for you Y

Yo! Was so cooool to work with u guys ! 
dm me if u wanna use one the beats : )
In order of appereance
w/ @ev333 
w/ @haveonlyonechance
w/ @prodbytoshi 
w/ @tgwog 
w/ @brayamxo 
w/ @rodmadeit
w/kyur0 
solo ( ty @nicopatty for helping !! ) 
w/ @prodguardi 
w/ @ev333 + @prodsoulsss 
w/ @prodsoulsss 
w/ @ev333 
solo : )

JULY 2K21 @ev333 @tenoji @toshi @ @tgwog @brayam @rodmadeit @kyuro @prodguardi @souls1

mindset e v e r y fckin time 

2 parts 2 mindsets

ambivalent

ごめんと言って lp

cult of tradition

안녕/yo ! 
Perfume ep because I miss her perfume.
Hope u will travel a bit listening to this, dream, creatz landscapes in your head, I wanna make u dream !
thank uu @sorisu always carrying : p 
everything prod by me, no collabs except the one w sori ; )
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If u want to grab the kit : https://payhip.com/b/N5M4H
(I added my recipe to create the dili style :p)
Selling flp's on insta too ^3^ 
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Enjoy !! and I always say it but tysm @y4ndere @lilac @winter <3

perfume ep + sorisu (kit out now)

Hi, 
I am so sorry. I... I left so many friends apart without saying nothing like an egoist. So sorry for that... 
Let's say the fact 
I prolly never comeback. 
Life been changing a lot recently, music has kinda left my life, I dont really know why... 
Guys, 
To, everyone who listened to my music, who collaborated with me or just talked to me, just know that I will never forget you. nver. You all shaped a part of me through these 3 years. I just wanted to say it.
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Coexistence means here the co-living of 2 sides of me, like always. It's like I never know and never knew who I am, always fluctuating between 2 mindsets, 2 sides... 
I just want to feel things different now... I need someone, someone that I can give love to & protect, someone to hold on to & someone that understand me.
Feel kinda crushed ngl.
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Hope you'll enjoy that little music composition, was quite refreshing to make 
I am invitating you to transalte the titles (the ones in french) to make yout own interpretation of each track <3

Tracklist
0.00 Life's too short to be hopeless

1:46 @lainetowers

2:58 A flower petal floating in the fresh air of countryside during spring season

4:27 œil perçant

5:25 Bootleg of https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=jMR3o19IlKw 

7:27 Is suffering necessary to happiness ? 

8:33 Falling in a deep blue ocean close to 9pm

10:20 Je veux juste juste partagés des moments avec toi, rire avec toi, te serrer dans mes bras et croiser mes yeux dans les tiens <3

12:17 Colombe virevoltante 

14:38 Suis-je déjà trop vieux ? Ai-je déjà tout waste de ma jeunesse ? 

15:55 seaside wind 

17:18 aimons nous
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Love you all, fr </33333

ib @y4ndere @lilac @winter @ev333 @kyoakyo @tekea @jugglyfe @chrxmey

Coexistence ep + *✧･ﾟ:* laine *✧･ﾟ:*

@kiryano
@jjaholics @pray4solo

[blx]
every time we talk she's just tearing my heart out
oh you love me well.. show me you love me then
i start every morning just puking my guts out
shouldn't have thought of you i shouldn't breathe again

oh you love me well,, tell me you love me then
oh you'd cry for me,, go ahead start crying then
why do you mess with me mess with my heart again
and my heart is saying i don't want love again

love again ft. kiryano (jj x solo)

prod. @tgwog x @litothedon

GET OUT MY LIFE
YEAH // DNT MAKE A .. SOUND
WALK ARND ON MY OWN MASK ON MY MOUTH
DNT NDA BRAG
CUH, DNT ND NO F**.. HOUND
DIS MY WORLD
N ILL MAKE IT HOW I WANT
(..) x2 

DONT WNA B ON THE LINE
IM 1ST N IM GOOD THIS TIME
IMA /VIP DESIGN

CANT FOCUS WHEN IM FEELING PAIN
LINEUPZ WIT DA MAGICK K
DONT KNO Y I FEEL THIS WAY...
this way....

