I just rediscovered this... 
This is something I made 7 years ago... 
I uploaded the track and made it "private"... because I wasn't convinced that I want anybody to listen to it. 
It's not a masterpiece...(it's not even "music", really)  but it sounds quite trippy & not so bad in retrospect.

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come to terms with
Also found in: Dictionary.

1. To come to accept; become reconciled to: finally came to terms with his lack of talent. << 

http://idioms.thefreedictionary.com/come+to+terms+with

come to terms with yourself;)

manu_f