Watermelon Song From Dinner In America

Scene 6: The air traffic control tower

Things can only go up from here

yeah i believe in God,
but i really need this money
you dialed up my natal chart
and i woke up in a library
an ancient library
you hardly know what i’ve been through

yeah i’ve been feeling kind of odd
you could say i’m out of sorts
we need drugs for summertime
cuz summer’s getting awful short
the kids need something to go thru

ok
i’m gonna say something weird
i swear
we aren’t consumed by fear
nonono
so if it’s up in the air
it’s only up from

The air traffic control tower

so you think you’re a scientist
on the precipice
girls doing cannonballs
what is this experiment
you said i’m delusional
what are you even talking about
you must’ve lost your mind
well i think you should shut your mouth

you sure are a philosopher
of a different caliber
so can i ask you something?
what do you think of the (drugs)?
cuz i think
the kids need something to go thru

it’s like there’s the drugs
and there’s me
like two separate cameras on the same scene
what do the drugs see from me
i need to know what the drugs think

i need to know

i’m gonna say something weird
i swear
we aren’t consumed by fear
nonono
so if it’s up in the air
it’s only up from here

at the The air traffic control tower

You need to change your mind
You need to say what you really mean
Cuz we're not gonna be here forever
no no no
And the sooner you learn to accept that—
—the sooner you and I are going to get along

you don't wanna make another mistake
the changes are slated,
impossible to erase
i thought i was mutilated, a massive mistake
but i have literally always been this way

you can't get mad at the kid
just to harbor the blame
i get that you're just a person
but you're fucking insane
i wanna get better
but you belong to my brain
i'm circumscribing a message
and you're repeating my name

alex

The air traffic control tower

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my mind went somewhere else
i surrendered to the earth
and then the torture came again
and so i walked into the abyss
i collapsed into the air and said
that i won't rest until i don't care

there's a little myth that i call hope
and it's somewhere between my bones
i'm too stubborn to let it go
one, two
there's a little myth that i call hope
and it's somewhere in my bones
now i just want to go home
please don't let go
please don't let go

and so my conscience failed me again
i surrender to the earth
and so the torture never ends
and so i walked into the abyss
i collapsed under the air and said
that i won't rest until i don't care

there's a little myth that i call hope
and it's somewhere between my bones
but i know i should let it go
one, two
there's a little myth that i call hope
and it's somewhere in my bones
someone take me home
please don't let go

there's a little myth that i call hope
and it's somewhere between my bones
now i know i should let it go
one, two
there's a little myth that i call hope
somewhere in my bones
i want someone to take me home
please don't let go

tear my soul apart 
tear my soul apart 
(please don't let go)
just tear my soul apart
tear my soul apart
break me into pieces

Hope

Cosmo

Ozuna, Maldy - Brabus

RUNNER LIVE AT MONTYS

i just held a candle to my fingers
smell it on my clothes because flesh lingers
u know ill ditch a body in the laundry
hiding in my covers because it haunts me

i just wanna hide out for survival
I'm trying to forget where the knife goes
at least i see a cowboy in the morning
riding to my grave when its pouring
putting flowers out by my gravestone
pouring out a can of four loko
i wanna feel the wind from the fall blow
dig me up and spread my ashes on yr bronco 

a bunch of songs about dead bodies
cover image by Noah Wingren ( @noah-wingren )

ditch a body in the laundry (feat. Dylan Brady)

claws

(!! turned up by melikxyz !!)

talk in your slumber
while i do my morning reading
a most intimate occurrence
funny you don’t remember it 

i could watch you rest for hours
and i like our waking life
one day Nothing felt much better
no more fight, freeze, fawn, just flight

grief rollercoaster
when i ask you to come over
won’t know if you’ll ever show up
til you’re climbing in my room

going off the softest shoulder
my gut felt you pulling over
and it’s too late for a u-turn
tuck and roll right out the car

stare just like spencer
silent just like liam
felt my spring going Taurean
you’d think i’m living in hell

wasn’t asking for more from you
i was asking for the minimum 
your apologies seem innocent
but they’re flashing exit signs

grief rollercoaster
when i ask you to come over
won’t know if you’ll ever show up
til you’re climbing in my room

going off the softest shoulder
my gut felt you pulling over
and it’s too late for a u-turn
tuck and roll right out the car

no, i’m not drowning
it’s just sometimes i get lost
don’t recognize all my surroundings
but i know when to stand up

see my patterns all the time
copy-pasted into signs 
my history don’t repeat
but it sure as hell do rhyme

grief rollercoaster
when i ask you to come over
won’t know if you’ll ever show up
til you’re climbing in my room

going off the softest shoulder
my gut felt you pulling over
and it’s too late for a u-turn
tuck and roll right out the car

a fling 
doesn’t have to be a bad thing
i just make my own hell
and i’m tired of burning 

didn’t fight when it was fleeting
shouldn’t hold on all that tight
love collecting lifelong lessons 
just like all these breakup songs

gRiEf RoLLeRcOaStEr (first take)

Manuela

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