some songs i hold dear
hope u enjoy
prodby. @imcaves & @jolst
original song credits go towards
@familypet
@youngburial
@guardinmusic

song links: 
familypet - https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=V6q38OKKCFE
fats'e - https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_RX7bF8kLBo
guardin - https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-K8SilXyq54

familypet x fats'e x guardin (song mashup//cover)

*OUT EVERYWHERE ON STREAMING*

mix & master: me
prod: @not-a-fucking-hero

lyrics:
autotune and notebooks
i just wanna crash out
think i need a new look
i just wanna cash out
so i drop some shit on facebook
f-facebook fuck

like im tryna ball out
ice on my wrist that shit give me clout
we talking shit like whatabouts
writing hella lines, like cout << "talking" << endl;

talking slow bitch i dont know
taking hints feel like john doe
who am bitch i dont know
im just another guy stuck in the snow

(on a car)

fuck it i dont think ill go far
stuck inside my mind like a war
think ill never shine like a star
cause i finna crash like a car

so far im good eh
crashing out like everyday
no way im up to late
mixing vocals, that i hate

cause i kinda dont fuck with myself
distractions fuck up my mental health
can't focus for shit im up to a twelfth
fuck im up to the thirteenth reason why
i cannot fucking try

yeah

but it dont really matter
take a gun and shoot yourself
colour yourself with paint splatter
is it really you or hell

we all need help
no matter what
but we dont take the steps
no matter what

LIKE WHAT THE F*CK

are we so afraid of
are we so afraid of
so afraid of

is it the truth
or is the chance of rejection
i dont really know all i know
is that we need some type of affection
when we wake up fuck

autotune and notebooks
i just wanna crash out
think i need a new look
i just wanna cash out
so i drop some shit on facebook
f-facebook fuck

like im tryna ball out
ice on my wrist that shit give me clout
we talking shit like whatabouts
writing hella lines, like cout << "talking" << endl;

crashout (hero)

rustedDoor (prod. takuori x ne1ro)

lyrics

 don’t think i can change the way i see the things to be
i just poured me up don julio to go to sleep
every fucking morning, i see some bullshit on my twitter feed
spend the rest of the day trying to find a little bit of peace
yeah, i’m in my bag right now
i’m in my bag right now, i’m getting a bag right now, yeah, yeah
i’m in my bag right now, i’m getting a bag right now
i’m winning this battle right now
i don’t want to lie, i just want to kiss you in the rain
pass this world, forget this pain
remember my name, and keep close what i told you
you stole my heart and left a little hole too
i won’t complain if i lie in your arms
you are my saint
my soul has been tamed
yeah, i’m getting a bag right now, but it’s not the same
if you’re not right next to me, i don’t want to play
i close my eyes for a second
and i’ve seen the future, i’ve seen the future
i know that you love when you’re mentioned
but i can’t compute, yeah, i can’t compute
but it’s dark, uh, blood all on the floor
creatures surrounding my body, yeah, i’ve seen this shit before
it’s craving a scent that i carry at the core
i’m just praying that i taught you the ways, now you cannot ignore
hold my heart
hold my heart
hold my heart
hold my
hold my heart
hold my heart
hold my heart
hold my
hold my heart
hold my heart
hold my heart
hold my
hold my heart
hold my
hold my
hold my

heretic pain

heretic pain (flesh) [bonus tracks from album on spotify]

noNeon! (+blckhrt x askenemy)

oh months went by
and here i am still lying to you
pour the bleach down my throat
you can not know the truth
in the back of my mind i only picture us two 
i didn't want anything permanent 
until i met you
i know i'm an awful person
and i didn't mean to make it worse for you
you make me feel crazy
you made me feel something new
i know everything i need to know
it was perfect but i see u need to go
it's okay, ur songs on repeat
ur still perfect to me

i overthink until i'm angry
at myself
selfishness, i love abandoning 
everyone else
oh look i'm stranded
deep in the waterwell

awful [nciku]

privateIsland (+rubbishrubbish)

Lyrics.
Everyone around wonder how it’ll go
Fuck idek I’ll tell you when I book this show
But imma probably push it off until it gets too cold 
When the ice on the road and the drive too slick for me to go
But still I stay in zone
I’ve been staying home 
Writing notes on the phone
Tryna further my flow 
Like I further my throw
Grow when I’m stone like I do when I bone

Like I do when I bone 
Airplane mode 
Fuck a text Ik
No votes if you say so I just won’t go
Then it’s airplane mode 
Airplane mode, airplane mode, airplane mode 
And I just won’t go

And I just won’t go
And I just won’t go
If you say so then I just won’t go
Then it’s airplane mode

What would I want to be 
If anything else I’d oughta be 
Someone else
 and finally 
Back all the way from the oddities 

If anyone one else starts calling me 
I could probably tell you imma lost cost 
See it through my life 
And it’s nonstop 
Foxtrot fought
Quietly I’m fighting in this onslaught rot
Fuck I really need to see a doc on the clock 
I don’t need the meds 
I need a buck shot cocked
Put it to my thoughts 
Where the fox forget 
And wash away the guilt 
But if I will? probably not.

Singing and vocals: trexture
Mixing and mastering: trexture
Producer: prod. sorrow bringer

noNeon! (+blckhrt x askenemy)

march22nd

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