i dont want to killl myself

im all alone/
theres nothing to know/
theres nothing to do/
girl i cant sleep/
girl i cant think/
i think of you/
i think im blind/
i cannot see/
all i sees u/
all this shits fake/
i cant complain/
i just need you

i need you/
u need me/

i need you/
you need me/
i see you/
you see me/
in highschool/
in 3D/
this xo/
university/
i kiss u/
u kiss me/
i miss u/
u miss me/
i fix u/
u fix me/
im toxic/
im ugly/

im all alone/
(its only me here)
why u cut me off/
(watch my sleeves tear)
i just wanna know/
(r u gonna be there)
if you love me not/
(doesnt really seem clear)

u&me [goonyears]

take everythin frm me
dnt care boout this money
i jus need u by me
need u right bside me

i remembr watching the sunset
my world it got darker
my life is it done yet ^.^
wrap it up lik a spider

girl i kno that its hard 2 be with me
iv been tryin so hard 2 b what u need


i had 2 take awalk im nervous wonder when ur comin back
i can feel the distance growing was it something that isaid
u make me feel like im important not just smthing 2 forget
without ugirl my life is boring hope this moment nevr ends

smile i kno that life hurts but well b alright in the end
n baby this cycle think of u ovr n ovr again

girl u make my head hurt
we shuld b togethr
do u think o fme evr
i wana show u ur special

its hard :/

@me
do u know where we are
what were on
dnt look back
just move on
i think abt it alot
though im young
life is fast
almost done
cant think abt it enough

@gangppg
gimme
1 pill
do this shit again
ican not feel
u been in my head
so real
can u tell me wat u said
and my
heart racing
molly what she facing
im on drugs lik a patient
i won talk like a basic
i dnt want no conversation
do drugs
jus to wake up on the pavement

love lost
love cross
n i found it again
wont stop 
cant stop
ima do it again
im addicted to my old ways
take me bak to the old days

prod me :(

think abt it

think abt it w/ppgcasper

why have you not seen my tears gurl/ 

why have you not seen my scars/ 
read my lips bitch/ 
stop and listen/ 
broke my heart/ lifes so hard/ 
one by one/ 

im so tired of this/ 
this shit/
stop and listen/ 
im a dipshit/ 
all my fault/ 
i got trackmarks/ 
all on my arm/ 
i got scars/ 
all on my arm/ 
got sum tattoos too/ 
cut in the bathroom/ 
then i get sum tattoos/
suxx like vaccum/ 
gurl i wasnt that rude/ 
like r u dumb/ 

why have you not seen my tears gurl/ 
why did you not feel no fear gurl/
if you want we can disappear gurl/ 
say what you want but this is real gurl/
why have you not seen my scars/ 
read my lips bitch/ 
stop and listen/ 
broke my heart/ 
lifes so hard/ 
one by one/

cutting !n da gurlz room .･ﾟﾟ･(／ω＼)･ﾟﾟ･. (prod. DEAD*AT*18)

beat prod by me
@1fns
@pincode8485
mixing by
@bedhead2001
bonus track on
"silhouettes"
coming soon TM

losing myself ft 8485

music video :)

missing u (prod. deadat18)

tbh i dont care if u upset

LYRICS:
i dont give a fuck what u say 
tbh i dont care if u upset 
money stacking yeah i gotta get the bread
i dont wanna go to school i just wanna sleep all day
and prolly waste my life away
ik there is nothing u can change
im popping pills to heal the pain, pain, pain

u talk too much ion wanna hear shit
fuck u, u dont have to be indecent
they see me blowing up and now they all freaking
i dont answer my phone i leave that mf beeping
i wonder why yall be tweaking
yall got no fucking reason
u a bitch we not even
5pm and im still fucking sleeping (not anymore)

i dont give a fuck what u say 
tbh i dont care if u upset 
money stacking yeah i gotta get the bread
i dont wanna go to school i just wanna sleep all day
and prolly waste my life away
ik there is nothing u can change
im popping pills to heal the pain, pain, pain

tbh (solvee)

