sad is the new happy

we go back and forth
its a curse
watch me pull off in a hearse
watch it hurt
you deserve this
cop a Gucci purse
full of percs
Now we swerving 
And slurring all our words 
I think my life’s on high alert
Cause these drugs aren’t really working 

what is that shit you on
i need that shit you on
yeah my ex she gone
and my new she on
Pop a couple adderall 
cause i might be gone
i get foreign whip
then I’m taking off
hit your phone
text me back
i never know
you been cold
and you dont even need the snow
you went ghost
and left me all on my own
on my own 
is how my lifes suppose to go
your lips 
mix with a little bit of absinth
god forbid 
you show me a little bit of passion
My high is gone and now im crashing
our love got stuck in traffic
that shit so fucking tragic 

we go back and forth
its a curse
watch me pull off in a hearse
watch it hurt
you deserve this
cop a Gucci purse
full of percs
Now we swerving 
And slurring all our words 
I think my life’s on high alert
Cause these drugs aren’t really working 

you never pick up your phone
youre never home
heard a lot of shit about you that you never told 
why you gotta go
we were on a roll
every where im looking every single door is closed
Take another shot that’s one too many
Why you gotta love me just to hate me 
Yeah
hit your phone
text me back
i never know
you been cold
and you dont even need the snow
you went ghost
and i was left all alone
on my own 
is how my lifes suppose to go
your lips 
mixed with a little bit of absinth
god forbid 
you show me a little bit of passion
My high is gone and now im crashing
our love got stuck in traffic
that shit so fucking tragic 

we go back and forth
its a curse
watch me pull off in a hearse
watch it hurt
you deserve this
cop a Gucci purse
full of percs
Now we swerving 
And slurring all our words 
I think my life’s on high alert
Cause these drugs aren’t really working

purse at full capacity

I always learn hard way that’s a fact 
If it was up to me, I’d have you all over me
You wanna hurt me bad just like a heart attack 
Do you want honesty? 
I’m thinking probably
When we link up we ignite
I think we might just catch a vibe 
Was it love at first sight?
It’s getting harder to decide 
See you building up these walls
You know I gotta to knock em down  
We should pack our bags tonight
And leave this god forsaken town 

Everything that you want from me, you can’t put in words
You say you just wanted honestly, but I said it first
If this is as good as it gets, well it’s better than the worst 
Ripped my heart from my chest and it still fucking hurts 

Let’s just end it before it’s over
I been taking drugs but they cant save me
Yeah it’ll stay this same, cause this shit won’t ever change
And it’s driving me crazy 

I just wanted us to be closer 
We’ve been moving slow but your hearts racing 
And it’ll stay this way, cause this shit won’t ever change
And it’s driving me crazy 

I just 
fell in love with the chasing
So I’m running, I’m running, I’m running your way
All the time we spent is wasted
Like we’re running, we’re running, we’re running in place

I always learn hard way that’s a fact 
If it was up to me, I’d have you all over me
You wanna hurt me bad just like a heart attack 
Do you want honesty?
 I’m thinking probably
When we link up we ignite
I think we might just catch a vibe 
Was it love at first sight?
It’s getting harder to decide 
See you building up these walls
You know I gotta to knock em down  
We should pack our bags tonight
And leave this god forsaken town 

Everything that you want from me, you can’t put in words
You say you just wanted honestly, but I said it first
If this is as good as it gets, well it’s better than the worst 
Ripped my heart from my chest and it still fucking hurts 

I just 
fell in love with the chasing
So I’m running, I’m running, I’m running your way
All the time we spent is wasted
Like we’re running, we’re running, we’re running in place

run back away

You be getting z’s
Keep sleeping on me
I don’t even care
Yeah, you can go and nap
You be  in my dreams 
It ain’t what it seems
Thinking of the times we’ll never get back
You always stop when I give the green light
Tell me babe what’s going on in your mind
You’re mixing the drugs, take them all at one time
Tell me babe what’s going on in your mind

I’m not okay
But it’s alright
I’ll be alright 
When shit hits the fan
Im doing things so I feel alive
I’m in my way
But it’s alright
I’ll step aside
When shit hits the fan 
I’m doing things so I feel alive

You be getting z’s
Keep sleeping on me
I don’t even care
Yeah you can go nap
You be in my dreams 
It ain’t what it seems
Thinking of the times we’ll never get back
You always stop when you get a green light
Tell me babe what’s going on in your mind
mixing the drugs, take them all at one time
Tell me babe what’s going on in your mind
You be getting z’s
Keep sleeping on me
I don’t even care
Yeah you can go nap
 you be in my dreams 
It ain’t what it seems
Thinking of the times we’ll never get back
You be getting z’s
Keep sleeping on me
I don’t even care
Yeah you can go nap
You be in my dreams 
It ain’t what it seems
Thinking of the times we’ll never get back

Why you so close but you feel so far
(I think I might let you fuck up my life)

Bout time you open up, see it wasn’t that hard
(I think I might let you fuck up my life)

You’re living fast and I might slow you down 
(I think I might let you fuck up my life)

I’m so far gone every time you’re around 
(I think I might let you fuck up my life)

You be getting z’s
Keep sleeping on me
I don’t even care
Yeah you can go nap
You be in my dreams 
It ain’t what it seems
Thinking of the times we’ll never get back
You wanna stop when you get a green light
Tell me babe what’s going on in your mind
mixing the drugs, take them all at one time
Tell me babe what’s going on in your mind

green light means stop

Sunrise don’t look the same without you
Without you, without you
Sunrise don’t look the same without you
Without you, without you

Sunrise don’t look the same without you 
It’s hard to break through when you’re bulletproof
I guess I gotta go and do this shit without you 
But I still only see me and you

I break your heart
Pick up the pieces 
we can fix this
Don’t leave it broke  
Tear me apart 
You really need this
But you don’t mean it
At least I hope
I’m slumped cuz I put myself in this position
You went missing, You want distance, what’s the difference 

Sunrise don’t look the same without you yeah
Hard to get through when you’re bulletproof
I guess I gotta go and do this shit without you yeah
But I still only see me and you

Sunrise don’t look the same without you
Without you, without you
Sunrise don’t look the same without you
Without you, without you

sunrise down

Baby why you think I’m lying
Here’s the deal, I kept it real and all
cut me deep and then you cut me off
You’re only happy when you know I’m dying
Pop things that upset with my mindset
Talk is cheap and I should cut it out
Shits been done and I can see that now
It’s getting dark but my wrist still shining 
I’m been trying to move on, but no I can’t let you go
If you think I’m crazy, baby will you let me know 
This feel like a war and it’s looking like you’ll win
If we had another chance, we’d do it all again

Lets just face it, nothings changing, but you won’t say it 
I been raging, you’ve been patient, but you won’t save me 
I know I know, I’m on my own
You know you know, I’m out my mind
All these drugs are on my mind
Do them cause im dead inside 
If had another chance, I would put it to the side
Been around the world just to know that you’re never here
Made it rain for you to stay but now it’s getting clear 
I been chill but you always giving me frostbite
You’re cold, like my nose, my last line
Showed up first for you to say it’s our last night 
If we rewind Then i swear to god this the last time 

Baby why you say I’m lying
Here’s the deal, I kept it real and all
cut me deep and then you cut me off
You’re happy when you know I’m dying
Pop things that upset my mindset
Talk is cheap so I should cut it out
Shits been done and I can see it now
It’s getting dark but my wrist still shining 
I’m been trying to move on, but no I can’t let you go
If you think I’m crazy, baby will you let me know 
This feel like a war and it’s looking like you’ll win
If we had another chance, we’d just do it all again

ugly

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