produced+mixed by @bloodsekai
https://open.spotify.com/album/7FwG0qlX90gXE9PXVjjk4R?si=ZYw0mlMDTG-KVdLK5qyE5w

lyrics

shawty so bad w the cuts on her wrist
i tried so hard but i cant fit in
i hate ur guts but i wont admit it
i wont admit it

i wna kms everyday
sick n fucking tired of the pain
suicidal thoughts every single day
yeah i feel so fucking crazy

ima loser i only got 3 friendz 
your voice repeats in my head
ik that im stuck in the pastt 
for you i wont relapseee

 shawty so bad w the cuts on her wrist
i tried so hard but i cant fit in
i hate ur guts but i wont admit it
i wont admit it

my phone dont get no calls
hate myself and your the causeee
looking like a fag with my clawsss
your the 1 ill 4ever wanttt
if i die your the 1 id haunttt x2
all you do is taunt x2

i wna kms everyday
sick n fucking tired of the pain
suicidal thoughts every single day
yeah i feel so fucking crazy 
shawty so bad w the cuts on her wrist
i tried so hard but i cant fit in
i hate ur guts but i wont admit it
i wont admit it

haunt (p. bloodsekai)

https://open.spotify.com/track/1NCucKNiA95f9yxt28FqpH?si=90441ae34bbe46b5
prod. deathsuppressant
lyrics:

you hate me
i dont know why
ive asked you like 1000 times
i just dont wanna be despised
and attacked for the things i like </3

i will be dead
alone inside of my bed
youll never see me again 
and it makes me so happy happy!
im so upset
because you want me dead
your hatred needs some rest
i dont know what i did
but im so sorry
im so alone
nobody hits my phone
your love is a hoax
it doesn't make me happy happy :<
i will be dead
alone inside of my bed
youll never see me again
and it makes me so happy happy!

i really miss your touch
is it love or lust?
every time my name is brought up you have a fuss
you tell your friends im dumb
when you see me you throw up
and i dont know how that is
cause we used to be in love!

like what the fuck did i do?
you said you love me 
thats a fluke
your a batshit crazy bitch
what the fuck did i get into?

no friends i need some buddies
when you notice me
i feel lucky

i just want a simple hi.
talk one time then say goodbye
i just want another life
dont bother me when im with my knife

cut ,cut, cut

i feel like im not enough.

i know you wanna spill my blood :/

so do it slowly

i will be dead
alone inside of my bed
youll never see me again
and it makes me so happy happy!
im so upset
because you want me dead
your hatred needs some rest
i dont know what i did
but im so sorry
im so alone
nobody hits my phone
your love is a hoax
it doesn't make me happy happy :<
i will be dead
alone inside of my bed
youll never see me again
and it makes me so happy happy!

why arent i happy happy? (p. deathsuppressant)

its so awkward
you're unbothered
we're always fighting
its one sided
we'll try to make up
and then we'll break up
ill always stuff it up
i think i hate us

but that's such a lie
you're like my nicotine
i need you in my life
not only behind the screen
i wanna take you out
i wanna spoil you
i wanna lay down with you
so we can talk this through

i want to notice when you're feeling upset
but you don't care, that's why we could only be friends
ill fuck up
you'll tell me
im doing everything wrong
so stab me
and kill me
because i stuff it all up

you don't want a guy like me
one whose annoying
you want a guy like him
one who doesn't text you back in the morning

oh trust me i know

w/ @weejk
lyrics:

[wujek]
uh, requiem, i changed my preset a little bit
i changed my p—, hahahahaha
yeah, yeah, yeah
pop the molly in the club
pop the molly in the club, oh, oh
ayy, scene hoes on my penis, penis
on my fuckin' penis

[yuki]
yeah
fuckin' on this girl and her new best friend
pop another molly, yeah, the party never ends
i know that you like me, yeah, no need to play pretend
but i get so attached and i'll always depend on you
when you don't want me to
spending every night staying up for you
'cause thats my nature, get jealous, grab my razor
then cut my skin like paper 'cause i can not replace her

[yuki]
crying on the club floor, like, what the fuck?
i just need, like, one more and that's enough
crying on the club floor, like, what the fuck?
i just need, like, one more and that's enough

[wujek]
pop the molly in the club
getting too fucked up
pop the molly in the club
bitch, i'm off of these drugs
woah, i'm walking dead
woah, i'm walking dead
woah, i'm walking dead
[?]
i'm walking dead
i'm walking dead

[wujek]
we're at the disco rave party
with all my furry girlfriends, guys
my name's revivle
my voice is a little bit different 'cause i pitched it down
xd, xo, kisses

