Scene 6: The air traffic control tower

Things can only go up from here

yeah i believe in God,
but i really need this money
you dialed up my natal chart
and i woke up in a library
an ancient library
you hardly know what i’ve been through

yeah i’ve been feeling kind of odd
you could say i’m out of sorts
we need drugs for summertime
cuz summer’s getting awful short
the kids need something to go thru

ok
i’m gonna say something weird
i swear
we aren’t consumed by fear
nonono
so if it’s up in the air
it’s only up from

The air traffic control tower

so you think you’re a scientist
on the precipice
girls doing cannonballs
what is this experiment
you said i’m delusional
what are you even talking about
you must’ve lost your mind
well i think you should shut your mouth

you sure are a philosopher
of a different caliber
so can i ask you something?
what do you think of the (drugs)?
cuz i think
the kids need something to go thru

it’s like there’s the drugs
and there’s me
like two separate cameras on the same scene
what do the drugs see from me
i need to know what the drugs think

i need to know

i’m gonna say something weird
i swear
we aren’t consumed by fear
nonono
so if it’s up in the air
it’s only up from here

at the The air traffic control tower

You need to change your mind
You need to say what you really mean
Cuz we're not gonna be here forever
no no no
And the sooner you learn to accept that—
—the sooner you and I are going to get along

you don't wanna make another mistake
the changes are slated,
impossible to erase
i thought i was mutilated, a massive mistake
but i have literally always been this way

you can't get mad at the kid
just to harbor the blame
i get that you're just a person
but you're fucking insane
i wanna get better
but you belong to my brain
i'm circumscribing a message
and you're repeating my name

alex

The air traffic control tower

my remedy

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my mind went somewhere else
i surrendered to the earth
and then the torture came again
and so i walked into the abyss
i collapsed into the air and said
that i won't rest until i don't care

there's a little myth that i call hope
and it's somewhere between my bones
i'm too stubborn to let it go
one, two
there's a little myth that i call hope
and it's somewhere in my bones
now i just want to go home
please don't let go
please don't let go

and so my conscience failed me again
i surrender to the earth
and so the torture never ends
and so i walked into the abyss
i collapsed under the air and said
that i won't rest until i don't care

there's a little myth that i call hope
and it's somewhere between my bones
but i know i should let it go
one, two
there's a little myth that i call hope
and it's somewhere in my bones
someone take me home
please don't let go

there's a little myth that i call hope
and it's somewhere between my bones
now i know i should let it go
one, two
there's a little myth that i call hope
somewhere in my bones
i want someone to take me home
please don't let go

tear my soul apart 
tear my soul apart 
(please don't let go)
just tear my soul apart
tear my soul apart
break me into pieces

Hope

Cosmo

Brabus

vox & drums @dulien
cover @herst0ry

i wish that u were someone else
u keep on showing up in my dreams again n again
tracing shapes in the clouds that look like us
holding hands in the park like friends
clogging up the drain with my hair again
make a dress out of my skin oh man
2 months going to waste
i feel ur face scratching on my chest back then okkkk

i want to be obsessed with u
u want to be alone too
n i suppose that its okay
we hardly talk anyway
i hope to talk someday, someday
paranoia
getting thru my skin
i dont know ya
enough to be that kid
enjoy a moment
without straining my neck
ive been like so depressed
it might be time to address it

dulien someoneelse (prod me)

RUNNER LIVE AT MONTYS

jane remover cage girl * one more time ariana grande
ch2rms/h3artch3rades claustrophobia (prod soma & dose) * one more time ariana grande

oneMore Claustrophobic ; ggirl

Full deck of cards (demo)

i just held a candle to my fingers
smell it on my clothes because flesh lingers
u know ill ditch a body in the laundry
hiding in my covers because it haunts me

i just wanna hide out for survival
I'm trying to forget where the knife goes
at least i see a cowboy in the morning
riding to my grave when its pouring
putting flowers out by my gravestone
pouring out a can of four loko
i wanna feel the wind from the fall blow
dig me up and spread my ashes on yr bronco 

a bunch of songs about dead bodies
cover image by Noah Wingren ( @noah-wingren )

ditch a body in the laundry (feat. Dylan Brady)

how you go ghost for a month 
and act like i aint got my shit together

with some bullshit excuse 
acting like you was under the weather

well i know better

my mom wouldn’t like how you treat me
your mom wouldn’t like how you treat me

i understand mental health breaks
but what about mine

you don’t give you just take
you wasted my time

you love your momma so much
you forget im a woman too?

ur mama n me

Manuela

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