Too much sexy on one track. Might make me act up

[+ lavendertxwn]

@northshoremusic
@caspywaspy
@yoimn3ver
@navyxower
@heylee-manzeron
@autumndropsdead

WUIF w/ Heylee Manzeron, NAVYXOWER, autumndropsdead, The North Shore, casperrr & teddyboi

prod. heydium

lyrics:
and ive got a lot of problems
stuck inside my head
and lookin in the mirror
i tell myself "man i wish u were fuckin dead"
and its always the same...
this fucking life is nothing but pain
i swear to god this isnt me
what happend 2 the person 
that i used to be...
the person that i used to be...

ive been this way for so damn long now
i cant seem to get my head above the clouds
its always raining on me now
i cant look up, there's only down
i think i dropped my sanity
somewhere on the ground 

it seems like all i do these days 
is run my mouth
i sit alone inside my room
and make these fuckin sound
and i dont know when 
it all went south
and everything 
just drags me down..
everything just drags me down
while this world just spins around...

problems in my head, p.2 [+heydium]

produced by wisssery and noahmadethiss

can we slow down?
can't get to the phone now
make it stop
what'd you say? 
my bad i zoned out
i hate crowds and noises
that's why i don't go out
maybe one day i'll get better
just not right now

everytime I leave my bed its an endless cycle of fear and resentment
Even if everythings alright, can’t help but wonder why I live in the past tense
One step forward is five back
Missed a shot in the dark and it’s too bad
Six feet deep in the ground my remains still say you really didn’t have to do that
Forever the worst, never the best
You’re really toxic and that’s not a flex
got something to say, I invite you to test
Calling your bluff you just cap like the rest
Stay hella bored but I don’t leave the house
i gotta go get it, just push through the doubt
Deep in my thoughts
Stomach in knots
Im begging to stop
Just leave me to rot

Constantly fighting a war with my head 
sometimes I think I’d be better off dead 
everyone says it can only get better 
then why do I constantly wake up in dread? 
running in circles again and again 
i just wish I could be there for my friends 
forever the worst, never the best 
always talking that shit but it’s not with your chest 
everyone here’s just talking 
can’t pay no mind, gotta clock in 
yeah I took some l’s for a while
my mind is a prison, im locked in 
stay hella bored but I don’t leave the house
i gotta go get it just push through the doubt 
deep in my thoughts 
stomach in knots 
I’m begging to stop
just leave me to rot

leave me to rot (prod. wisssery x noahmadethiss)

feat. @lilskeleskrrt
lyrics:
Erasing you from my mind 
Staying high I’m on my vibe 
Wasting time, but I can’t lie 
I’m just here watching myself die young 
I still feel twenty one 
And the smoke inside my lungs 
Clouded all my thoughts 
But I’m no one’s second shot 
So just delete me

Time to move along 
I broke my heart so here’s another song 
Numb the pain, I’m gonna need all of the drugs 
Escaping the memories that I’ve held on for too long 

You say I’m better off dead
you live with regret 
you always made it about the sex 
and laying in bed 

Baby yeah I’m feelin upset 
Got pain to forget 

You always said that I’m the best 
Got you out of breath 

But then, you left

Erasing you from my mind 
Staying high I’m on my vibe 
Wasting time, but I can’t lie 
I’m just here watching myself die young 
I still feel twenty one 
And the smoke inside my lungs 
Clouded all my thoughts 
But I’m no one’s second shot 
So just delete me

Delete me Tell me you don’t need me  Screaming, tell me you ain’t anything 
I wanna feel it all 
Drown it all in alcohol 
You’re not upset at all 
Yeah, I hope you fall 
We can put it out 
Baby don’t watch me then 
I’mma hold it down 
Waiting my whole damn life 
Now you’re reading I’m a mess is something I said 
We were laying in bed 
Now you’re wanting me dead 

Erasing you from my mind 
Staying high I’m on my vibe 
Wasting time, but I can’t lie 
I’m just here watching myself die young 
I still feel twenty one 
And the smoke inside my lungs 
Clouded all my thoughts 
But I’m no one’s second shot 
So just delete me

So just delete me

Delete me

delete me (feat. Skele)

It's been far too long since I got Teddy on one of my tracks.

I haven't been doing well in regards to my mental health lately, so this song paints a small picture of how I've been feeling inside my head these days.

Lyrics:

(HeyLee)
I jump to a freefall, end it all
Everything that I see seems so small
Everything that I do doesn’t matter
You got my heart going pitter patter 
Bloody spatter, take my hand
Razor blade is my only friend
Things that never seemed to matter
You got my heart going pitter patter

Explain away the reasons I can’t find my way back to the way I used to be before
You changed me, and I don’t know why
I’ll starve myself to see the ribs poking out of stomach like a sore
And I can only bring myself to cry
I don’t see a reason to be here anymore
But reasons lead to treason that I cannot ignore

I jump to a freefall, end it all
Everything that I see seems so small
Everything that I do doesn’t matter
You got my heart going pitter patter 
Bloody spatter, take my hand
Razor blade is my only friend
Things that never seemed to matter
You got my heart going pitter patter

