i tried to find it i thought i could 
wake up 
forget that it's missing 
still away
changing myself it seems like i'm going
in circles 
in the end
it's only going to hurt my heart 
in the end 
it's only a burning fire 

all my instincts tell me to turn away 
my body has no say in this ultraviolence

Ultraviolence

I'm never the one who fixes you or who breaks your heart
you can fake it, tell me that I broke something inside of you
but I know if I was anything like her, you wouldn't have run

Never The One

will i ever know you are never changing if it's not for her 
i lie awake and i see no stars just a blank stucco ceiling 
i stare as if i would change it
if i could change it i would 

will i ever exist outside your late hour desires 
i fade away every time i tell myself i'm over it 
i stare as if i would change it if i could

تلاته وسبعين في الميه

im not afraid 
this one will end how it will
but ill keep it however it turns
it turns us together 
i will let it heal however it turns
it turns us together
and i will never be your enemy

Together

i chased you down 
ignored the sound in my head 
it said i would go down with you

i wake up but im still there
mercer, what am i?

you said to tell you i wanted it
were you just wasting my breath?

the way i let go of everything
it was only to know what am i

Mercer Simplified

prod. (252)
mixed, mastered. Logical Da9ud
art work. Fel Dera

A deleted track from Da9ud's Archive
track date ( 17th of june 2022)

عيشه في البايظ 
عيشها في البايظ 
تنساها بشرايط 
تاكل من الهجايص 

بنشوفها نتبالط
متحسش بالناقص
سخناه فشايط
شكلهم قرايب 

عيشه والدنيا ودي فيها شبط 
زاهد الدنيا عليك وبتنطط
عارف مليش مكان وفيه بشبط 
عايز في مره انام بدون ما اخبط 

حيطان وسد وناس كتير قافله 
انا حيطاني فخ يضيق عليك صدق 
ايثاري شح ازميلي عليك فكه 
اخر لوحه في وشك انا بنحت 

مفيش طريق لسكه هنعيشها 
الطريق يضيق علينا في السكه
نغيبب يابا كله في التسعه 
موقف ايدي عالصرف بوشك

لو هتموت ما تقولي افوقك 
مش مظبوط واخرك واندهك 
مش محكوم بسفر افسحك 
كفران من الدنيا في انجهه


Never The One

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