tbh i dont like being social

🅁🄴🄼🄴🄼🄱🄴🅁 🅆🄷🄰🅃 🅈🄾🅄 🅃🄾🄻🄳 🄼🄴/
🅃🄷🄰🅃 🄾🄽🄴 🅃🄸🄼🄴 🄸 🄾🄳🄴🄴🄳/
🅈🄾🅄 🄲🄰🄽🄽🄾🅃 🄲🄾🄽🅃🅁🄾🄻 🄼🄴/
🄸🄼 🅈🄾🅄'🅁🄴 🄾🄽🄴 🄰🄽🄳 🄾🄽🄻🅈/
🄵🄴🄴🄻🄸🄽🄶 🄻🄸🄺🄴 🄰 🄿🄷🄾🄽🅈/
🄰🄻🄻 🅃🄷🄸🅂 🅂🄷🄸🅃🅂 🄱🄾🄻🄾🄽🄸🄸🄸/
🄶🅄🅁🄻 🄸🄼 🄵🄰🄻🄻🄸🄽🄶 🅂🄾 🄳🄴🄴🄿/

🄶🅄🅁🄻 🄽🄴🄴🄳 🅃🄾 🄻🄸🅂🅃🄴🄽/
🄸 🄰🄼 🄾🄽 🄰 🄼🄸🅂🅂🄸🄾🄽/
🅈🄾🅄 🄳🄾🄽🅃 🅂🄴🄴 🅃🄷🄴 🅅🄸🅂🄸🄾🄽/
🄸 🅃🄾🄻🄳 🅈🄾🅄 🅆🄷🄰🅃 🄸🅂 🄼🄸🅂🅂🄸🄽🄶/
🅈🄾🅄 🄹🅄🅂🅃 🅃🄰🄻🄺 🄳🄾🄽🅃 🄻🄸🅂🅃🄴🄽/
🄰🄽🄳 🅃🄷🄴 🄲🄻🄾🄲🄺 🄺🄴🄴🄿 🅃🄸🄲🄺🄸🄽🄶/
🅂🄴🄴 🅈🄾🅄 🅃🅁🅈🄽🄰 🅄🅂🄴 🄼🄴/
🅄 🅂🅃🅁8 🅄🄿 🄰🄱🅄🅂🄴 🄼🄴/
🄶🅄🅁🄻 🄳🄾🄽🅃 🅆🄰🄽🄽🄰 🅃🄰🄻🄺 🄽🄾🅆/
🄾🅃🄷🄴🅁 🄶🅄🅁🄻🅂 🄸🄽 🄻🄾🅅🄴 🄽🄾🅆/
🅃🄾🄻🄳 🅄 🄶🅄🅁🄻 🄸🄼 🄻🄾🅅🄴 🅂🄸🄲🄺/
🄸🄼 🅂🄾 🄵🅄🄲🄺🄸🄽🄶 🅂🄸🄲🄺 🄾🄵 🅃🄷🄸🅂/
🄻🄾🅅🄴 🅄 🄶🅄🅁🄻 🄹🅄🅂🅃 🄲🄰🄻🄼 🄳🄾🅆🄽/
🄸🄼 🄽🄾🅃 🅃🅁🅈🄽🄰 🅃🄰🄻🄺 🄽🄾🅆/
🄸🄼 🄽🄾🅃 🅃🅁🅈🄽🄰 🄵🅄🄲🄺 🄽🄾🅆/
🄾🄵🄵 🅃🄷🄴🄼 🄳🅁🅄🄶🅂 🅈🄾🅄 🄵🅄🄲🄺🄴🄳 🅁🄾🅄🄽🄳/

