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stuck

I wanna take your life
I wanna take mine too
You're such a perfect lie
And I am such a screw

Hate how you don't realize
I can get hurt too
I've always hated my life
Now I have more reasons to

And when you leave
Don't you dare come back
You're just a make-believe
And I don't deserve that

Snort a line so big
I could almost O.D
Hate to see you leave
You promised you'd take care of me.

reasons

Break every mirror that I see,
I don't want people to look at me.
Not a single day where I didn't feel fucking ugly.

I'll go back to my bed,
All these damn butterflies tonight will dig me into my grave.
Oh, don't you say that you never made me go insane,
'Cause there were times that I felt like I was just being played.
Oh, you make me feel so deranged,
But it's okay, yeah, it's alright.
You made it fucking hard to sleep at night,
But I guess it's okay to admit
That you never even cared about me.

I'm so ugly, I'd break a mirror just by standing next to it.
Yeah, I will never understand why I was made this way.

Don't wanna go back to those times,
Where you made me believe that I was fine,
And I wouldn't have to worry about other guys.
So why did you have to do me like that?
Oh, I hope you fucking die.
Staring at a mirror — well, at least they don't fucking lie.

mirror mirror on the wall [prod. me]

Been having trouble sleeping recently because of what you did
I knew you weren't for me from the moment that we met

Stop acting clueless, you're the reason why I stay awake
You're fucking useless, you feel like a damn bike with no brakes
I wish you cared
I wish you stayed
But oh girl, you played
Now please stay away

I developed insomnia from staying up at night
Positive for anemia, your screams are such a fright
I wish you loved now and then, yeah, that would be nice
You wouldn't do that for me, yeah
You've made it pretty clear tonight

I made this song 'cause I can't sleep at night
Your"I love you"s will forever be scarred in my mind.

insomnia

I got temptations to kill myself that no one knows about
I make this genre cause I hate my life, I don't want clout
I made this song for you, just for you to know that I'm out
Forced it to be a passion, just so you reach out

I don't, I don't, I don't know this
I just feel so fucking useless
Just go crawl in the hall
You know you fucked up my soul
You took such a big toll
All my life I, honestly don't wanna survive
Spending my lonely days in my bed
I just wanna blow up my fucking head

temptations (ft. klarion)

(death to yuriel)

There are some drugs that I still have to overdose on
But I don't give a shit; to me it's not really poison
You can call me a skel clone but realistically I just hate my life
And there are some things that I still have to decide

Romance is dead and so are you in my bed
I want you to rot there
I didn't give you no last words
The last thing I heard
Was your screams from the tape

You promised you'd stay forever
And now I just get high
You're really a sick fuck
And I hope you fucking die
All you say yet I manage to see through your lies
Deceiving little scum, how 'bout you leave my life?

You think you're slick? Well, you thought wrong
I've been watching you through cams and an airtag in your purse
You might think I'm crazy, or it's a curse
But you did this to yourself
You can't cry or call for help
No one but me will hear your screams
My plan was successful
Another decomposed soul
'Cause no one's saving you

Really saw a life with you
My last spark of hope
I guess it was fucking useless
You're just another stupid hoe
And don't you dare come back
No matter how much you're fucking sad
I'll choose drugs over your ass anytime, any day

Romance is dead and so are you in my bed, I want you to rot there
I didn't give you no last words; the last thing I heard was your screams from the tape
Romance is dead and so are you in my bed, I want you to rot there
I didn't give you no last words; the last thing I heard was your screams from the tape

saving u (ft. girled) [prod. me]

I was in the kitchen with a gun pointed to my head
And I really didn´t know what I had to do
So I felt like what I needed to say
Was pull the fucking trigger won't you just put this to an end

'Cause I'm getting kinda tired and upset
And I feel like no one's ever there for me
Yeah that's what I meant when I said
That nothing last forever you bet
So you'll see me one last time in your closet
And then I'll motherfucking quit

Got a gun pointed to my head
I'm bleeding out wishing I was dead
This bottle's filled with my regrets

Got a gun pointed to my head
I'm bleeding out wishing I was dead
I know I'm wrong I'll try again
I'll try again

Drowning in my thoughts it's been a while
I'm so stuck I'm still in denial
Still in denial
Still in denial

Point the gun yeah point it at me
I got nothing more to believe
And I hate my arms always gotta wear sleeves
Oh this life is really hard to believe so

Point the gun yeah point it at me
I got nothing more to believe
And I hate my arms always gotta wear sleeves
Oh this life is really hard to believe so

I'm surprised you even stayed this long
Considering my life is a wrong
But turns out I was right all along
You used me just to have your fun yeah

I'm surprised you even stayed this long
Considering my life is a wrong
But I guess it didn't matter at all
'Cause you were always
The one holding the gun

pointed to me (ft. sorrywemet)

(I'm a dead man walking)
I wanted you, wanna give you anything you want, but I'm such a fool
I wanna stab my throat, sing you thousands of songs

I wanna kill myself, so they'll hit harder
Did you ever want me
It feels like you don't, and I'm sobbing
My eyes in front of your porch

Did you ever love me
It feels like you won't, and I'm sitting down, making love songs for you
Making love songs for you
Oh, making love songs for you

Singing, singing, going crazy
I just wanna find my baby
Why'd you throw me in the dust like they usually do
Ring-ing, ring-ing, going crazy

That's my only good song lately
I just wanna make something so beautiful for you
Singing, singing, going crazy
I just wanna find my baby

Why'd you throw me in the dust like they usually do
Ring-ing, ring-ing
Going crazy
That's my only good song lately

I just wanna make something so beautiful for you

Making love songs
Making love songs for you
Making love songs for you

Making love songs for you

love songs (ft. snarebones)

So when I say goodbye
I want you to leave my life
You already screwed up my head, my lungs
And all that I have inside

I wanna text you so bad
But I don't want you to reply
Our texts keep me up at night, yeah, yeah, yeah

So fuck you
Fuck everything you love
You're a bitch, you're a flaw
You're nothing I'll ever want
Gave you everything
But you always wanted more
Yeah, yeah, now you don't give two fucks

I don't give two fucks about you
And you don't give a fuck about me too
I must've lied
'Cause I can't get you out my head

If you're out there
I know you're out there
Do you hear me?
I know you hear me
I know you hear my screams
I know you hear my pleas
Do you even fucking care about me?

Give two fucks about me
Maybe I'll give one about you
Left me bleeding
Yeah, our love was never true, was it, yeah?

So fuck you
Fuck everything you love
You're a bitch, you're a slut
You're nothing I'll ever want
Gave you everything
But you always wanted more
Yeah, yeah, now you don't give two fucks
Yeah, yeah, now I don't give two fucks
No, no, no, I don't give two fucks.

2fucks (ft. griimcityreaper) [prod. me]

I developed insomnia from staying up at night.

waste of time (ft. woryies)

"I'll kill myself and it'll be your fault"
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