better at emoting with sounds then words sometimes... 

as i was trying to understand/remember a dream i was having but woke up suddenly. I dont know what exactly made it feel so important and grew frustrated because it was strikingly vivid - this idea becoming the source of frustration being a paradox -the more i thought about it the more cloudy it has become.  

this is the dream, if i could communicate it with sound - melancholia with a tease of something to remain hopeful for

Peaceful Descent On A Knife

Updated

LOOKING FOR VOCAL SUPPORT

1M & 1F - DM me for a sample lyric or drop me a clean take of something that i can sync to this beat for reference.

 I do have lyrics for this but waiting to find some awesome talent to select, I have a few tricks up my sleeve with this track - think it will make for a fun collab. will split 50-25-25 = 100% on royalties (assuming it makes some!)
 
this is a very rough sample but enough of an idea of the main beat

The Sun Was Hiding

Infamous GC | On My Way (prod: zane98)

THE RETURN OF HOLEDUPS DISCO CRIMINAL 
PABLO DISCOBARR
RIPPS UP THE CLASSICS FROM WAY BACK
ALL BROUGHT RIGHT UP TO DATE FOR 2021

PABLO DISCO-BARR

GUILTY DISCO PLEASURES

Chubby and The Gang, Speed Kills
Cock Sparrer, We're Coming Back
Millie Manders, Upside Down
Gimp Fist, Top Dog
Dirt Box Disco, Imaginary Friend
Terra Odium, Crawling
Bad Religion, Supersonic
Bad Religion, Sorrow
Bar Stool Preachers, Choose My Friends
Bad Religion, Materialist
Bad Religion, Kyoto Now!
Battery Farm, When The Whip Goes Crack
Frank Carter, Sticky
Los Santos London, On The Strip
Isobel Campbell and Mark Lanegan, Come Undone

Bad Religion "The Process of Belief" is the featured album

Sorrow David Marks

Mix by vermillion 
https://youtu.be/28Z2EaVXjtw

Gosha Remix Mix 1

Bury me in art, infinite love in the dark <3

infinite love <3 Produced by DJ OPULENCE

Life` Too Short

Tell me again how you don’t care; you know it is a lie.
Maybe you were just unprepared, but why’d it make you cry?
You can blame the circumstances, the moon, the stars, the sea.
There’s just one thing you can’t blame; you can’t blame it on me.

You accused me, said I didn’t try; I know I did my best.
I played a game of checkers with you; you were playing chess.
Looking back, it’s clear to me, I was never in the game.
You point that finger anywhere you like, but I won’t take the blame.

Right isn't wrong, and wrong is never right.
You were so sure, and you wanted me to try it.
I was so sure it was just an oversight.
I didn’t care enough to put up much of a fight.

INTRUMENTAL

Right isn't wrong, and wrong is never right.
You were so sure, and you wanted me to try it.
I was so sure it was just an oversight.
I didn’t care enough to put up much of a fight.

Tell me again how you don’t care; you know it is a lie.
Maybe you were just unprepared, but why’d it make you cry?
You can blame the circumstances, the moon, the stars, the sea.
There’s just one thing you can’t blame; you can’t blame it on me.

You Can't Blame Me

NEW 8.342525 DEFQON 1 234 4334

Universe

I`m One Of Beckenhams Biggest and Influential Of Recording stars for the last 15 years since David Bowie... I sing mainly covers of classic tunes and recordings of many famous artists. Ive been doing this fora long time now in the hope that a record company will sit up and notice me. Thankyou to all of you for youre support it means a lot to me...Should anyone from a record company want to message me, you can on here and I will respond in due course. it started like this........ i know why the number of subscribers keeps going down