@menthol100s
just an alt version of
https://soundcloud.com/menthol100s/retard

gurl itz confidentiallll

I was really fucking hoping you wouldn't hate me
I was sitting in my room, waiting for you to come back
thought we had something special, but I guess that it’s gone now
You said you needed space, but now I’m just a sad song

I stare at the ceiling, counting every lie
Every time you said you’d stay, but you never tried
Now I’m stuck here, drowning in my thoughts
Wondering if you ever care or maybe if I’m just too lost

Now I’m fading, slowly slipping through the cracks
You left me in the dark, now I’m coming back
I tried to hold on, but you were never there
Now I’m screaming out, but I don’t think you care

You left your perfume, its still stuck in my sheets
Now I rot in the same place you used to sleep
Watched your story, you look happy as hell
While I’m talking to the void, screaming into my shell

I gave you my heart, you gave me a shrug
Said that I was “too much” when all I wanted was love
You said, “It’s not you,” but I know it was
You just wanted someone cooler, and thats someone I’m not


I stare at the ceiling, counting every lie
Every time you said you’d stay, but you never tried
Now I’m stuck here, drowning in my thoughts
Wondering if you ever care or maybe if I’m just too lost

Now I’m fading, slowly slipping through the cracks
You left me in the dark, now I’m coming back

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counting lies

el conde dracula 🍬 @sorrywemet

ohhhhhhh, 
can you tell me everything you'd wish i say
tell me im not the one to blame
ive been so caught in my head
i wish that our love was dead

i wish things could go back to normal
back before we got so formal
i would tuck you into bed
id leave a kiss on you head 

now ill never see you again
see you again (yeah)
see you again  
see you again (yeah ) 

i would never see you again, 
all the thoughts you dismiss 
its fucking with my head
memories that you dont care about

all the paper shred 
yeah i tried my best but we are still
hate my friend
didnt know theres levels to this

now im climbing to the top 
with my two hands
dont wanna see you 
and i sure as hell dont ever wanna be
near you








confinement

sorry

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