[yuki]
fuckin' on this girl and her new best friend
pop another molly, yeah, the party never ends
i know that you like me, yeah, no need to play pretend
but i get so attached and i'll always depend on you
when you don't want me to
spending every night staying up for you
'cause thats my nature, get jealous, grab my razor
then cut my skin like paper 'cause i can not replace her
yeah
fuckin' on this girl and her new best friend
pop another molly, yeah, the party never ends
i know that you like me, yeah, no need to play pretend
but i get so attached and i'll always depend on you
when you don't want me to
spending every night staying up for you
'cause thats my nature, get jealous, grab my razor
then cut my skin like paper 'cause i can not replace her

the party never ends

@bloodsekai 

(lyrics)
as i look at you 
you cut me up
you throw me out
you say im not much
you know what you’re doing
youre driving me crazy 
ask if i love you
thats a maybe

as i look at you 
you cut me up
you throw me out
you say im not much
you know what you’re doing
youre driving me crazy 
ask if i love you
thats a maybe

i don’t know what youre talking about 
i got blood in my hair and it’s running down
you know that it gets to me i’m scared
talk about your trauma i had my share

i don’t know what youre talking about 
i got blood in my hair and it’s running down
you know that it gets to me i’m scared
talk about your trauma i had my share

as i look at you 
you cut me up
you throw me out
you say im not much
you know what you’re doing
youre driving me crazy 
ask if i love you
thats a maybe

as i look at you 
you cut me up
you throw me out
you say im not much
you know what you’re doing
youre driving me crazy 
ask if i love you
thats a maybe

as i look at you 
you cut me up
you throw me out
you say im not much
you know what you’re doing
youre driving me crazy 
ask if i love you
thats a maybe

as i look at you 
you cut me up
you throw me out
you say im not much
you know what you’re doing
youre driving me crazy 
ask if i love you
thats a maybe

romantic killer prod bloodsekai *all plats*

https://www.instagram.com/m4a1ll/
dj marcy mix           editor c0nvinced

t3rn m3 3n

https://open.spotify.com/album/7GyNh8QaHhZ2DohWW93nor?si=O-WwjX3cTFaKbsYIgGkrQg

grey skies, rainy day
my thoughts disarray 
i tried to talk today
but i suck face to face

shes nobody to me
but i still scare my words away
tell me why i cant just speak
its all embarrissing 

grey skies, rainy day
my thoughts disarray 
i tried to talk today
but i suck face to face

shes nobody to me
even then id still freeze
i missed out on developing
will socializing even make me feel complete

i tried to talk today 
had so much things to say
fear just gets in my way
at this age i know im not okay

i cant please everyone like a hero 
id rather stay silent just like a weirdo
my input is valueless zero
wish i could sing my thoughts away like mio

i tried to talk today (prod bloodsekai)

prod. @weejk
this song was sent to me by plob thx to him
not orig icon cover

freshman boyfriend cover

@odihu @bloodsekai

walking down that hill 
saw your large black wings
looking like the dark horse
i can’t count how much i’ve fell for you
but ill just never learn of course
grab me by my neck and tell me im your slave
i’m scared on the outside but inside im depraved
grab me by my neck and tell me im your slave
i’m scared on the outside but inside im depraved

i see a real tragic scene
ridding all morality
tragedy, i will be
i shake you desperately
awaken my beauty, oh please

you can cover my mouth
until i can't scream
i'll let you rip my teeth
one by one          
i'm so satisfied that 
this isn't a dream
i let it all go,
my sanity

(m1v flow steal:)

come on now, let us play pretend
dancing now, our souls are dead
we spent nights in graves and found our end

magic hasn't reached us yet
our revivals, we won't get
let our minds grasp the fear of death

i see a real tragic scene
ridding all morality
tragedy, i will be
i shake you desperately
awaken my beauty, my queen

grab me by my neck and tell me im your slave
i’m scared on the outside but inside im depraved
grab me by my neck and tell me im your slave
i’m scared on the outside but inside im depraved

odihu x bloodsekai .. depraved

prod me :D

lyrics :

i live inside my own world of make believe
kids screaming in their cradles, profanities
ive seen the world through eyes covered in ink and bleach
i crossed out the ones who heard my cries and watched me wheap

i love everything
fires spreading all around my room
its all so bright 
its hard to breathe
but thats alright 
x2

i live inside my own world of make believe
kids screaming in their cradles, profanities
ive seen the world through eyes covered in ink and bleach
i crossed out the ones who heard my cries and watched me wheap

cradles  (cover)

prod aki <3

some of my better work i think

miserable

sorrywemet

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