*OUT EVERYWHERE ON STREAMING*

mix & master: me
prod: @not-a-fucking-hero

lyrics:
autotune and notebooks
i just wanna crash out
think i need a new look
i just wanna cash out
so i drop some shit on facebook
f-facebook fuck

like im tryna ball out
ice on my wrist that shit give me clout
we talking shit like whatabouts
writing hella lines, like cout << "talking" << endl;

talking slow bitch i dont know
taking hints feel like john doe
who am bitch i dont know
im just another guy stuck in the snow

(on a car)

fuck it i dont think ill go far
stuck inside my mind like a war
think ill never shine like a star
cause i finna crash like a car

so far im good eh
crashing out like everyday
no way im up to late
mixing vocals, that i hate

cause i kinda dont fuck with myself
distractions fuck up my mental health
can't focus for shit im up to a twelfth
fuck im up to the thirteenth reason why
i cannot fucking try

yeah

but it dont really matter
take a gun and shoot yourself
colour yourself with paint splatter
is it really you or hell

we all need help
no matter what
but we dont take the steps
no matter what

LIKE WHAT THE F*CK

are we so afraid of
are we so afraid of
so afraid of

is it the truth
or is the chance of rejection
i dont really know all i know
is that we need some type of affection
when we wake up fuck

autotune and notebooks
i just wanna crash out
think i need a new look
i just wanna cash out
so i drop some shit on facebook
f-facebook fuck

like im tryna ball out
ice on my wrist that shit give me clout
we talking shit like whatabouts
writing hella lines, like cout << "talking" << endl;

crashout (hero)

Produced by Crizzy White
Mixed by Crizzy White, xipz
Vocals by Crizzy White, cxrter, xipz
Mastered by Crizzy White

Crizzy:
I know it's wrong to write a song for you
But I don't listen when they tell me to
It wouldn't work I know that's always true
But reading messages I'm so confused
How many times you gonna lead me on
I'm not the person that I thought I would be
It's just a childish dream to think the rain is for me
As it fades with the scene, evaporation of me

Gone with the wind
With the stones at my feet
Of this cliff
With the runoff of the water
I could slip
But I ain't ever going down, not again
I'm drenched

cxrter:
Going down, not again
Pleasing these people, just give me a chance
Feeling so robbed of my selfish demands
But I know it's the norm, got this red in my hands
Taking this pressure, it feels so controlling
I'm looking down on my phone, now I'm scrolling
Look to the left, see these people just rollin'
No wonder we struggle, it feels so important, man

Moments I can't say my name
Nobody to blame
Yeah, they think we're insane
Yeah, think we're insane
It's just part of the game that we play
Yeah, a game that we play
It's all just a race
Hope I don't need meds, I wanna be safe, aye
So confused, I wanna be safe, yeah

Crizzy:
It's paranoia
I'm the one with the soil
I don't know where I'm going
Evaporate and boil
I saw her ghost in the rain
In the mist of the cliffside
I'd be lying if I said it was a sore sight
All the memories of you they're not a bad time
But I slip into some clothes I know are not mine
If I'm the person that you want I'll never be myself
I'm just the boy who saw a wolf and tried to call for help

Gone with the wind
With the stones at my feet
Of this cliff
With the runoff of the water
I could slip
But I ain't ever going down, not again
I'm drenched
Gone with the wind
With the stones at my feet
Of this cliff
With the runoff of the water
I could slip
But I ain't ever going down, not again
I'm drenched, I'm drenched

xipz:
Doing drugs in the rain, I'm drenched
Make me think back to our first kiss
I remember what you promised me
Doesn't matter that it's all past tense

Crizzy:
Gone with the wind
With the stones at my feet
Of this cliff
With the runoff of the water
I could slip
But I ain't ever going down, not again
I'm drenched, I'm drenched

I'm better off with the lover that I got
I know this fog
It could clear in a day or two
I just need some time alone with you
I just need a little follow through

Drenched (feat. cxrter & xipz)

don’t trust u /// at all 
#hyperpop #jerseyclub #digicore #ashitaka

Waking up, little hazed, ur by my side 
you say good morning hunny 
Are you feeling better than last night?
I,
Don’t really know I can’t really remeber
I had a little bit too much 
No where near sober

you give the reassuring stroke through my hair
Whilst you’re humming out a song of mine, said u care
but did you care enough when it really  mattered
feel like the trust is broken, lost and just splattered 
 
I don’t trust u 

I know our morning routines are like any other couple
Just a cup of coffee, crumpets,, and cuddles
But there’s something today, that doesn’t settle with me well 
Like an unspoken truth, I can’t decipher it at all 

