growing up can go to hell

growing up can go to hell out now!!! https://smarturl.it/growingupcangotohell

I’m finally happy. I’m doing absolutely fantastic. Thank you to all of the musicians who helped me get through it.  Don’t think I forgot y’all. And to all of you struggling who see this, keep going. It’s worth it I promise. Remember not every day will be happy but it is another chance. And that leads to more and more happy days. 

Learning to love every day. Myself. And others. Learning to live. Express. Be myself. And to be who I want to be. Learning to trust.

Have a beautiful blessed day.

Yk what summer was kinda a struggle but I’m getting my footing and feeling fing great! I got the gym. Fighting. And this cool person just showed up in my life. 

Everything happens for a reason. God is great and works in mysterious ways.



SH is addictive and disabling. I was 2.5 years clean and relapsed a week ago. Not badly. But it proved no matter how “okay” you are u can mess up and need to keep working at it


Yk that “cool person” I mentioned! Yeah well now me and her are 5 months into dating and oml she’s amazing!


“Cool person” that’s what I called her. She’s more than that tho. She’s my whole world. 7 months is 6 days away and genuinely I couldn’t imagine my life without her. “Cool person”. I can’t wait to spend the rest of my life with this “cool person”. My love. My Panda. My cool person.

Hey its me again, Oh yeah right you dont know me I'm depressed Izumi/Mia (Bella) Ive been around recently dont think im gonna leave so Hi!! I feel like dying again.. well actually ive always wanted to die since i was 7 or 8 but yeah ive been a little away but nope here i am again.   



Ok so yes I listen to some bad ASMR shit I know ok for me it is a place for me to forget everything and feel loved. Love is something you only get once, you have to keep it safe, because once its gone you realize how much you miss it, how much you abused it, once its gone it might never come back. Ok im sick and tired of people hurting my Best friend/sister Lila i swear if i hear one more thing about her crying i will have no choice but to hunt you down, im a boxer so you couldnt stand a chance. . Life sucks. i hate myself im always trying to be so happy for everyone else when i really want to kill myself.. im trying to be strong but i dont know how much longer i can hold on...
Name: Bella Mia (i preferer Mia or Izumi) 
gender: Femail
Nickname: Zuzu
Sexuality- bi and polt
States: Taken take that bitch's  
Likes: MHA, MHA fandom gay ships, sleep, eating
Dislikes: pink, Mineta (crusty pervert ass), Fake friends 
Bakugou, and Kirishima are my favorite, (My ASMR is my busyness if you like it ok if dont then dont judge or listen)
If you text me i will probably answer late in the day.
I like to make friends but i dont like people, im a bitch if someone hurts my friends though so watch out. 
If you couldn't tell from my music, I'm depressed as shit. 
Don't ask me if im ok ill just lie and say yes so theres no damn point.
❤Put this on your bio if you would take a bullet for someone you love❤
Bᴜʟʟʏɪɴɢ😠? Tʜɪɴᴋ ʏᴏᴜ'ʀᴇ sᴏ ᴄᴏᴏʟ😎? -Tʜᴇ ɢɪʀʟ ʏᴏᴜ ᴊᴜsᴛ ᴄᴀʟʟᴇᴅ ғᴀᴛ🙍?... Sʜᴇ ɪs ᴏɴ A Diet🚫🍪. -Tʜᴇ ɢɪRʟ ʏᴏᴜ ᴊᴜsᴛ ᴄᴀʟʟᴇᴅ ᴜɢʟʏ🙎?... Sʜᴇ sᴘᴇɴᴅs ʜᴏᴜʀs⏰ ᴘᴜᴛᴛɪɴɢ ᴍᴀᴋᴇᴜᴘ 💄ᴏɴ ʜᴏᴘɪɴɢ ᴛʜᴀᴛ ᴘᴇᴏᴘʟᴇ ᴡɪʟʟ ʟɪᴋᴇ ʜᴇʀ. -Tʜᴇ ʙᴏʏ ʏᴏᴜ ᴛRɪPpEd🙇?... Hᴇ ɪs ᴀʙᴜsᴇᴅ ᴇɴᴏᴜɢʜ ᴀᴛ ʜᴏᴍᴇ🏠. -Sᴇᴇ ᴛʜᴀᴛ ᴍᴀɴ ᴡɪᴛʜ ᴛʜᴇ ugly sᴄᴀʀs👱?... Hᴇ ғᴏᴜɢʜᴛ ғᴏʀ ʜɪs ᴄᴏᴜɴᴛʀʏ🚩. -Tʜᴀᴛ ɢᴜʏ ʏOᴜ ᴊᴜsᴛ ᴍᴀᴅᴇ ғᴜɴ ᴏғ ғᴏʀ ᴄʀʏɪɴɢ😭?... Hɪs ᴍᴏᴛʜᴇʀ ɪs ᴅʏɪɴɢ😷. -Tʜᴀᴛ ᴋɪᴅ ʏᴏᴜ ᴊᴜsᴛ ᴍᴀᴅᴇ ғᴜɴ ᴏғ ғᴏʀ ʙᴇɪɴɢ ʙᴀʟᴅ👱?...Hᴇ ʜᴀs ᴄᴀɴᴄᴇʀ👳. -Pᴜᴛ ᴛʜɪs ᴀs ʏᴏᴜʀ sᴛᴀᴛᴜs ɪғ ʏᴏᴜʀ ᴀɢᴀɪɴsᴛ ʙᴜʟʟʏɪɴɢ🚫. I ʙᴇᴛ ᴍᴏsᴛ ᴏғ ʏᴏᴜ ᴡᴏɴᴛ ʀᴇ-ᴘᴏsᴛ🌟 , ʙᴜᴛ I'ᴍ sᴜʀᴇ ᴛʜᴇ ᴘᴇᴏᴘʟᴇ ᴡɪᴛʜ ᴀ ʜᴇᴀʀt will!!!
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former of evolution looking to reform evolution im joselito 29 also jcx I create nu metal rap metal pop alternative rock.

my instagram is joselito29603  follow me there or my email is Jcx1@live.com  i create gansta comedy rap controversial  and diverse alternative rock metal rap alternative 

growing up can go to hell

Marisa Maino