is the sadness that hurt but feels good too

This is a collection of unreleased tracks that I used for my set at the 05.23.25 Fest -> http://youtube.com/post/UgkxPFVsKk0sBTTAyMrh_lmdRbsMOEa1qJw-?si=Xqvjr5xkszWgOJEX
It’s a mixed bag of tracks made ten years apart, in 2015 and 2025.

The volume levels are all over the place—I hope to master them when I have time.

Perfect Imperfections for the 05.23.25 Fest

sadness

infinite

only

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healing nectar(Medicine Buddha)

The Set That Should Not Be - Yet Here We Are // 
All Originals Instant Insanity Series 2.0
/
The Works I Never Wished To Create—Yet My Legacy, I Had To // 
/
set you free instant insanity series 2.0 – the hyper media reports

this set is a sonic journey through the chaos and clarity of our times—raw voices caught from the wild internet, woven with original soundscapes to reflect daily insanity, resistance, and hope. it’s a collaboration of dreamers sounding alarms, sharing truths, and carving a legacy that wasn’t wished for but had to be made. dive deep into the hyper media reports—where fiction meets harsh reality, made accessible and real. welcome to the instant insanity series 2.0.

/ 24 reality checks made audible, stranger than fiction. daily insanity, seen or not, wrapped in original music. making it accessible, digestible. plus one encore.

/ a fictionalive side project, august/september 2025

/ all main voices (except track 25) captured in the wild wild internet—the social ones—reflected, arranged, shown some love, mixed, produced and dropped by fictionalive, just for you. but most of all: to give the brave voices who speak out a proper stage—and to do what i can. do the right thing.

/ all music in these works provided by:

/ artists involved in this project, willingly or not: 
garben // that's bizzare // thee i's // almabrother // szalap // junglepunx // modulprinzip // tomas peiretti /+/ f
@garben // @that-bizzare // @thee_i_s_984629522 // @kacper-razdwarazdwa // @modulprinzip @tgpeiretti

(except track 1)
/
tracklist:
01 – WTF, What’s the Truth, What’s the Lie – 500 Billion $ for AI
02 – You Owe Us – Yes, You’ve Heard That Right // Chor Der Kläger
03 – Don’t Wait for Validation – Come Together // Große Inventur
04 – One of the Best-Fed Errors
05 – What Do Freedom Fighters Fight? An Insta Story Madness Well Done
06 – One of 1,300 Israeli Academics Against War Crimes and Crimes Against Humanity
07 – Human Resources Protest – That’s Why I’m Here Today
08 – Single Ultra – VIVA BARCELONA ⭕️🫵🏽🔥*❤️‍🔥 , A 03:03 Free for All
09 – Now, Please Stop Asking Questions — It’s Totally Calorie‑Free
10 – Triple Touch Down // Love Seeds Mix
11 – Tanz Der Aliens – Where Is the FBI?
12 – We Need Veterans — From West Coast to East Coast (“You Don’t Have Our Values”)
13 – We Are All...—If You Do Not Act Accordingly (Fill the Gap, You Know the Words)
14 – Silencing Voices – Complicit (What Happens in 2025) // Allegro Con Acido
15 – “You’re Saying That Children Get Shot by Snipers” — “Definitely!” (How Many Mics?)
16 – Torn Apart, Their Remains Scattered on the Walls
17 – Make Some Noise! // This Is the Movement of Our Time // Maya Inventur Mix
18 – SHIO – Peace Is Not Freedom
19 – Why Do You Think? Who Cares... // Dyin’ Bed Instrumental Mix
20 – About Being Anti – Once You Speak, You’re Accused (Silence Not an Option)
21 – Break Out – Another Bombshell // Instant Insanity Series
22 – Heart Beat for My Friends
23 – People Are Fucking Crazy, Dude
24 – Warrant for ‘War Crimes of Starvation’ Was Issued (8 Months Ago)
25 - Come Closer, Look Deeper, Let Yourself Be Changed and Be Change

additional playlists, shortcut to many singles:
scratches on the screens – the horror we can’t swipe left right //
instant insanity series 001.001.01
https://soundcloud.com/fictionalive/sets/scratches-on-the-screens
In This Darkness We Dream Best - of FREEDOM and JUSTICE
https://soundcloud.com/fictionalive/sets/in-this-darkness-we-dream-best
what is freedom? living proof by collabs #august 2025 - con mucho AuGusto
https://soundcloud.com/fictionalive/sets/con-muchu-augusto-collabs-of

/ artwork illustration handdrawn by peter uertz, düsseldorf / germany

fusion of it all –
fictionalive with the popoems series and the hyper media reports

/
dropped
monday,sSeptember 8th, 2025
time - 1:49 am central european
hot summer time zone, or is 
autumn in, winter coming?

/

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The Set That Should Not Be - Yet Here We Are // All Originals Instant Insanity Series 2.0

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Follow that swallow

This song was written at the same time as ‘Get Up’ which I posted a couple of months ago and is very much a partner piece to it. I’ve given it a more jazzy feel and upped the tempo from my first  version which I hope has given it a brighter and lighter feel. I’ve also multi-tracked the ‘Uh Oh’ vocal loop and added a few effects to make it a little more prominent in the mix - it is after all the title! I very much hope you enjoy this one and, if you have time, maybe leave a comment. The feedback I’ve had on the other songs has been really, really helpful ( and very encouraging too! ).

Original image from Wikilmages on Pixabay

Uh Oh!

Original composition Neno j., september 2025.
Nylon electro-acoustic guitar Cordoba Studio GK, recorded directly using multi midi interface Behringer UMC204HD

Hypnotic waltz (For two + guitars)

do it again

One Touch (prod.by H.Gee)

Sea of contemplation By Zitou Itou & Wonie Z.

Neon Dreamscape

"Our infinite sadness can only be cured by an infinite love."
Jorge M. Bergoglio
"Let us hurry to love people they depart so quickly"
Jan Twardowski


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