🅈🄾🅄'🅁🄴 🄰 🄻🄸🄰🄱🄸🄻🄸🅃🅈/
🅄 🄳🄾🄽🅃 🄼🄴🄰🄽 🄽🄾 🅂🄷🄸🅃 🅃🄾 🄼🄴/
🄵🅄🄲🄺 🅈🄾🅄 🄶🅄🅁🄻 🄲🄰🄽🅃 🄶🄴🅃 🅃🄾 🄼🄴/
🄷🄾🅆 🅁 🅄 🄽🄾🅃 🅂🄸🄲🄺 🄾🄵 🄼🄴/
🅂🄷🄴🅂 🄿🄾🅂🅃🄸🄽🄶 🅂🅄🄼 🄿🄸🄲🅂 🄾🄵 🄼🄴/
🅃🄷🄸🅂 🄽🄾🅃 🄰 🅅🄸🄲🅃🄾🅁🅈/
🅃🄾🄾 🄼🄰🄽🅈 🄷🄾🄴🅂 🄽🄾🅆/
🅃🄷🄸🄽🄺 🄸 🄽🄴🄴🄳 🅃🄾 🅂🄻🄾🅆 🄳🄾🅆🄽/
🄱🅄🅃 🅂🅄🄼 🅃🄸🄼🄴🅂 🄸🅃🅂 🄽🄾🅃 🄴🄽🅄🄵🄵/
🄾🄵🄵 🅃🄷🄴 🄳🅁🅄🄶🅂 🄸🄼 🅆🄸🅁🄴🄳 🅄🄿/
🄲🄷🄾🄾🅂🄴🅁 🄶🅄🅁🄻 🄸🄼 🅂🄸🄲🄺 🄾🄵 🅃🄷🄸🅂 /
🅂🄷🄴 🄳🄾🄽🅃 🄺🄽🄾 🅆🄷🄰🅃 🅆🄸🄲🄲🄰🄽 🄸🅂/
🄸 🄺🄽🄾 🅃🄷🄴🅁🄴🅂 🄽🄾 🄵🄸🅇🄸🄽🄶 🅃🄷🄸🅂/
🄶🄾🅃🅃🄰 🄶🄴🅃 🄰 🄶🅁🄸🄿 🄾🄵 🅃🄷🄸🅂/
🄼🄾🅅🄸🄽 🅂🄻🄾🅆 🄸 🅂🄻🄾🅆🄴🄳 🄳🄾🅆🄽/
🅆🄰🅃🄲🄷 🄼🄴 🄵🄰🄻🄻 🄼🄴 🄳🄾🅆🄽/
🄸 🄰🄼 🄰 🄲🄻🄾🅆🄽/

🅆🄷🅈 🅃🄷🄴🅈 🄷🄰🅃🄴 🄼🄴/
🅆🄷🅈'🄳 🅂🄷🄴 🄳🄰🅃🄴 🄼🄴/
🅆🄷🅈'🄳 🅂🄷🄴 🅃🄰🄺🄴 🄼🄴/
🄶🅄🅁🄻 🄸🄼 🅂🄾 🄳🄴🄴🄿/
🄸 🄲🄰🄽🅃 🅃🄰🄺🄴 🅃🄷🄸🅂/
🄲🅄🅃 🅃🄷🅁🅄 🄼🅈 🅂🄺🄸🄽/
🅁🄸🄿 🄼🅈 🄴🅈🄴 🄻🄸🄳🅂/
🅃🄴🄰🅁 🅃🄷🅁🅄 🄼🅈 🄻🄸🄼🄱🅂/

🅁🄴🄼🄴🄼🄱🄴🅁 🅆🄷🄰🅃 🅈🄾🅄 🅃🄾🄻🄳 🄼🄴/
🅃🄷🄰🅃 🄾🄽🄴 🅃🄸🄼🄴 🄸 🄾🄳🄴🄴🄳/
🅈🄾🅄 🄲🄰🄽🄽🄾🅃 🄲🄾🄽🅃🅁🄾🄻 🄼🄴/
🄸🄼 🅈🄾🅄'🅁🄴 🄾🄽🄴 🄰🄽🄳 🄾🄽🄻🅈/
🄵🄴🄴🄻🄸🄽🄶 🄻🄸🄺🄴 🄰 🄿🄷🄾🄽🅈/
🄰🄻🄻 🅃🄷🄸🅂 🅂🄷🄸🅃🅂 🄱🄾🄻🄾🄽🄸🄸🄸/
🄶🅄🅁🄻 🄸🄼 🄵🄰🄻🄻🄸🄽🄶 🅂🄾 🄳🄴🄴🄿/

