A hauntingly emotional ballad about the pain of watching something precious slip away. A funeral in song form, capturing the sorrow of mourning what can never return.

something beautiful

(I'm a dead man walking)
I wanted you, wanna give you anything you want, but I'm such a fool
I wanna stab my throat, sing you thousands of songs

I wanna kill myself, so they'll hit harder
Did you ever want me
It feels like you don't, and I'm sobbing
My eyes in front of your porch

Did you ever love me
It feels like you won't, and I'm sitting down, making love songs for you
Making love songs for you
Oh, making love songs for you

Singing, singing, going crazy
I just wanna find my baby
Why'd you throw me in the dust like they usually do
Ring-ing, ring-ing, going crazy

That's my only good song lately
I just wanna make something so beautiful for you
Singing, singing, going crazy
I just wanna find my baby

Why'd you throw me in the dust like they usually do
Ring-ing, ring-ing
Going crazy
That's my only good song lately

I just wanna make something so beautiful for you

Making love songs
Making love songs for you
Making love songs for you

Making love songs for you

love songs (ft. snarebones)

So when I say goodbye
I want you to leave my life
You already screwed up my head, my lungs
And all that I have inside

I wanna text you so bad
But I don't want you to reply
Our texts keep me up at night, yeah, yeah, yeah

So fuck you
Fuck everything you love
You're a bitch, you're a flaw
You're nothing I'll ever want
Gave you everything
But you always wanted more
Yeah, yeah, now you don't give two fucks

I don't give two fucks about you
And you don't give a fuck about me too
I must've lied
'Cause I can't get you out my head

If you're out there
I know you're out there
Do you hear me?
I know you hear me
I know you hear my screams
I know you hear my pleas
Do you even fucking care about me?

Give two fucks about me
Maybe I'll give one about you
Left me bleeding
Yeah, our love was never true, was it, yeah?

So fuck you
Fuck everything you love
You're a bitch, you're a slut
You're nothing I'll ever want
Gave you everything
But you always wanted more
Yeah, yeah, now you don't give two fucks
Yeah, yeah, now I don't give two fucks
No, no, no, I don't give two fucks.

2fucks (ft. griimcityreaper) [prod. me]

Oh no matter what I do I feel like it is a waste of time
I gotta admit I'm sick in the head but I'm done with your goddamned lies
Wanna lay down in my grave I'm so done with this
You played me once? No you played me twice
Why would you do this to me? Did you ever care?
Now I'll pass the fuck out, you can knock me out
I just need to know what I need to do to make you change a little—it's all I can do
Broken heart and broken neck your love would've never sufficed things never go right
And I'm laying out on the floor thinking maybe I should drink hella more
I only had eyes for you—why did you have to be such a fuckin' whore?
Oh yeah
Oh why did you have to be such a fucking whore

Worries tell the best stories
Why did you have to be a fucking hoe?
You left me I don't know
You left me all inside the snow
She broke my heart inside I know
But I got feelings I can't show
Late-night drives and late-night smokes I'm in a car high but I got dope
Tongue-twisted lies and high I'm in a car high 'cause I got dope
I'm so high I reach the sky I'm in a car high 'cause I got dope
I can't lie 'cause I'm so sick I'm in a car high 'cause I got dope

And you promised you'd stay by my side—why did you have to lie?
I feel so much but I can't express shit
Might as well just stay inside
Oh but I'm so tired of not feeling alive I always end up fuckin' cryin'
Do you even love me or not? Won't you please pick a fuckin' side?

Late-night drives and late-night smokes I'm in a car high but I got dope
Tongue-twisted lies and high I'm in a car high 'cause I got dope

Wanna lay down in my grave I'm so done with this
You played me once? No you played me twice
Why would you do this to me? Did you ever care?
Now I'm passed the fuck out geekin' off the ice
I just need to know what I need to do to make you change a little—it's all I can do
Broken heart and broken neck your love would've never sufficed things never go right

Late-night drives and late-night smokes I'm in a car high but I got dope
Tongue-twisted lies and high I'm in a car high 'cause I got dope
I'm so high I reach the sky I'm in a car high 'cause I got dope
I can't lie 'cause I'm so sick I'm in a car high 'cause I got dope

waste of time (ft. woryies)

relapse

my name @hatefoolz

confinement

blame (prod. me)

the way she wraps her arms around him is the same way my car is gonna wrap around the tree

Tell me again how you don’t care; you know it is a lie.
Maybe you were just unprepared, but why’d it make you cry?
You can blame the circumstances, the moon, the stars, the sea.
There’s just one thing you can’t blame; you can’t blame it on me.

