leaving:shattered *immortal*

dexters lab ft. Love Jai *eternalwave*

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lyrics:

it feels like
everybody fuckin hates me
and they're always so quick to replace me
ion even blame them..
im a fuck up and all i do is cause pain...
pain....
pain...

and i hate my life if im really being honest
im just a monster chillin in a closet
wish i could get myself together
nothin' ever changes but the weather
and i cant take a look at myself cuz i hate em
that reflection staring back man i fuckin hate him...
and i swear to god that im not overreacting 
falling apart all the time is very taxing on my head
i cant ever get ahead
cuz life fuckin hates me...especially lately...

nobody out there could ever save me
i been screaming at the top of my lungs
cant somebody out there make me feel alive?
alive? 

and i hate my life if im really being honest...

cuz life fuckin hates me
especially lately...

life. [+irby & jolst]

prod. flesh x nihil空

lyrics:
lately i've been second guessing
memories that i'm forgetting
were they all that i remember
certainty that i surrendered 
makes me wonder why i'm stressing
times i thought i'd never let be
moments that i'd ever treasure
make me feel like i was better 

off, yeah i'm in love
with the past that i wanted for us
though the path that we paved had its rocks in the way
we are here right now and thats all that we need
i've been wrong so much 
that it's painful recalling what i was
but the nerve that i had have kept my blood intact
so i'm thankful for that through the good and the bad

i got lost in the heat of the moment 
i tied knots on the trees in the forest
why'd i toss all the things that would save me
lightweight body the heaviest omen
i'll just walk with my feet to the closest
place i thought i would be at my lowest
wait for me and do it patiently
cause it'll take some time for me to make believe that i've arrived

the path (prod. flesh x nihil空)

ig im trippie redd or sumn idk

you called
and im sorry i missed it
im sorry im distant
i need my redemption
im lost
but im scared to admit it
i need my prescriptions
just so i can fit in

to the standards
you hold me to
but thats okay
im sick of you
ima cauterize the wounds to rid of all you put me thru

gunfire in the trenches of my cortex
cerebral misalignment makes it all feel like a vortex
tantalizing sights reduce all of the melatonin
insomnia is takin over awake til the morning

keep on puffin smoke until my psyche gone
ima stare until my sight be gone
no rights or wrongs
hopin one day that u smite me god
strike a bolt into my forehead make the lights go off

im a minimalistic goddess when it comes to my life
sick of copying popular artists like guardin on winter nights
when i cant think of shit to write down on the paper bound
to the seams of my notebook like im bound to whats in this town

let ur body rot inside the mess you made
polar opposites resolve themselves within the pain
feel the smoke enter my lungs and fog out all my brain
when i take a 2g cone rolled up wit purple lemonade

pack another bowl until i cannot feel my soul now
baby im a goner idk if i can hold out
owoowoooutttttttt owowowoouttt

could u be a savior when im boutta flick the lights out
cuz ion wanna end it truthfully but thats just life now
oowowowowowowowowowowo owowowowwwowwwwww
but thats just life nowwwowowwowowowowwwowowowowowowow

cerebral misalignment

3 (caves x splashgvng)

Illusions {VIP mix] *prodmaniks*

Featuring @sideviewdriveca, @neondion & @decksmusic
Produced by @pekarot_161
Mixed by @decksmusic
Mastered by Bryan Shortell @shordeli
Art by BunillaBunz

LYRICS
(Carlby)
Ain't got a dollar to my name but I'm so wealthy
And when I feel out of place my friends tell me
That I'm right where I'm supposed to be
But I'm afraid to open up
Don't get too close to me

No doubt
Wouldn't be here without you
Shout out to the homies
It's about you
I'm slowly finding my way
I'm hoping you do the same
Because we've got a lot to celebrate

Listen on Spotify!

Wealthy Pt. 2 w/ Sideview Drive, Neon Dion & decks (Prod. Pekarot)

art by @pikachu_tears on instagram

she brought coke ima match call that double up
is this even real? i be going numb
she be sitting with her feet up i be going dumb
3 years later still got cleavers all over her tongue

3 years later you still hit me like a fucking fever
if u need sumn bitch i got it i'm a wide receiver
all star i'm on 10 like Derek Jeter
she went fucking silent i said id never leave her

but that was a lie i guess
you were ill, i won't lie, but i digress
i cant shake the fucking feeling hidden in my chest
is that why you're maybe eating less?

is that why you're popping everything
from molly to amphetamines?
i hope that she's not scared of me
it's in my heredity
i can tell you're helpless
but i am not your enemy
and this landscape is hellish
how could you remember me?

how could you remember me?

we were only 17
that was pretty heavenly tho
i never wanna leave
not a care in the world heart beating next to me

stand in silence no longer (x2)

(hey woah)
i think i cracked the safe
(hi)
came in like a meteor
she screaming like im eating her
i don't think ill forget about it
smoking's just way easier
get way into my head about it
she think i'm deceiving her
she called me irrational
she told me i care too much
while i don't think you care at all

3 years later you still hit me like a fucking fever
if u need sumn bitch i got it i'm a wide receiver
all star i'm on 10 like Derek Jeter
she went fucking silent i said id never leave her

but that was a lie i guess
you were ill, i won't lie, but i digress
i cant shake the fucking feeling hidden in my chest
is that why you're maybe eating less?

is that why you're popping everything
from molly to amphetamines?
i hope that she's not scared of me
it's in my heredity
i can tell you're helpless
but i am not your enemy
and this landscape is hellish
how could you remember me?

hoes mad freestyle (prod. thislandis)

so erase all the toxic delusions
raise your hand if you feel useless
and when you play with my head i was clueless
over-medicate till we're numb and stupid

every little thing gonna tear me down
every little thing if it could it went south
every little thing gonna tear me down
when i start to sink just let me drown

the ceiling's only so much higher
i could never rest when you're holding me down
the feeling isn't getting lighter
you're my best and there is no doubt

and my hearts still beating x2

drøwn remastered (prod. dead yami)

Produced by Carlby
Guitar by @irby134
Vocals mixed by @decksmusic
Mastered by Michael Venia @veniamastering

LYRICS
It’s hard for me to make peace with this
Can’t shake this sense of abandonment
You left me feeling misplaced
Like I don’t really fit in
You were a friend to me back then
But now we’re broken irrevocably
It can’t be mended
Who knows what went on in your head
The path you chose was selfish

But I stuck out my neck anyway
And I believed you every time you swore to me that you’d change
The path you chose could only lead one way
Towards your self destruction and an early grave

But what about all those you left behind
At only twenty-five
That’s too young to die
To put your vice above your life
That’s suicide

Misplaced (Prod. w/ irby)

INSANE

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