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SHE WANTS ME DEAD

INNERMONOLOGUE

final stage of grief. acceptance. 
WE HAVE ENTERED A NEW ERA !!
( we are so back !! )

JUSTDRIVE

i just wanted to drink
honestly i wouldve smoked anything
doing things i never really understand
knowing all i ever really wanted was a change

just to say im doing better than my dad
whyyy
would i turn out the same

now im feeling a mess
fuck

whos side are you all
holding out to please x2

(im scared i know i never want to change)

father save me 
I know I can't do it 
by myself x2
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i just wanted to drink
honestly i wouldve smoked anything
doing things i never really understand
knowing all i ever really wanted was a change

just to say im doing better than my dad
whyyy
would i turn out the same

now im feeling a mess
fuck
..............................

thought it made me tougher holding pain
started gaining independence
spent too many days
holding up a fake name
always worried bout an image

i couldnt wrap my mind 
how to make it through the rain
started walking with the spirit

always let a man go and talk his feelings 
when he need it 
cause he healing 
im gone listen 
hear his pain
hear his grieving

09222024 ⭐️

if the time change 
would you hold me
different 
from just love in
I don't want to help it
I don't care I'm lying 
touch up on me 
want it 
but
I don't want it
feel I'm slowly dying 
-
time change
I did it again 
your mind shutting off
while you trip with your friends

where's your mouth
know you're feeling different 

where's your mouth 
when you're loosing your head
-
you
you waste your life 
and I'll save it

who
when your mind shut off
your lonely 
and the weather go by 

youre falling apart
and you couldn't find love 
always falling to desire
-
I let you run away 
never forcing you to stay

I never hide my feelings
you couldn't wait to run away

so the time change 
think of nonsense 
when you got shame
think of difference

when it's all said 
we were both friends 
what the heart say
it's addictive 
-
stay 
but i let you runaway
I let you mistakes 
when you're tripping hide your face 
cause
you never really found your self love
know you never really found your safe space
and i hope you know your times up 
and i hope you know your heart stop

mindshutOFF.m4a

REFLECTINGONYOU

findingsomethingtosay

yourWaste

Warship

wasteaway

warProject

weight on my heart 
thinking romance 
i needed advise 
i needed a plan 

slowly we dance 
and stumble and laugh
im holding your hand
and slipping like sand
-
say its too soon
but i fucked you

why you even let me touch you

cant hold back 
feeling love you 

when i came 
told you thank you
-
thinking im stupid 
to fall to your plan 
you told me you want me 
then give me your hand

only want you 
i dont care where we stand 
just run to my arms 
we kissing in france
-
say its too soon 
but i fucked you 

why you even let me touch you 

cant hold back 
feeling love you

when i came 
told you thank you
-
-
know that you want me to touch you 
fuck you
finish inside
you scared if i love you
taking a test 
then tell me the answer
say its too soon 
but promise you fortune 

touch your thighs 
when im driving
all i want do is fuck you
cant decide where to touch you 
in your mouth where i cum to 
-
holding me tight 
never with loose lips
tell me its fine
im scared if we do this
finish inside
now we feeling stupid
buying the plan 
but wishing you threw it
-





hold me like you do
show you want me too
touch all over you
fuck and leave you bruised

-
love me like you do

TryingOverYou

rightYleft

cry to me
never gone fess up 
smoke only cover 
my mess up
run to assume 
she a set up

love only 
blinded my face 
my body still 
missing her waist 
my mind never left 
from her place 

i cover my wounds 
with liquor and space 
-

wounds
with liquor and space 

but you she wont proper erase 
cause she my permanent place

im losing it twice 
both proper and safe

too typical prolly the best
im shooting her straight 
through her chest 

im popping my bubble 
its laced 

the smoke never hit 
went to space
-

love when we
playing this dress up
got shoes to match 
all my best stuff 
my mind is gone 
prolly set up
if i cry to you 
she wont let up

love when i 
cover her face 
smoking wont 
cover my pain
popping and bugging 
my brain
she stuck to my head 
in a daze
-
lets share 
how we both
messed up
im first 
i just try to break up
hard start
i had an early mess up
mom sad 
and dad who never showed up
i always smile in fake
i thought i couldnt change
lost to early fate
i smoked throughout the day
-
worst 
you’re my heart

i just never cared or 
ever tried to showed love

scared
i was lost 
you became my comfort
i became disaster

i was stuck in bed
i was waiting death
i was lost to sin
but you a heaven sent 
you were my pretty girl
and thats the truth i said
i would stay the same
if you never left
-
text you 
thoughts that never let me rest

im hugging my shawty
blessed

too late to just turn in the benz

you shoulda just came to bed

never explaining the rest 

none of the hoes impress me

all these songs
and you never text me


-
you the first to fold 
under pressure 

selling your man 
on a strecher 

cover your sin
with your sweater 

only one left 
at the bender 

when by yourself 
you a lesser

stuck in your mind 
gonna miss her

breaking yourself 
when youre with her
-

im hiding what i say 
too often 

scared to show my face 
my problem

saw the other day
your bottom

couldnt look away 
im callin 

couldnt fall asleep 
too often

try to make you mine 
just let me

know i made mistakes
you left me

both of us want love 
not happy 
-

know that we talk 
to ourselves about our blessing 

getting caught up in affection 

telling eachother it starts 
with a dancing

never went far with the flexing 


pride never left us 
led to the fighting 

we shoulda went 
with the lasting

i know im far from perfection 
wanting to hold you
make you my last thing 
-

wanting to hold you 
make you my last thing 

wanting to sleep 
i make you my last dream 

wanting abuse
i make you my last drink

wanting you mine 
i give you my last name

myfirstconfession

BreakingHabits

Micheladas

MISS ERY

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