we both know loving isn't fun
when you look inside the mirror after days of staying up
and you're missing a few pieces of the lashes you drew on
with your sweater on your back and nothing else that you can claim
stumbling into the shower with like nothing to your name

i cant tell you who you are or who you love or who you trust
i cant change the way you talk no matter how much i may want
losing grip on realism giving into superstition
ive been wishing things were different
but they're not but they're not 

fantasize or dont exist
im examining your pictures im not prettier than this
oh you know you're so much better than me thats the way it is
you can wake me from my slumber with some lying and a kiss 

i know loving isn't easy
i know loving isn't fun
when im screaming at the mirror after days of staying up
tearing knots out of my hair and sewing patches on my lungs
ive been chiseling and scratching at the person ive become

i know im not all that easy
you know im not all that fun
but you still keep me around and tell me everything i want
say im pretty when im crying stick to lying for my trust
im exhausted with these crosses ive been bearing for your love

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