Lyrics:

You think you hide your sadness well
But i've known you long enough to tell

You think I don't see you miss her
It's written right on your face
You think I can't feel the winter
in the summer of your embrace

My instinct
My reaction 
Is to please you

Indistinct,
Your emotions
Can you even see yourself right now?

Do you feel the weight
Of the anchor she left
On your heart 
Do you remember the pain 
Under your scars

We all just want to forget
We all just want to stop the regret
We all just
We all just
We all just want to be happy










Human

prod. D.Vaughn
mixed by Timy Dior

Lyrics:
yuh drip ko saint laurent
yuh wait drip ko saint laurent

drip ko saint laurent
draco nasa pantalon 
mala draymond to sa post
going coast to coast
uunahin mga bros bago mga hoes
parang faucet lang na bago
kasi swabe flows 

woah woah 
smooth ang aking groove
smooth pang pro ang move
bawal dito mga noob

woah woah
smooth na mala lube
boses kala mo may flu
kasi babad na to stu

zoom zoom
may meeting hanggang two
pwede pakibilisan
kasi may lakad pa ang crew

fumes fumes
kulob mo lang sa room
para lang maiwas tuss
lahat matic alalut

yuh yuh
basta payroll
bawal pero pero
wala ng preno preno

rekta shangri-la
ubusin mga peso 

pa-gasan
bagong whip na mala mayo   

dami bands
stack on stack na mala bezos

papayaman
para lagi na tong day off 

papayaman
para laging bago jawnz

alam mo na
pag ako naka saint laurent 


dami nagalit di makalapit kasi drip ko saint laurent
pants ko at wallet dami naakit kasi drip ko saint laurent
pag to nagalit wag mong mamain pare di to ‘sang laro
pag ang babae mo nakicollabo matic fetus nabuo

steady lang dapat matic laglag kapag ang kilos magulo
sa beat to lumapat swabe atake kaya kill to pag ako
bigat na ng bara galing bunganga merong ginto sa bungo
ubusin yung alak hanggang magsawa huli ng ikot ng mundo

SAINT LAURENT DRIP

I Know I’m not the Only One - Sam Smith | Short Cover

"Face it brother, God is dead" - Gabriel

Anyway here's my emo spin on the Fire is Gone, the menu music for Ultrakill. Idk how the hell I got here but whatever.

The Fire Is Gone (She Left Me)

pls how to do i serious takes

verse:
staring at my phone screen  
oh waiting for those 3 gray dots
dear, whats on ur mind
let me have a look/peek inside

pre chor:
who am i
to find out 
if im yours to hold 

chorus:
please tell me who else
do you like?
please tell me who else
do you like?

is there someone else
aside from me

chorus:
please tell me 
you love me too
please tell me that 
you love me too

please tell me who else
do you like?
please tell me who else
do you like?

who else do u like? (demo)

-- The title is a play off of My Own Summer by Deftones. I think the songwriting also reflects the self-destructive rhetoric in that song. 

The album uses the Sodom imagery not as a symbol of queer oppression or destructive sin, but of broken faith. Lot is a character from the Old Testament biblical narrative. He originally inherited the land of Sodom from God, but it went wrong outside of his control. The album deals with the dilemma of being given things by God that are ultimately destructive, and how all that shame can funnel into addiction. --

Lyrics:
I've been sleeping
For the past 3 weeks not being aware
Of anything
Drugging my mind until there's no why
How did I get here?
How did I get here?

I tell myself
It will be better when I open myself
But do you know
The feeling of cold wind to your bare skin
It's always painful
It's always painful

The way to You
The hurt of truth
Decreasing faith
I make mistakes
my Sodom

The pain of promise
The healing doesn't happen
Decreasing faith
I make mistakes
my Sodom

I tell myself it will be better when I go get help
But my Sodom tells me the work gets done but the pain don't leave

Prayers of pain
The church didn't help me
Decreasing faith
I've made my shame
my Sodom

The way to You
The hurt of truth
Decreasing faith
I make mistakes
my Sodom

The pain of promise
The healing doesn't happen
Decreasing faith
I make mistakes
my Sodom

My Own Sodom

-- Nothing but the blood of Jesus. --

Lyrics:
I've done nothing good in me
Nothing but the blood of Jesus
Tried my best and nothing worked
Nothing but the blood of Jesus 

Oh, precious is this flow
Years of trauma killed my soul
And when no one else shows up
Nothing but the blood of Jesus 

I've done nothing good in me
Nothing but the blood of Jesus
Tried my best and nothing worked
Nothing but the blood of Jesus 

So much pain, but for this I'll stay
Nothing but the blood of Jesus
So much pain, but for this I'll stay
Nothing but the blood of Jesus

Oh, precious is this flow
Years of trauma killed my soul
And when no one else shows up
Nothing but the blood of Jesus 

Nothing But The Blood of Jesus

One Thousand-Ish

Here's my take on BATTLE AGAINST A TRUE HERO.
Originally by Toby Fox, from the Undertale OST. 
Experimenting with recording stuff, and learning how to mix

BATTLE AGAINST A TRUE HERO

Old riffage trying out one of the EIR guitars in low drop C. Written by Calle & Buster

EIR guitars, omega thall 7 (Low tuning test)

Progressive Metal, Post-Hardcore, Math Rock, Emo

yummy fun times to be had

One Thousand-Ish

Manu Perez