prod. @orchidgarden

now im drinking while im drivin catatonic speed
n im smokin what i was told was ketamine
if i rip it off the shelf n run then ig its free
what did i tell ya.. nuthin is as it seems
so now i knock at ur door
baby can i stay the night?
cuz my vision is hazy nd im blinded from da light
will u take care of me? pls dont lock me outside
this might sound crazy but i think im gna die 2night

i js wna feel alive
i js wna feel alive

ripping from the seams
everyones the same
am i now broken
n is this my fate
i dnt wanna go to sleep
will i ever wake up
will u tell me its all a dream
idk whats real anymore

as it seems⋆.˚♡

lifes been strange
idk wat to say
and it hurts so bad
when u walk away
and im rotting  
i cnnot find my body
im dead n im sorry
ill never be anybody

missed the time of my life 
so fucking ready to die 
you were dead on my mind
i am sorry that you died
kill me like an horror movie
her veins screaming please abuse me
she is such a morbid cutie
i am screaming execute me
can see your soul from your eyes
its so pretty when you cry
but not this time 
cannot fkn feel alive
love at first fright
kill me do dat shi tonight
idk how im alive
atleast were pretty when we die

morbid and cold
im drowning on my own
lives turn, im waiting
baby come save me
and im drowning on my own
atleast its pretty when i go
but i dont wanna go
i am laughing on my own

walk alone forget about
i dont wana talk about
hate my brain its my fault
dont know how to talk at all
bby hold me i feel sad
will u hold me till end
be a friend, im a mess
i dont wanna fall again


snuffcide - it hurts #freestylee 🩹🩹 (tnfmb)

feat @m0rbidlikepoetry prod.  xtcwhore
stream us on spotify! https://open.spotify.com/intl-de/track/4c0nHjuV5AzRvyqdtsN9d0?si=fa93bbb22c1b4a3c

i dont wanna fcking bleed, i've had enough
bby im a vampire i dont need no fcking love
bitch im doing drugs all day, that shit got me fcked up
blood is dripping off the walls, is it ever gonna stop
i dont wanna hurt u when im looking like a zomb
#BMV i'll make u cry, i think today im gonna die
overdose on ecstasy, my eyes lookin like coraline
make that pretty suicide, hope my name will last 4 ever
fell in love with cyanide, now we’re dying both together
upload all my tears online, i'll let em stream my final night
i don’t pray for paradise, i just wanna feel it twice

i rly miss my mother, my life is at the gutter
youre my dead lover, love me while i suffer
damn its not surprise, saw those twinkle eyes
i rly wnna die, got 100 ways to die
i just need another, designer makes me suffer
ill be ur dead lover, fell in love with murder
i can never sleep, Open your eyes for me
pretty on my screen, girl you make me scream

gutter w/ snuffcide prod. xtcwhore

cover of subscene mrs whitecoat in my own style of music if thats What you woulfd call it 

prod me mix me master me 

My brain is hemoraghing
I just want to feel ok
Preform the surgery
You sharp tongued girl
Make me new
Make me new
Make me new
But keep me human

So give it to me straight ms. Whitecoat
Did the tests tell you what I know?
I hear the sick always say theyíre fine
So what about people who think theyíre out their mind
Diagnose me (Iím dying to know)
What is happening (to me and you)
Youre staring at me (is it really that bad?)
Now I come to find itís all in my head


How do we know that this is real
How could wе tell, how can we feel?
Itís all in your head
And you wakе up when youíre dead
Theyíre shoveling the dirt back in

Medicate just to function
Itís never not anything itís always something
Manipulate your thoughts (oh)
Itís what they donít want
Falling in to a hole with a bottle
Falling in to a hole with a bottle
Swallow!
One by one, they prescribe
Getting messed up just to feel alright
This has turned in to life
Hollywood doctors and the time of your life
Extend life

Waiting in the waiting room
Just to hear your name
Talking to a doctor
Because the only other person to talk to is me
Diagnose me (Iím dying to know)
What is happening (to me and you)
Youre staring at me (is it really that bad?)
Now I come to find itís all in my head

STRESS - MRS WHITECOAT✧˖°✧˖°✧˖°

prod tnfmb & withdrawn 

my face decaying yeah, watch me in my grave ya
want ur face yeah baby lets desplay it
cut with rythm, please dont stop 
you cut me open, I feel so fucking lost
i got bodies all around, i feel broken in the morning
youre all I thnk about, life is pretty not important 
spread the blood on your face, i dont wanna waste away
life is pretty when i decay, dont wanna recognize my face
i need a smile like a smile, havent felt pretty in a while
my heart for you would run a mile <3, pretty cover up in bile
sleep tight, lets die tonight, another line, wont cross the line 

dont feel alive, it was not a surprise, when i cut u open baby i wanna see you die 
dont wanna be whats best for me, they gonna bury you next to me
my brain isnt default, numb me up like a dog
love you till my heart stop, love you till i rot
I keep on waiting delirious, everybody's so serious 
ye dis drugs r gonna kill us, crying looking at the mirror 
i dont wana wake up, i just wanna get drug 
im so fucking done, lifes not fun 
cut me open in the club, dont know how to love 
please dont break my trust, baby youre my scary crush 
these drugs they aint helping 
nothing can help me 
dead need my sally 
alive im just barely

nothing can help me #buryustogether *my heart is rotten 2* (tnfmb + withdrawn)

bianca i love you
you know i'll always love you
i know everybody hurt you
but im not gonna hurt you
i find a piece of me in you
everyday just felt to blue
until i met you
girl i cant forget

i feel sick, when youre not around
feeling worse when i let you down
without you i would take my life
its because of you that im still alive

my love for you cannot lie, with those pretty brown eyes
princess in desguise, sadly traumatized
i dont wana feel sorry, i just wanna love you
never felt special, I think i deserve you

picturing your pretty eyes, im a loser
she's an angel in desguise, dont wanna lose her



bianca (demo)

prod @ldlad
sample @virus106934

@virus106934

ты меня не ищи
я страдать и плакать не буду
просто все уходи
скоро я тебя позабуду

ты меня не ищи
я страдать и плакать не буду
просто все уходи
скоро я тебя позабуду

ты меня не ищи
я страдать и плакать не буду
просто все уходи
скоро я тебя позабуду

я не жду от тебя
ласковых слов
за счастье плачу
а была ли любовь?
 
нет не смог ты понять
и не хотел
что всегда лишь себя ты
жалел

ты меня не ищи
я страдать и плакать не буду
просто все уходи
скоро я тебя позабуду

ты меня не ищи
я страдать и плакать не буду
просто все уходи
скоро я тебя позабуду

dont look for me (love dies flip)

punkinloveee - french supermodel *remix* #violent

prod @decaying4u

@watchherfadeaway

u kiss my scars and say theyre art
u luv the pain, u call it heart
were both messed up, dats how it starts
we fall in love and fall apart
i hate myself but u dnt care
u post my pics everywhere
u say im pretty when I bleed
u’re everything I’ll ever need

@l1ghtfromheaven

i dont even knooow why you hate me
 fuck youuu, are you gonna kill me? 
youll dieee on ur fuckin 19 
 i will kill myself w a fuckin pervitine x2

everything i will ever need w/ l1ghtxx (decay)

decaying4u - corrosive decay (decay)

help me (w/ technosexwitch) *𝓅𝓇𝑜𝒹. 𝒹𝓊𝓁𝓁𝓍𝓍*

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𐔌՞. .՞𐦯₊˚⊹
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