Hey fever medicine

Just sitting at Jarry on a Thursday afternoon, letting the sun beam down on my face. Drinking it all in, I'm 4% wasted.

4% wasted - Single

4% wasted

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geeked up starin at the ceiling 
anythings better than staring at the void
cant help whatever im feelin
shit so quiet use ur inside voice use ur inside voice
u aint smoking no loud that shit make no noise
like a inside voice like an inside voice
yo gas weak asf u smoking inside voice

stfu when i talk
stfu when im counting my pape
that shit been beating the rock
ion be getting that shit nowadays 
though abt beatin the pot
paranoia been preventing me
i keep on thinking im seeing the cops

ion want discussion if its not gonna go anywhere 
i got a concussion overthinking about anything
i got no rebuttal to the argument im always high
always high
my depression takes the stage at night
thats why im

inside Voice 🤫 #BACKFRTHISTIME

Xambs

Sorry, Love

Hush (live demo)

i’m gonna throw a block party
for the neighbors to complain 
look i’m sorry for the noise
really didn’t have a choice
it’s my block party

i’m gonna throw a pity party
i want all my fake friends to dance
i know they have other plans
and they wouldn’t understand 
but it’s my pity party

ill shout it from the rooftops 
to make this fucking pain stop
oh so now you’re switching lanes 
should’ve known something changed
but i don’t feel bad about it
do you? i highly doubt it
theres no way i could’ve stopped it
you’re still invited 

i’m gonna throw a sick house party
i wont know anyone there
i don’t really think they’ll care
if they are even aware that it’s my sick house party

i’m gonna go fucking crazy
i’m gonna bathe in my own tears
i should really face my fears
i wish to hold them all so dear
instead of going crazy

and it’s never the same
But it’s always the same thing
you’re still invited 
you’re still invited

block party

i know what you're going through
it's ominous, i feel it too
i'm your 8 am commute
i'd stick around, but what's the use?

who were you to call it off? 
could call it on, but at what cost?
read your signs and i was lost
but it's kinda all that i've got
you were kinda all that i've got
and plus!
i wasn't looking for that much

but i'll be good i swear 
i'll have bad ideas
for both of us to share
just to keep you near
i'll be good i swear 
i'll swallow down hard pills
with liquor and despair
and anything unclear

cause i don't like who i am when i'm off it
i do it sometimes, but not often
i do it sometimes, but not often 
but sometimes is never enough
no, sometimes is never enough

the portraits of bliss i drew
embellished me and cropped out you
was fucked for what i saw in you
and you're fucked not to follow through
but it's not like i lost a friend
i just cut off all my dead ends
understood the signs you sent
realized it was all in my head
realized you were all in my head
and plus!
i wasn't looking for that much

but i'll be good i swear 
i'll have bad ideas
for both of us to share
just to keep you near
i'll be good i swear 
i'll swallow down hard pills
with liquor and despair
and everything i fear

but if you need me, then i'll be 
getting stoned in the alley
you'd fit in there perfectly 
but, you choose to walk it blindly
i fear the life you have outside of me
the tinted windows hide the blasphemy
yet, i saw you as godly
but, that was the old me

Xambs

Maple Treeway