can u tell me? [elixr]

solitude:

everynight im on the same shit, in the studio n i cant miss
i cant blame nobody for this hole im in
im jus gon keep digging till my brain cave in
its been so long but it feel like yesterday when ts tore me up
pour me up, it aint no liqour in my cup es morton grove
think they tried to warn me
but i never been good at listening to what im told
yes or no, are u rly down for forever, lmk



Empathy:

it’s okay, I got me and my friends we all here
we got opps, bitches watch n they hope we dissappear
she feed her hunger with my tears/that’s why I never cry 
oh my gosh let me guess i bet you’ve never lied
you have, you tell yourself that I’m so terrible 
so you don’t feel as bad for some shit that’s unrepairable
I hope that you’re glad, you seen my sister lose her life 
you couldve got with my friends but had my family in line you chose my brother in law, u must wanna see me fall
oh gosh it’s hard to believe
when you look into my nephews eyes
did you see them grieve
did you tell yourself their mom is looking back at me
and that her brothers back at home 
wondering where i could be
he would snap if he found out
and if he dies that’s alright 
we’ll have something to talk about
yea something relatable
two siblings that are dead 
and their life was never full 
i’m not a fool

Empathy - nvrfull ft. solitude (neverforever)

prod. @fleshgolem

look, lookin in the mirror so wasted
lookin the mirror time wasted 
dark days i have a lot of them 
party by myself paint the walls red

i been havin dark days
and the weaker side of me wanna quit the game
i'm not sure what to do 
i miss havin none ta lose

and now i'm way to screwed up 
i can't be screwing up 
there's nothin worse than losing sight of the mission
everybody wanna talk like i wanna hear it

shut, shut the fuck up bitch don't wanna hear it
you can't walk in my shoes cause they special edition
and i'm not even here right now
pray to god i don't come down
pray to god i don't come down
pray to god i don't come down

i'm not even here right now
pray to god i don't come down

(various noises)

look, lookin in the mirror so wasted
lookin the mirror time wasted 
dark days i have a lot of them 
party by myself paint the walls red

i been havin dark days
and the weaker side of me wanna quit the game
i'm not sure what to do 
i miss havin none ta lose

and now i'm way to screwed up 
i can't be screwing up 
there's nothin worse than losing sight of the mission
everybody wanna talk like i wanna hear it

shut, shut the fuck up bitch don't wanna hear it
you can't walk in my shoes cause they special edition
and i'm not even here right now
pray to god i don't come down

time wasted (flesh)

*OUT EVERYWHERE ON STREAMING*

mix & master: me
prod: @not-a-fucking-hero

lyrics:
autotune and notebooks
i just wanna crash out
think i need a new look
i just wanna cash out
so i drop some shit on facebook
f-facebook fuck

like im tryna ball out
ice on my wrist that shit give me clout
we talking shit like whatabouts
writing hella lines, like cout << "talking" << endl;

talking slow bitch i dont know
taking hints feel like john doe
who am bitch i dont know
im just another guy stuck in the snow

(on a car)

fuck it i dont think ill go far
stuck inside my mind like a war
think ill never shine like a star
cause i finna crash like a car

so far im good eh
crashing out like everyday
no way im up to late
mixing vocals, that i hate

cause i kinda dont fuck with myself
distractions fuck up my mental health
can't focus for shit im up to a twelfth
fuck im up to the thirteenth reason why
i cannot fucking try

yeah

but it dont really matter
take a gun and shoot yourself
colour yourself with paint splatter
is it really you or hell

we all need help
no matter what
but we dont take the steps
no matter what

LIKE WHAT THE F*CK

are we so afraid of
are we so afraid of
so afraid of

is it the truth
or is the chance of rejection
i dont really know all i know
is that we need some type of affection
when we wake up fuck

autotune and notebooks
i just wanna crash out
think i need a new look
i just wanna cash out
so i drop some shit on facebook
f-facebook fuck

like im tryna ball out
ice on my wrist that shit give me clout
we talking shit like whatabouts
writing hella lines, like cout << "talking" << endl;

crashout (hero)

you got it.

when i go
they won’t remember me

my luck ran out 
it’s all downhill
got no depency
i’m writing in my blood
and i’m having an epiphany
don’t pretend to care too much
cus i know you have no sympathy
i can’t talk about what’s in my head
i’ll throw up
i’m so anxious bout my body, my existance, and that i grow up
i don’t want to live my life like this
i need it to go slower
even writing these words is making my stomach sink lower
i wish i could shout louder
but all my life i’ve been “quiet”
i was labled that girl
maybe thats why im now fueled with fire
but i’m colder than snow
and it’s my time to go
wipe the blood from my nose
the icicles they’re piercing my soul

i’m not home
they can’t remember me

“i leave a note beside the bed and i run away”
“you know i love you, so i hope you understand my pain”
i hope they understand the pain

remember me [onte]

heart broke lookin down at an empty cup
as it turns out love is not enough
turn to a frown at the thought of us
i been crashed out for a couple months

heart broke lookin down at an empty cup
as it turns out love is not enough
turn to a frown at the thought of us
i been crashed out for a couple months

fed up i dont know how to let up
fuck it all im bout to change the meta
got my bread up bitch u cant do better
sharp skin hurt to touch like im shredder

picking petals do she love me do she love me not
i cant settle at this point i been thru too much
u can find me in this german out here ducking cops
riding dirty w my hand on this fucking glock

its been too long i dont think ill move on
i need u at home w ur bday suit on

its been too long i dont think ill move on
i need u at home w ur bday suit on

heart broke lookin down at an empty cup
as it turns out love is not enough
turn to a frown at the thought of us
i been crashed out for a couple months

heart broke lookin down at an empty cup
as it turns out love is not enough
turn to a frown at the thought of us
i been crashed out for a couple months



empty cup (silver x shinju x madd makks)

This is a thing to hold you over til I drop on Thursday prod. Fijimar.m4a <<freestyle>>

Salski2x - alone freestyle (prod. elliotreadd) [UGS UK EXCLUSIVE]

cowabunga (prod.bloodyxoolin)

last kiss

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