You accused me, said I didn’t try; I know I did my best.
I played a game of checkers with you; you were playing chess.
Looking back, it’s clear to me, I was never in the game.
You point that finger anywhere you like, but I won’t take the blame.

Right isn't wrong, and wrong is never right.
You were so sure, and you wanted me to try it.
I was so sure it was just an oversight.
I didn’t care enough to put up much of a fight.

INTRUMENTAL

Right isn't wrong, and wrong is never right.
You were so sure, and you wanted me to try it.
I was so sure it was just an oversight.
I didn’t care enough to put up much of a fight.

Tell me again how you don’t care; you know it is a lie.
Maybe you were just unprepared, but why’d it make you cry?
You can blame the circumstances, the moon, the stars, the sea.
There’s just one thing you can’t blame; you can’t blame it on me.

You Can't Blame Me

What makes us sometimes defend our position, or opinion with force and at other times stay silent and feel like a doormat? Why do we seem unable to express our needs and feelings without upsetting someone or the fear of doing so? The key might lie in the essential understanding and capacity to be assertive.
 
Join our speaker, Erik Larson to explore:
• Why we struggle to express what we truly feel.  
• What it means to be assertive without being aggressive.
• How to master this essential art.
 

Speaker: Erik Larson
Based in New York, Erik has been involved with the Brahma Kumaris for over 40 years. With a background in Civil Engineering and experience in property loss control for over 30 years, he blends the very practical with the very spiritual to achieve a common-sense way to look at life and to help others. Erik is a Director of the Brahma Kumaris (USA) and also BK representative to the United Nations. He is a member of the NGO Committee on Freedom of Religion or Belief and a member of the Committee of Religious NGOs. Erik is also a founding member on the Board of Directors of the Long Island Multi-Faith Forum.

How to be Heard without Being Harsh - Erik Larson - Thursday 30th October 2025

There’s one ‘rabbit hole’ many people do not want to explore - so extensive has been the conditioning and programming of parents, teachers and culture. It’s an internal journey towards the centre of your self. Only when you make the trip can you know and enjoy the internal scenery and the riches that await. Tonight, Mike will guide you and explain what you are liable to see, feel and know.
 
Mike George is a management tutor, spiritual coach and an author of sixteen books.  In a unique blend of insight, wisdom and humour Mike brings together the three key strands of the 21st century – self-awareness, emotional/spiritual intelligence and continuous ‘unlearning.’
Mike is a highly entertaining speaker known for his ability to unite head and heart. For the last 30 years he has been guiding and facilitating the executive development of leaders in companies and communities in over 30 countries. He coaches and mentors individuals towards their own vision of inner success, and helps teams find more cohesive ways to work together and motivate themselves.  His books include Being Your Self, Don’t Get MAD Get Wise, The 7 Myths About LOVE and Untangling Religion and Spirituality.

The Journey to the Centre of the Self - Mike George  - Thursday 20th November 2025

This track was partially inspired by Blame, a Travi$ Scott song.

FΛll

In mid-2020, the Tech Itch camp started sending emails teasing Moving Shadow-related action. It was a bright spot in the darkness of the pandemic, which was in many ways about things ending. This was something starting, or picking up a thread long abandoned. Moving Shadow, the most important dnb label of the '90s, trailed off in the 00s for any number of reasons.

Over/Shadow 01 dropped in November 2020, somewhat innocently with Blame's Lift Off/Star Traveller, tracks clearly made circa '96-'99. But unlike many pandemic-era DAT unearthing projects, the label then looked ahead. Since then, O/S has featured both Moving Shadow alumni (Dom & Roland, Technical Itch, Nookie, Flytronix) and current artists building on their legacy (ASC, Detboi, Abstract Drumz, Nectax).

5 years is both a short and a long time. In dnb, it's long, enough to build what I think of as a center. The music has countless branches now, some far removed from its roots. Over/Shadow has bridged the past with the future with intention and authenticity - no cash grab remixes, no publicity stunts. The label's confidence shows in its high number of two-track 12" releases. Today's profusion of music and high pressing costs have made four-track releases the norm. It's a statement now for a label to say, here are two tracks, they are enough.