(counter)~
I FEEL THIS WAY...
CAUSE IDK HOW TO WAIT.
WHEN I WALK, I WAV
CUH MY STORY LIKE A RAVE
IK IM... ok
LIFE B FLOWING COOL MY WAY
uhuh.. MY WAY
DID THIS ON MY OWN IM GREAT

҉ 𝓂𝑜𝓇𝑔𝒶𝓃𝒶

beyond

https://www.instagram.com/arideyes/
@lilac @arideyes
art by me

i cant lie, falling asleep is the only option
paralyzed, stuck inside a dream it's too often
medicine, the hopes in the air and i lost it
i dont wanna stay awake, i feel nauseous

dont you feel the same, when u see me losing conscience
i dont have to change, i dont got this
is there more to see? thats what god is
i dont have to dream to feel rotten

everyday we stay the same, more than we wanted
looking through a broken glass, room feels haunted
i dont wanna stay awake, i feel exhausted
then i set the lines up then i crossed it

stars looking bright, but im still burnt out
i wanna leave soon, i just dont know how
can i keep my mind up, figure it out
pouring out my soul, i wouldnt keep an ounce

(could i ever lie to myself again
look into an empty palm of hand
i never went back, can we play pretend
that this'll never happen again)

spotify

paralyzed (lilac)

This is the end of my story and memory (phone memory I mean bruhh), give me a break please.

Its been 3 years since I fried my phone on fl studio mobile to make all these stuff, maybe its time for me to give this phone a rest :')

These are some of the archive projects I worked on myself and also with friends

And tysm those who have invited me to collaborate, you all are so cool

Donate me and I buy a new device lmao
https://www.paypal.me/Arisulice

 Luv yu all <33

00:00 w @luvdien 
02:33 - 07:25 w @oiwassupp
07:25 - 11:30 w @m2monroe
13:29 w @yudere
20:49 w @yudere
24:37 w @prodkirian
32:54 w @m2monroe
43:11 w @xora09
45:11 w @aishitee
47:55 - 53:15 w @kuusune7
55:03 w @luvdien
57:18 w @noyaclarissa
59:13 w @m2monroe @shatter3d

break my life !!!!

prod twilight blue
made 2/7/23

if you don’t hate me
you will soon 
break me down again and i’m screwed
i can’t live, by myself i need help 
what’s the point of this
i just want you, you-
ah, ah, ah

i drive myself to the appointment
i just drive myself to appointment
i can’t fix mistakes, and i can barely take
emotional like me
life is all a scam, this life is all a joke 
i do it so i can
try to fix myself 
broken in the street, but ur like me
diamonds on me, but i’m lonely 
and i’m so sorry, that i hurt you
i just can’t tell 
what you’ve been through 
it’s just cause of me, all this misery and pain 
stress is eating me
i’m too much to overthink 
i can’t take this life what’s the point of even me
why do i breathe, just to make speeches 
oh my god

i talk into this shit 
i just hurt you bad
i just hate myself 
life is such a drag, diamonds on me
you don’t rlly care 
i’m just such a sad fucking human 
i just make excuses, excuses oh 
life is so clueless, clueless oh
like me, ur not like me
don’t know what to do
ur not like me
don’t know how to live 
don’t know how to breathe 
don’t know how to live 
don’t know how to breathe

mckel - if you dont hate me

real tempacore style beats + 2 anifash beats

sometimes the "temperature" is nice and it feels like crying | tempacore (+anifash)

autumn nights

garbage

auroriel

i h8 the way uu feel so fkn far away frm me tonight:((

princessmob 4evr <3

@imyfridvy
@unpolarizes
@remghost

for you Y

mizuki m