"Elégie" Songwriter Maya de Luna.

Lyrics : 

Sad little poem

Day or my thoughts fled
Still seeking misunderstood
My mistakes or my false movements
Judge a little too harshly
My tears, my screams, throwing the stones of an unfortunate silent
Splashed torments disfigured now
(Chorus)
Unfortunately there is nothing left
Respect that wearies
Blame from oblivion
Years fade away
Day or my thoughts fled
(the envy of knowing, silence, indifference)
Still seeking misunderstood
A painting preserve tenderly
(the envy of knowing, silence, indifference)
Gift of December white
(Chorus)
His years to pass to understand
These beings with complicated airs
I would have adored to share, joy, words, ideas
(Chorus)


ELEGIE

From the intro to Danny Boy recorded by Glenn Miller: https://ia800709.us.archive.org/19/items/78_tuxedo-junction_glenn-miller-and-his-orch-fred-e-weatherly-j-c-macgregor-and-gle_gbia0083004/02%20-%20Danny%20Boy%20-%20Glenn%20Miller%20and%20his%20Orch.%20-%20Fred%20E.%20Weatherly-restored.mp3

Variation on a Big Band Ballad

artist: DesuExSounds https://soundcloud.com/freej-255201882
album: Figments (NR015)
release date: 10th September 2021
duration: 39 minutes
edition: digital + CD

How we recall, 
how Emotions imprint in us, 
the sound of mother Nature, 
the big City, 
our Loneliness, 
our struggles, 
the Voice that soothe our pain, 
the Voice that fuels our Dreams, 
to conquer the Past and reach 
for the Summit, 
Our best. 
to Sail, 
with Hope, 
into the Unknown. 


Figments is an introspective journey depicted through ethereal soundscapes: personal experiences that define us yet result from intimate contemplation that little has to do with objective experience. 

In concert, mind and surroundings create a new world, where the boundaries between reality and abstraction seem feeble, non-existent. Field recordings make way for subtle ambient layers: a metaphor of the world being absorbed and reinterpreted by our consciousness. What’s left is a path made of memory, experience, feelings that become the compass that guides us through the intricacies of life. 

Like waves, perpetual melodies break through the veil of reality and force us to look within, question ourselves and what defines us. 

Figments is a celebration of the inner voice, the one that can shape reality so that we can live within its boundaries while being truly, unquestionably ourselves. 

About the artist: 

A "homegrown" of Naviar's community, Constantin Blu, aka DesuExSounds, started producing ambient and soundscapes by picking up the Naviar's Haiku challenge almost four years ago to explore and develop creativity through music as a tool for self-knowledge and interaction. Previously just a passion, Constantin has co-authored musical projects for dance and theatre in the Bucharest scene with friends who have a special home town in common: Onesti. "Figments" is the first ambient solo album that coagulates this journey, reflects the personal bond, and draws inspiration from Naviar's artistic ethos.

Figments

DesuExSounds - Figments (teaser)

Its all homemade
Voluntarily flayed
I'm on the streets again
Still feeling full up
But the fool won't shut up
I'm on my feet again

CHORUS1
This is a metaphor
That I've not used before
My jaw stuck to the floor
Who will pick me up and make me sane?

I've run out of supplies
I've got blood in my eyes
I'm calling shots again
What was that name?
I screamed you never came
I'm asking who, what, when?

CHORUS2
I am an open book
If you care take a look
My skin hangs from a hook
Skinned alive a naked truth displayed

We have all aged
My life feeling staged
Can you applaud again?
I'm dodging the muck
That the audience chuck
I am despised again

CHORUS 1

CHORUS 2

Metaphor

Media Twitch

Summarizing a breakup in a home-made song, as I usually do.

''I am roaming all alone, because I alone can me happy. 
I found peace in myself, don't need nobody else. 
Only pain and sorrow comes from love I guess.
I found love in my heart, I am done playing my part.
I am whole, full, you leave no emptiness.''

Made with Soundtrap
Mic: audiotechnica at2020 -Maudio

Roaming - Loya

How Does it End (instrumental)

Once again, I set some rules and left the synths dreaming while I had a nap.

This (with a tiny bit of editing) is the result.

Machine Dreaming White

ig tearstaineddoll

I starve for once just to feel small
but no one sees this war at all
in every mirror i feel disgrace
i smash my thought against my face
friends drift off like passing wind
they say i break more than i bend

im screaming but nobody stays
they say get help then they walk away
if i lose myself would they even care
or just act shocked like i wasnt there

i starve for once just to feel small
but no one sees this war at all

this war at all

minimize the illness

The debut solo single from Elyse Wilder, “Linger” is a quiet ache set to 90s-grunge dream-folk.
Recorded in the same house where Hollow Pines first rehearsed, the song feels like a ghost wandering through the rooms they left behind — warm, cracked, and honest.
With her denim-and-lace rasp, Elyse steps out from her brother’s shadow and into her own light, singing about the kind of love that doesn’t end so much as fade through the walls.

Linger

illanthonyill made this song in march 2025 enjoyyyy.

LYRICS:
waited to talk
dont gotta choose 
do you wonna see how the way that i move
when i see you i have a pain in my chest
i dont wonna meet u its just for the best  
let me  go home ur too far away to see inside my life 
i really just want u there, i just want u there 
i just want u there in my life
why say that u wanted some 
but u wanted none 
so ill cut u straight out of my mind
u dont even know what u want to do 
ill move on with my life, become something nuuuuu
i feel like its my time, soon i will shine so  bright into your eyes u wont believe
 how much i will thrive
 its taking me far away theres nothing else to leave 
its so unfair im wanting more than this 
more than this in the world
can someone open the door 
i know yall wanting to get  somemore
hold me inside your arms 
 one more time
can it be like this just for the night 
i dont want it to end like this 
like this

illanthonyill-ofcourse im not over it

Prolific musician, author, photographer and oddity.  With influences ranging from the lofi pop of Guided by Voices, the gothic melodrama of Nick Cave, the glam of Bowie and the nakedness of Iggy Pop - this is Marc Freak.  Former frontman of Freak Circus and Dead Joe.  An experiment in DIY and lofi.  The odd bum note here, the even odder bum note there.  But with art do we care?