This mix had to start with "Lift Off", but I had no preconceived notions otherwise. Fairly quickly an arrangement suggested itself: a warmup first third, a banging middle, a deeper last movement. The quiet winner here is DJ Trax, with 20% of the track list - 3 solo tracks and 2 collabs as Mixrace with Paradox.

These 25 tunes (and one tease) present just one path through the already considerable O/S discography. They omit a good number of anthems and great releases - a completely different track list would be just as valid. (In fact, there's probably a non-dnb mix lurking in the catalogue.) This is just my snapshot of Over/Shadow right now. That was what Moving Shadow excelled at back in the day, documenting the music. We are fortunate that Over/Shadow has carried on this work.

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00:00 Blame - Lift Off (2020)
05:05 Decoder - DD 1 (Technical Itch Remix) (2025)
09:23 Four Horsemen of the Apocalypse - Drowning in Her (Sonar's Ghost Remix) (2024)
12:29 Deep Blue - Close Your Eyes (2024)
15:37 DJ Trax - Flame (2023)
19:07 Foul Play - Find the Way (Law Remix) (2022)
23:21 Abstract Drumz - Ethereal (Remix) (2025)
26:28 ASC - The Shallows (2023)
28:47 Nectax - Passing Rain (2025)
+++++ ASC - Seadrift (tease)
32:15 Arcane & Humb - Snakepit (2025)
36:18 Dom & Crystl - The Zero Point (2023)
40:19 DJ Trax - Polar Opposite (2022)
42:48 Dom & Roland - Scatter (2023)
45:52 Technical Itch - Vanish (2025)
48:40 John Rolodex - Thicc Boi (2024)
53:50 Outrage - In the Dark (2024)
56:53 Sheba Q + Nectax - Asterix (Dub One Remix) (2025)
1:02:11 Loxy & Resound - Atom Eve (2022)
1:05:36 Overlook - Bear Trap (Madcap Remix) (2023)
1:07:52 Mixrace - DM2 (2025)
1:10:09 Paradox - Nord (2022)
1:13:56 Mixrace - OAK (2025)
1:19:17 Flytronix - Night Breedz (2024)
1:25:20 Marvel Cinema & 88 Katanas - Blue Grey Days (2024)
1:28:21 DJ Trax - Hands of Time (2022)

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Featuring tracks from:

@technicalitch
@sonarsghost
@djtrax
@johnmorrowmusic
@drumtrip
@asc87892
@nectax
@arcane_official_music
@humb
@domandroland
@user-962790114
@johnrolodex
@nomine_aka_outrage
@shebaq
@dub-one
@loxy_x
@resoundsound
@paradox-music-uk
@marvelcinema
@88katanas

5 Years of Over/Shadow | Mixed by Soul On 10

thanks kainx we snapped brah, on spotify soon

no choice w/ kainx

PANIC ft. Girled

useless

sorrywemet on spotify 
archive - @sorrywemet

Adventure sounds like THIS

Tzayla has spent her life traveling the world, collecting over 20 instruments, and blending the sounds of different cultures into her music. She calls it World Indie Pop—a fusion of the foreign and the familiar, just like her: a Filipina, Mexican, and German artist living in the States.

Through her music, she brings cultures together and invites listeners on a journey—one that sparks curiosity, opens new perspectives, and inspires exploration, both of the world and of the soul.

Retired the beginning of 2023. Been writing music seriously for about six years. Thanks for listening - and sharing!

https://www.instagram.com/hearted0000000/

i'm on all plats btw
@sheleftmetodayy on tiktok
@bloodybathtub

only self prod when i say so
contact me on discord @canuspeakurmind

#66/8
#speakurmind
#blamecult on top

@excruciable 
Following Blame Members Only

The Brahma Kumaris World Spiritual University (UK), a registered charity since 1975, opens its doors every day of the year to students from all walks of life, cultures and backgrounds to study Raja Yoga meditation. Students find that meditating in this way daily brings a lot of peace and positivity to their lives.

We also join together with many national and local organisations and diverse communities, helping to enhance the wellbeing of people in different spheres of society.

We work across the UK in more than 40 locations and are part of a network of organisations offering activities in over 110 countries. Our spiritual headquarters is in Mount Abu, in the Aravali mountain range, Rajasthan, India.

Brahma Kumaris, UK was established as a Registered Charity in 1975 and charges no fees for any of its activities, being funded by voluntary contributions.

Registered Charity No: England & Wales (269971) and Scotland (SC040512).

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