a black web series i watch on youtube brought me to this song 

Dearly Departed glad to catch you here on this night
Let's have this man to man it's finally time, just feels right. 
So kindly lend an ear, make sure you hear this go around. 
I'm no longer afraid of what I have to say now. 

See the one I grew up with's different from the one they knew. 
It left me puzzled when they would share stories bout you.
I used to cry myself to sleep, at your humble abode. 
Momma tried to help build a bond, affection barely showed. 

Said it wasn't always bad, so please don't take this wrong. 
I'm not the one who's dreams you visit, so I chose a song.
Oddly ironic, since my love for it is part from you,
It's starting to seem like my only way of getting through. 



Adolescence brought on emotions, couldn't navigate.
Like that one time shopping for school and you wouldn't wait. 
A simple trip to get some clothes, now forever ingrained.
Won't let the bad outweigh the good, so let's switch up the lane. 

I remember the blue, your record player I do miss. 
Wish I had some of your collection, Whitney had them hits.
Reminiscing bout Christmas time, when I filled up that sock.
With every silver coin I found, bought games for my xbox. 

Or summertime at grandma's house when you got off from work.
Showed you the songs I taught myself, playing by ear at first. 
Wish I took the time I had to pick up one last thing. 
Learning to take care of the plants your gardening would bring. 

If it wasn't for you and B. I wouldn't have those 3.
Might not communicate as much, they mean the world to me.
And to the village that they grew, it's time I rearrange  
You all don't know your uncle well, but soon that's gonna change. 

The person currently standing can tote a different tune.
And from the view now had, I understand positions too.
Did your best for your age, rose me without little fear. 
Oh yeah and one last thing before I go, your son is queer.

Free

SPG *Stop playin gamessss* 
Written by : Aÿÿa
Prod by : Mr. Person

A mashup of Need U Bad, Jazmine Sullivan- Think about you, Tiana Major9- Miss You, EKELA.

Think About/ Miss U Bad

Full Debut EP that was released on 2/13/2015. 

More music coming soon!

A Girl I Used to Know - EP - EP

Really Miss You

Take a listen to Kaydilluh's rendition of 'Body' off Summer Walker's new album 
#Overit 🦋💫

Body - Kaydilluh x Summer Walker

Savage Shxt! Feat. Young Dolph

This quarantine has been a journey. 

So many of my friends and people were struggling so, I wrote them a song. I didn’t realize how much I needed it too. 🤎

Recorded using my phone because I’m a Scorpio and love a challenge.


Prod By 🎶 : Bambeatzz.

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