I don’t trust u

don’t trust you [ugly1sixty]

lurk

lurk (scottysplash)

lyrics

So maybe if it
Maybe if it sets in
Maybe if I feel you on my skin
Maybe that'll help me 

So maybe when it sets in
And I can feel your skin on my skin
And I can tell what's really different 
Yeah I can tell what's really different 
It all depends on the mood this time
And I know I won't change my mind
And everything heals with time 
But
It's probably best if we cut ties 
Cause I don't think anything will really get better this time
So I guess this is one last goodbye 
To the times that I spent loving you 
And I look back in the hindsight 
And in the past time we were in the limelight 
You only came around in the nighttime 
And I only came around when my phone was dry
So let's take this one last night for one last goodbye 

Say goodbye 
Say goodbye while we get higher than we've ever been 
Than we've ever been cause maybe that'll fix shit

Think not
Pipe down 
I don't wanna hear you
Just let me drown 
Myself in the bottle again
Maybe then
I can move past all this fucking bullshit
And I won't have to hear shit
Hear your voice in my dreams
And I know I just wanna scream
I just wanna scream but I can't
These wall are to thin
And the ones I build up keep breaking down 

But only when you're around 
Only when
Only when you're around 
Only when you're around 
You're always around 
I keep your spirit with me
And I know that I’m quite empty 
I know that my chest is empty 
And I know cause your spirits heavy
And I know why it's so heavy 
When I'm with you n you're with me
When I'm with you n you're with me
When I'm with you you're with me
When I'm with you n I miss you
N I'm not with you but you're with me
Keep you with me
Cause that's where you're supposed to be
With me
Stay with me
Just stay with me
Wonder why did you leave

Time (prod. cxrter x flesh)

lyrics at some point.... idk yet x_x

Fucked up again I’m fucked up again
I think I did too much 
I think I’m losing my shit
shit i’m losing my trust can’t find it
I know you notice it
It’s true now
That everything is running out
I’m running low on a life I love
I know it’s true
I know it’s due, It’s due to you
I know it’s true, I fucked you too

I can’t stand this no more I just wanna end it all
Take it all back again, my life again
May lose some friends for this, but I think that
I’m better in a hole than living on my own
And even in the end, you know it
It all ends well, but when it goes well, it gets harder to feel well when it all drops
nd when the ball drops
Shit, when my heart stops
I feel it in my lungs, I can’t let em pop
And let my breathing stop
Cause if it goes too slow, I think it’ll all go downhill
Cause if I let it go, I know everyone will know the real me and I can’t keep that up
Keep it up and push my luck
Cause it’ll drain and run dry again
I’m dry again
Phones dry again
I really miss my friends
Where the fuck are my friends?
I’m fucked up again
I’m fucked up again 
I think I did too much
I can’t find my way I can’t find my trust
I think I did too much
 think I gave too much
think I sold my trust just for some bucks
Ithink I sold my love just for one fuck
But the drugs were good
I just do too much
I do too much
I’ll always do too much
I’ll always do too much
Single-handedly sniff eight ball
I drink a fifth and then I’ll go AWOL
Go MIA and take a nap n sleep for a week
And I might not come back

And let the dream drop out
I don’t feel the same now

K.I.A in my dreams(p. OutOfPlace)

lyrics 
im sweating thru my clothes
do u feel me
u dont know shit about the real me
wake up just to vomit
could u heal me
wake up check my phone and then its back to sleep

ion do this for u
bitch i do it for me
can i skip this cutscene
already know this story
oh it gets disgusting 
my dreams way too gorey
dont know why they care cuz im just way too boring 

hold onto me dear
itll be alright 
im at peace with it
im along for the ride
ive been losing sleep
but still i feel just fine
such an awful sight 
oh it could make me cry

oh my hair is curling like it did before
im gritting thru my teeth i feel like im at war
salt forms on my body from this ocean shore
and if i could rewrite it i dont think i would

im sweating thru my clothes
do u feel me
u dont know shit about the real me
wake up just to vomit
could u heal me
wake up check my phone and then its back to sleep
ion do this for u
bitch i do it for me
can i skip this cutscene
already know this story
oh it gets disgusting 
my dreams way too gorey
dont know why they care cuz im just way too boring

at war (wraith x ne'erdowell)

XELFIY_BDAY_2K25 ft XELFIY (ROLLIE)

Pearl

Contest(xaerots)

nelumbo nucifera (klasoldier)

I think everyone should play an instrument, you don't have to make a living out of it, just sit down and play.

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