Time it goes so fast
These things never last
When you look back
You realize what you had
But its all gone
You feel so wrong
You call out to god but hes never there

I miss the past
I miss the past
I wanna go back
cause i miss the past
I miss the past
I miss the past
I wanna go back
‘Cause I miss the past

It was long ago when i felt better
In those days i thought itd last forever
But the time has passed and it’s all over now
I dont know what to do and i wanna get out


I miss the past
I miss the past
I wanna go back
cause i miss the past
I miss the past
I miss the past
I wanna go back
‘Cause I miss the past

I Miss The Past

garbage throwaway

r9k everyday i swear the sites rotting my brain
all the time everyday i think im gonna end it my way

i cant take another fucking day looking at this imageboard of a girl on r9k
i swear its a new girl everyday but i'll orbit her the same baby wont you look my way

r9k everyday i swear the sites rotting my brain
all the time everyday i think im gonna end it my way

when its time to go home
i'll see you there on my phone
i'll see you again

/r9k/ (unreleased demo)

Woke up and i feel like shit
Theres nothing that is worth it
Woke up and wanted to die
Theres nothing i wanna try

I dont wanna do anything
I dont wanna do anything
I dont wanna do anything
I fucking hate everything

No friends yeah im all alone
Blackpilled all the way to the bone
Depressed i should kill myself
I need to escape from this hell

Nothing ever helps
I should kill myself
My mind just melts
Away

Hold a gun to your head
Cry and say your prayers
Say good to everybody even though nobody cares

Woke up and i feel like shit
Theres nothing that is worth it
Woke up and wanted to die
Theres nothing that i wanna try
 
Fucking hate my life
I really wanna die
Every single night’s
The same

Hold a gun to your head
Cry and say your prayers
Say good to everybody even though nobody cares

I don't wanna do anything

i can see it in your eyes
blood drips down your thighs
cuts and lots of drugs
youre so fucking dumb

youre a fucking sluuuuut
and i hate your guuuuuts
youre a sluuuut
and i hate your guuuuuts

i can see it in your face
soulless and so fake
your life must be fun
drinking all their cum

youre a fucking sluuuuut
and i hate your guuuuuts
youre a sluuuut
and i hate your guuuuuts

i will never find love
all the girls that i like are sluts
i will never feel joy
i try hard but i cant fill the void
i will never find love
all the girls that i like are sluts
i will never feel joy
i try hard but i cant fill the void

Slut

i should have killed myself that day
the girl I like is afraid of me.
i should have killed myself that day
My past haunts me every day.

And now I'm alone again,
watching my life go by,
I close my eyes and feel the pain.
There is no hope, I'm a living dead.

(X2)

i should have killed myself that day
i should have killed myself that day
i should have killed myself that day
i should have killed myself that day

I SHOULD HAVE KILLED MYSELF THAT DAY

h4rtbrkr - kenzie

h4rtbrkr - girlfriends

i dont relate to fucking whores so i changed the lyrics to something degen i can relate too like self harm

so lame and fake
should kill myself
wake up fucked up
every single day
my soul for sale
i've lost my faith
and I can't see any trace of God anywhere.
cut and drink is all i do
Tears and pills fill my room.
flirting with suicide
no morals, no laws
wasted life take one more shot 
another downer down my throat,
a shotgun in my fucking mouth
my brains on the wall

Suicide Note (belowground cover)

Through Smoke and Ashes


Whispered pages in the CIA reading room,
Adam and Eve in a cycle of doom.
Continents breathe, then drown again,
The compass weeps where truth has been.

Atlantean overflow
The waters rise, the heavens glow.
The poles will turn, the stars will crawl,
The sea will swallow cities all.

Magnetic hearts, reversing time,
The silent prophets read the sign.
Ice to fire, earth to sea,
Creation lost in symmetry.

Atlantean overflow
The deep remembers what we know.
The tides reveal, the myths replay,
Tomorrow buried yesterday.

I saw the maps bleed under glass,
The oceans danced, the mountains laughed.
The world tilted on its spine,
And Eden drowned beneath the line.

Atlantean overflow
Let the waters come and go.
Every fall begins to climb,
Every death renews the time.


Atlantean overflow
Let the waters come and go.
Every fall begins to climb,
Every death renews the time.


The earth turns…
The veil folds…
And Atlantis breathes again.


ATLANTEAN OVERFLOW

Rock italiano. In memory of Mazzocchi Alvaro.

h4rtbrkr - girlfriends

mari