w/ @sarah-jewell-929930691

lyrics:
the way the time flies
before my eyes
8 hours everynight
i'm not alright
i sit in my room and wish we had a little more time

i wanna hold you, stay here tonight
just cling on me and don't leave my side

the way we brake so easily
but don't you worry cause i'll be here

so please don't run out of hope
cause i'll be here to pull u from the rope

the way the time flies
before my eyes
8 hours everynight
i'm not alright
i sit in my room and wish we had a little more time

i wanna hold you, stay here tonight
just cling on me and don't leave my side

the way we brake so easily
but don't you worry cause i'll be here

so please don't run out of hope
cause i'll be here to pull u from the rope
i'll be here for you to hold

the way the time flies w/sarah jewell (forested)

produced by soloft
mixed and mastered by me

time is a blessing but cursed all the time
what i would give to rewind 
all of the nights where it felt so right 
they hit like a brick every time 
i still hate going outside 
sometimes I wish I was blind 
still choose to ignore it, but never forget it, and yeah I regret it 

tell me right now
tell me right now
is it nice on the other side of this hell?
i know calling at the worst time’s suicide
let me find out and I’ll tell you what it feels like 



i got a problem with spending my money before it deposits
that is an easy one, i have a thousand, don’t know how to solve them 
please do not tell me you love me if you’re always busy
no ring when im calling 
yeah, not gonna lie, a lot of my dreams involve bridges and falling 
i walk around with my anger a lot 
know it’s not healthy, im learning to stop
i been working OT
chasin a check tryna figure it out 
don’t really feel in control of my life 
and that shit don’t sound right 
only my best in the cover of night
kill every beat and I don’t even try 
on my mind in the middle of the night 
wanna die at the thought, can we go for a drive?
catch a vibe, smoke in the sky
nowhere near great but im feeling alright
all out of time
still gotta try
nothing to lose
so here goes the dive

i'll tell you what it feels like (prod. soloft)

MUSIC VIDEO: https://youtu.be/1BXfR3GHF9w
guitar by https://soundcloud.com/93feetofsmoke
https://music.anxietyattacksmusic.com/worried-about-nothing

don’t take this the wrong way
i’ve waited so long but nothing changes
and it took so long to get here
i can’t face myself, it’s empty
but at least you don’t have to stay here
don’t stay here, no
i drag my shoes through dirt, kick up dust and wonder why i can’t breathe
i’m fading slowly, from you
and why do the years drag on (when you’re gone)?
well we could talk about life
i don’t want saved, i just wanna take mine
i think about it sometimes, doesn’t seem right when summertime comes & everything turns out fine

don’t take this the wrong way
i’ve waited so long but nothing changes
and it took so long to get here
i can’t face myself, it’s empty
but at least you don’t have to stay here

but i’ll stay here,
i’ll let you go & i’ll just
watch the clouds pass by while the world stands still right here
i don’t wanna taste salt, i’m just tryna keep my head above
water while you watch me drown,
this way i promise that i won't let you down

don’t take this the wrong way
i’ve waited so long but things still feel the same
and it took so long to get here,
i can’t face my self, it’s empty

other streaming <3

Don't Take This the Wrong Way

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5uCOSsTSUqU

june gloom

june gloom w/SsappyY (prod. pekarot) [VIDEO IN BIO]

*OUT EVERYWHERE ON STREAMING*

mix & master: me
prod: @not-a-fucking-hero

lyrics:
autotune and notebooks
i just wanna crash out
think i need a new look
i just wanna cash out
so i drop some shit on facebook
f-facebook fuck

like im tryna ball out
ice on my wrist that shit give me clout
we talking shit like whatabouts
writing hella lines, like cout << "talking" << endl;

talking slow bitch i dont know
taking hints feel like john doe
who am bitch i dont know
im just another guy stuck in the snow

(on a car)

fuck it i dont think ill go far
stuck inside my mind like a war
think ill never shine like a star
cause i finna crash like a car

so far im good eh
crashing out like everyday
no way im up to late
mixing vocals, that i hate

cause i kinda dont fuck with myself
distractions fuck up my mental health
can't focus for shit im up to a twelfth
fuck im up to the thirteenth reason why
i cannot fucking try

yeah

but it dont really matter
take a gun and shoot yourself
colour yourself with paint splatter
is it really you or hell

we all need help
no matter what
but we dont take the steps
no matter what

LIKE WHAT THE F*CK

are we so afraid of
are we so afraid of
so afraid of

is it the truth
or is the chance of rejection
i dont really know all i know
is that we need some type of affection
when we wake up fuck

autotune and notebooks
i just wanna crash out
think i need a new look
i just wanna cash out
so i drop some shit on facebook
f-facebook fuck

like im tryna ball out
ice on my wrist that shit give me clout
we talking shit like whatabouts
writing hella lines, like cout << "talking" << endl;

crashout (hero)

lyrics:
im jaded, miscommunicated
and every single days the same as the one before 
my heads fucked up, tryna get my luck up
then all my problems come knocking at my front door
no resistance, i would go the distance 
gave them everything i had but theyre wanting more
im jaded, miscommunicated
and every single days the same as the one before 

2x
everybody want me be something im not
feel like im sliding down the walls of the melting pot
every time i think im set in a healthy spot
shit is rigged and ain nobody gon tell me not

im jaded, miscommunicated
and every single days the same as the one before 
my heads fucked up, tryna get my luck up
then all my problems come knocking at my front door
no resistance, i would go the distance 
gave them everything i had but theyre wanting more
im jaded, miscommunicated
and every single days the same as the one before

jaded

jaded (kidd66)

Track 3 on my new EP 'You'll Never Figure It Out'

Guitars & Additional Production by BennyKaay

Lyrics:
no more sitting on the outside looking in
now i’m standing in the moment wondering 
if this is worth it 
kinda nervous 
through surface 
isn’t workin out as perfect 
as i made it seem in my head 
oh there’s something unrewarding 
from what i see as the right choice 
attention frozen in the moment 
logic stranded out with no voice 

so if we’re already too far
lets see how far we can go 
i’ll be here waiting on your call 
we’ll let the chaos unfold 

now i’m stuck here as the dust is settling 
and lies of heart rate start to quit 
still moment, hear my own thoughts 
i’m wishing that i could not 
back and fourth 
would it be same now 
adrenaline 
starts sneaking back out 
are you by yourself 
would it be a bad idea 
run it back again 
cuz we haven’t crashed yet

i never meant to get to this point 
am i too far, am i too far

Too Far

Disturbed

Hammy - 100mph (Prod. Dylan Brady)

Horcrux (prod. brody)

and how sad must i be 
to fall for you
just lay me down lightly
not far from you
you don’t even like me
but i’ll call for you
i smile when you bite me
i’m so confused 
just pass me the knife please
i’ll cut you
you did this to spite me
you’re cruel

my soul lives while my body dies (wisssery)

I think everyone should play an instrument, you don't have to make a living out of it, just sit down and play.

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