(Teddy)
My health doesn’t matter
I’ve been going too hard
See a blade jump to my skin
It goes “oo la la”
Like “oo la la”
I’m addicted to it
Like “oo na na”
Like “oo na na”
I’m tired of coping the way that I have the last couple of years, um
Starving myself because food disgusts me, I hate the feeling
I hurt myself because you won’t do it, jump from the building
Freefall, heart beats, love is an illness

(HeyLee)
I jump to a freefall, end it all
Everything that I see seems so small
Everything that I do doesn’t matter
You got my heart going pitter patter 
Intrusive thoughts will be my end
Rewind the clock so we can start again
Any of this even matter?
It makes my heart go pitter patter

Pitter Patter! (feat. teddyboi)| prod. shinju x gauge

[intro]

Worst days
Worst days
Ooh 
No, no

[chorus] 

So I go
To the same old place that you know
And I wish that I could just hold
You inside my arms, cuz u know, u know, u know

[verse - flesh golem]

I've never felt this safe 
I hope you feel the same 
you wish I wouldn't go 
I know the feeling baby 

everytime that I'm alone 
I start disintegrating 
I can't take this on my own 
could you be my blanket maybe 

its a cold night
really haven't been this frigid in my whole life
baby could you let me in i wanna hold you tight
maybe you could help me get rid of this frostbite

i wanna let you know i got you if it goes bad 
and I'm still gonna love you through every rough patch 
and I can't wait I can't wait I can't wait till I come back to you

[bridge]

Worst days
I really love you on your worst days
I’ll really love you on your worst days
I’ll really love you on your worst days, your worst days I’ll love you

[chorus] 

So I go
To the same old place that you know
And I wish that I could just hold
You inside my arms, cuz u know, u know, u know

[bridge]

Worst days
I really love you on your worst days
I’ll really love you on your worst days
I’ll really love you on your worst days, your worst days I’ll love you

your worst days (feat. flesh golem)(boyfifty & autrioly)

Featuring @sydcxx
Produced by @pekarot_161
Mixed by @decksmusic
Mastered by Bryan Shortell @shordeli

LYRICS
The past few weeks been terrible
But you make it all seem bearable
How did I ever make it this far on my own
Before we met I had nearly lost all hope
I can’t see myself without you
But I can always be myself around you
So what say you we have a honeymoon
This is something that I could get used to

(sydcxx & Carlby)
So what say you we let down our guards
So what say you we open our hearts
To the possibility that maybe love's not all so bad

(sydcxx)
When the days are cold the nights are colder
So lay your heard upon my shoulder
I think I needed you here to set me free
There's no telling how things would be for me

Listen on Spotify!

Honeymoon w/ sydcxx (Prod. Pekarot)

conclusion; the end of an era
produced by @idlyblare
<3

lyrics:
sing me a song and tell me everything is normal
its been months since i had felt at all, im tryna keep it formal with the
things that i say to those who don’t quite get the most of me
its harder to find out when
they’re leaving

find me a stone & write my name in tiny letters
if u throw it far enough then you and i are stuck together for the
rest of our years or just as long as you put up with me
i know that it has to end
you’re leaving

so if i go
no complaints
we’ll take it slow
until we break

i shop the windows of this breezy inner city
hoping for some inspiration, maybe i’ll find something pretty in the
regurgitation of my life in front of you
i put myself for sale, just wondering
if you still want me too

i break the habits of my past, im nothin better than a
old pair of shoes that no one wears until they gotta
but its
nothing personal
something terminal

i saw the rain
reflecting off your windowsill
i took the pain i gathered
turned it into chlorophyll
who knows the way
we’ll fall back into open arms
i tried to find it comforting
here i am with battle scars

learning to lose

chlorophyll [idly blare]

spotify & apple music!

Featuring @sideviewdriveca, @neondion & @decksmusic
Produced by @pekarot_161
Mixed by @decksmusic
Mastered by Bryan Shortell @shordeli
Art by BunillaBunz

LYRICS
(Carlby)
Ain't got a dollar to my name but I'm so wealthy
And when I feel out of place my friends tell me
That I'm right where I'm supposed to be
But I'm afraid to open up
Don't get too close to me

No doubt
Wouldn't be here without you
Shout out to the homies
It's about you
I'm slowly finding my way
I'm hoping you do the same
Because we've got a lot to celebrate

Wealthy Pt. 2 w/ Sideview Drive, Neon Dion & decks (Prod. Pekarot)

mixed/mastered by me
-
produced by https://soundcloud.com/prodlilnightshift

she told me i was nothing (lil nightshift)

@reject333
prod. Tied For Silver & flesh
Stream "Vulnerable" on all platforms:
https://open.spotify.com/track/7oATt464w6e8Wy0etxOzXm?si=eb2b440894204580

Vulnerable (ft. popularreject)

Carlby is an alternative pop artist from the Midwest. Working alongside producer, @horoshavibes, his music is a blend of pop, emo rock and hip-hop.

Contact - carlbymusic.com/contact

Wealthy Pt. 2 w/ Sideview Drive, Neon Dion & decks (Prod. Pekarot)

Carlby

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