointing at me like i lost today
.... ill be here to stay
you can always play me but ill never lose my name
y,know i dont wanna leave but im too afraid
i never could repay, for the damage that ive dealt
the damage

[Verse 2]
im going home, you dont wanna know me
but i keep asking ''do you feel lonely?''
you dont even know me
i feel the pain, that i've earned
noone to stand beside me
stop being afraid
just wanna hear ''ᶦ ˡᵒᵛᵉ ʸᵒᵘ''

[Chorus again]


please come again... thank you

Buy my music ;3

damage

is anybody out there
waiting for me on the exhale
when i'm coming down from a bad feeling
in my heart that is beating
faster than ever
i can't remember
what it was
the speeding bullet made me nauseous to follow
travel the distance i can't replenish no
stop
the weight it takes on me
shackles on my feet
pulling my feet when i'm walking no
unpleasant thoughts of you
something left to prove
feeling my heart racing no

any minute now annihilation
took a hard beating
still my heart beating
will not stop bleeding
will i find meaning
feel the walls breaking
learned a hard lesson
where my heart's destined
trying to find something
that feels alright
a moment of weakness i can't let you see it's not easy
a moment of violence that left my so weak and depleted
my heart is a sickness
close guard my conviction
scars shrouded around
bane of existence
my only contingence
i'd rather stand my ground
afraid i might lose it
new scars and contusions
it's close to bleeding out
the world that i'm seeing
find hard to believe in anymore
i slowly leave behind
no sentimentals
no coincidentals
nothing that makes you think it's alright
you're seemingly confused
you seemingly want to
abuse my kindness

is anybody out there
waiting for me on the exhale
when i'm coming down from a bad feeling
in my heart that is beating
faster than ever
i can't remember
what it was
the speeding bullet made me nauseous to follow
travel the distance i can't replenish no
stop
the weight it takes on me
shackles on my feet
pulling my feet when i'm walking no
unpleasant thoughts of you
something left to prove
feeling my heart racing no

is anybody out there (prod.qweshhka & dose)

prod me ib my friends
samples voyage 1969 & voyage 1970 from touhou 8

story // voyage 1969

Rocket jump boy
Boots on gimme crew cut
U my luckies in the pack
Flipped up running two of em

This shit aint my warfield Medic couldnt prove nun
Hacksaw Ridge wrapping gauze Kiss a wound bruh
Red cross on my body they know i could move some
Watching steady on my kong qiu
Get inside my neck diggin gimme proof huh

Splittin up a twin bed she obsessed
Curling in an S rank im the best
Save file go corrupt take a left
Crocodile fang stuck inside the bed

What u saying tin can to the head
Call me thru a string i aint fucking with the rest
Ima wrestler live the words I resent
Glasses on fuck w no one go to bed

No love special
3rd bronze medal
Aint no rental hot whirr get jealous quick
Get jealous quick
Ima type b kid
I dont live in the tensity take a rest
king of rest
6-7 yeah
I got the exos on Boost out the mess
Truth what u saying then i watch the vein
Pressing out the skin bad on the brain
Death convo first metal handshake
Fumbling baton fucking up the relay
Race solo spin a mirror to the dj
Get a tank big enough show how i feed

Theylivee prod attic edyn

all instruments by Me3eee @ https://www.hachinemu.com
Cover illustration by Rey Gwen <333 https://reygwen.neocities.org/

Kill Me with ur Kisses

Save Yourself

a https://hachinemu.com project
@yamamayamaybe

Fairytales (Down ur Rabbit Hole)

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