ryan perdz  - paradise

Would (Alice in Chains)

VERSE 1

At last, I kicked the weight off my chest
At last, I'm not a goddamn mess
At last, the noise turned into sound
At last, the time has come

At last, I'm laughing and it's real
At last, I see things clearly now
At last, I felt like me for miles
At last, the time has come

CHORUS

Whoa-oh, I used to choke on every breath
Whoa-oh, Now I’m screaming loud instead
Whoa-oh, I used to crawl along so slow
Whoa-oh, Whoa-oh

VERSE 2 

At last, I trashed the script they wrote
At last, I tore up every note
At last, I danced without a plan
At last, the time has come

At last, I ditched the safety net
At last, no more signs of regret
At last, I wrecked my comfort zone
At last, the time has come

At Last

Dont Ghost Me

Produced by Mark Xenophontos 

Lyrics by Mark Xenophontos 

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I've broken down the walls beneath my feet
Something's rising up inside of me
Heaven's fire burning in my chest
A breath of life but I need some rest

I've been searching for the place I'm from
Walking endless roads under blazing sun
No weight's too heavy in this great unknown
But I won't forget the kingdom's throne

Hallelujah, I'll find my way
Through the pain I'll seize the day
Eternity's the only road I'll ever know
I'll take this world and steal the show

Don't look down at the shifting sand
Quicksand waiting to drag you in
Walk up higher, don't make a sound
Once was lost but now I am found

But the voices echo in my head
Tell me I'd be better off dead
Still I rise above the doubt and shame
'Cause I know You're calling out my name

Hallelujah, I'll find my way
Through the pain I'll seize the day
Eternity's the only road I'll ever know
I'll take this world and steal the show

Tear down every wall of lies
Fight through the darkest night
No devil's gonna stop me now
I'll stand and fight

Forever at war
For the truth that saves

Now I'm back here on my knees again
You said You'd meet me in my pain
So I choose to trust and let You lead
Break me down if that's what I need

Hallelujah, I'll find my way
Through the pain I'll seize the day
Eternity's the only road I'll ever know
I'll take this world and steal the show

I'll find my way
I'll seize the day
Forever at war
For the truth that saves

Broken Walls [Alt. Version]

Things aren't always what they seem. Sometimes that's good. Sometimes it really, really isn't. Anyway, let's continue getting a lil' weird with it. This track is some alt rock, some punk, and a nice dose of metal in all the right places. Ymmv. Enjoy!

LYRICS:

When you see me, it will be too late
When I see you, hands are in your fate
Some go softly, some will try to pay
But I deny you and give myself away

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When you see me, everything is cold
When I see you, come into the fold
Sharp betrayal, vengeance is the key
Psycho Bullet come to set you free

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(Wake up) It's not real
(Please wake up) It's not real
(He's waking up) Start to feel
(Are you okay?) Start to heal
Feeling good (Take this pill)
Okay fine (climb this hill)
Shaken up (Try to chill)
I'm breaking up

Kill kill kill!

You can't see me, locked behind these walls
You won't see me until the hammer falls
Crack pot, Crack shot, trigger pulls the same
Psycho Bullet ready to take aim

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[Verse]
A shadow moves across the wall
It lingers there then starts to fall
A whisper breaks the silent hall
Was it ever here at all

[Chorus]
Nothing stays nothing holds
Time slips through our trembling folds
Impermanence is all we own
A fleeting spark a breath alone

[Verse 2]
The river bends it carves it takes
The mountain crumbles flake by flake
A mirror cracks a heart will ache
All that’s built the world will break

[Prechorus]
Hold it tight it slips away
Grasp it soft it still won’t stay

[Chorus]
Nothing stays nothing holds
Time slips through our trembling folds
Impermanence is all we own
A fleeting spark a breath alone

[Bridge]
The clock unwinds its ticking lies
The stars collapse they dim the skies
We build our castles high and grand
But waves will claim the shifting sand

Impermanence

Artist: Entity
Composers: Entity, Christopher Joel Martin
Lyricist: Christopher Joel Martin

This is not a song. It's a breakdown. Enjoy the sound of decay.
Thank you for listening.

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I've lost my sense, my touch
The art to write my words
Forget my dreams, my hope
They're crashing with a burn
I've lost my soul, my mind
The way I see my life
Forget my time, my fate
I'll never find what's right

This world is so broken
And full of all this shame
There's no sense in hopin'
'Cause nothing's gonna change

I've lost my strength, my will
That falls with every frown
Forget my hope, my pride
Another dream gone down
I've lost my touch, my hold
On every dream in life
Forget my thoughts, my goals
I'll never find what's right

This world is so broken
And full of all this shame
There's no sense in hopin'
'Cause nothing's gonna change

I've lost my sense
My touch
The art to write my words
Forget my dreams
My hope

They're crashing!

Nothing's gonna change!
Nothing's gonna change!

This world is so broken
And full of all this shame
There's no sense in hopin'
'Cause nothing's gonna change
This world is so broken
And full of all this shame
There's no sense in hopin'
'Cause nothing's gonna change

Another Way of Looking

Out in Front or in Secret

"Fightin’ The Demons"

Verse 1)
In the shadows of the night, demons come to play,
Whispers of the past, haunting me each day.
Childhood scars run deep, wounds that never heal,
But I won't surrender, I'll face what I feel.

(Pre-Chorus)
Lost in the darkness, I search for the light,
Battles within, a never-ending fight.
But I'm not alone, I know deep inside,
Love and support, my saving guide.

(Chorus)
I'm fighting demons in my mind,
Childhood trauma left behind.
Through the darkness, I will rise,
With love and support, I'll reach the skies.

(Verse 2)
Memories like ghosts, echoing in my soul,
Struggling to break free, to regain control.
Mental storms rage on, threatening to consume,
But with every scar, I will bloom.

(Pre-Chorus)
Lost in the darkness, I search for the light,
Battles within, a never-ending fight.
But I'm not alone, I know deep inside,
Love and support, my saving guide.

(Chorus)
I'm fighting demons in my mind,
Childhood trauma left behind.
Through the darkness, I will rise,
With love and support, I'll reach the skies.

(Bridge)
Through the tears and the pain, I find my strength,
In the arms of love, I'll go to any length.
Together we'll stand, hand in hand,
Facing the demons, taking a stand.

(Chorus)
I'm fighting demons in my mind,
Childhood trauma left behind.
Through the darkness, I will rise,
With love and support, I'll reach the skies.

(Outro)
No more shadows, no more fears,
With love and support, wiping away the tears.
I'll conquer the demons, I'll break free,
With love and support, at last forever be me.

Fighting Demons

Grit and Grace.wav

UK and Cyprus-based songwriter and producer crafting melodies that bridge worlds. My music springs from life's raw experiences—the highs, the lows, and the moments of clarity in between.

Drawing inspiration from the Mediterranean shores of Cyprus and the rich musical heritage of the UK, I weave stories of faith, resilience, and hope into every track. My songs are conversations—honest reflections on the journey, celebrations of life's beauty, and reminders that even in our darkest moments, light finds a way.

When you listen to my music, you're not just hearing songs—you're experiencing chapters of a shared human story, one that acknowledges our struggles while embracing the possibility of tomorrow.

Join me as we explore what it means to live authentically, to believe in something greater, and to find meaning in both the extraordinary and the everyday.

Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/artist/3wJqKpRbynq7zSGnUFKSbC?si=0zRMaDHkQCysUl5ZLx3uRQ

Bandcamp: https://markxenophontos.bandcamp.com/

Broken Walls [Alt. Version]

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