🄸 🄲🄰🄽🅃 🄶🄴🅃 🄱🄰🄲🄺 🅄🄿 🄵🅁🄾🄼 🅃🄷🄸🅂/
🅈🄾🅄 🄳🄾🄽🅃 🄺🄽🄾🅆 🅆🄷🄰🅃 🅃🄷🄴 🄵🅄🄲🄺 🅈🄾🅄 🄳🄸🄳/
🄸 🄳🄾🄽🅃 🄺🄽🄾🅆 🅆🅃🄵 🄸🄼 🄸🄽/
🄲🄰🄽 🅈🄾🅄 🅃🄴🄻🄻 🄼🄴 🅆🄷🄰🅃 🅃🄸🄼🄴 🄸🅃 🄸🅂/
🄸 🄰🄼 🅂🄾 🄻🄾🅂🅃/
🄸 🄰🄼 🄲🅁🄾🅂🅂🄴🄳/
🅆🄴 🄹🅄🅂🅃 🄱🅁🄾🄺🄴 🅄🄿/
🄽🄾🅆 🄸🄼 🅂🅃🅄🄲🄺/
🄸 🄲🄰🄽🅃 🄶🄸🅅🄴 🅄🄿/
🄸 🅆🄾🄽🅃 🄶🄸🅅🄴 🅄🄿 /
🄸🅃🅂 🄹🅄🅂🅃 🄵🅄🄲🄺 🅈🄾🅄 🄱🄸🅃🄲🄷/
🅈🄾🅄'🅁🄴 🅂🄾 🄲🄻🅄🄴🄻🄴🅂🅂/
🅈🄾🅄 🄲🄾🅄🄻🄳'🅅🄴 🄾🄵 🅃🅁🅄🅂🅃 🅄🅂/
🄲🄾🅄🄻🄳 🄷🄰🅅🄴 🄻🄾🅅🄴🄳 🅄🅂/
🄶🅄🅁🄻 🅄 🄵🅄🄲🄺🄴🄳 🅄🄿/

1 + only [dead*at*18]

yurms + blackwinterwells - died in ur arms (fatherblaze)

@familystrokes 
Prod. Caleb Apollo

;-; mmmmm energydrink save me yup

LYRICS:
Wisp01:
(intro)
zero directions
all good intentions
lost all affection
you took my breath and

i kept assuming
that evils were brewing
and you weren't behind them
but still it confused me

(hook)
you didnt even hear the water
trust in me could never faulter
got us praying at the alter
died for nothing, last i saw her

saying you afraid of me
i scooped the brain and ate a piece
its nothing, daily shit for me
so why are you this hard to please

everyday i feel the same its like we're in a fucking race
for who between the two of us can hide themselves more carefully
im sick of feeling half empty
you get to hide your dread at least
it feels like theres a sunken piece
of something dead inside of me

Filth:
(verse 1)
Eyeball falling outta socket
You were like my locket
Kept you in my pocket
Why do you try to stop it
Saying that you need me baby, you know that you lost it

Eternal atake
I cant wait
Stuck inside my mind, think about you everyday
Think its time to run away
I cant wait
Think about the bones in your body i will break

(verse 2)
Carve my name into your thigh
Idk if i will cry
I think i will say goodbye
Take ur skin 4 itz hide
Pretty lil rave slut
Talkin bout lame stuff
Stop acting like ur famous
If ur dying plz dont blame us <3

Spotify

6am Energy Drink ;-; w/ Wisp01 (caleb apollo)

instagram

fail

(prod. Klimlords x Guala Beatz)
mwah
<3 ;-;

all new music now under @ladybirdd2

IDC (Klimlords + Guala Beatz)

i freestyled this lol (idk how 2 freestyle ;-;)

aiming at urr head

i just wanna disappear
prod @notlieu

lyrics if u care:
all this fuckin hatred 'round me
i just wanna disappear
i'm so tired of the drama
it's been like 2 fuckin years

i hate every fuckin bit of it
i wanna disappear
i wanna get the fuck away from here

i don't like this place anymore
it's the same way it was before, i don't like that
i thought things would get a little bit better
but they never got better

fuck this
and fuck all of this bullshit
you talk a lot for somebody who is a hypocrite
maybe that's a little personal but i don't give a shit
these pathetic fucking people wanna take me like a bitch

but i'm not that, if anything i'm far from it
i'm a little bit emotional i cry and then they love it
i just want it all to stop, all of the stigma against me
if i shut all down then maybe they will love me

i don't care though, i don't like how they think
they all go after a person if they fuck up anything
nobody's perfect, so why the fuck do we have standards
it just causes lots of stress and causes people to get slandered

why the fuck are we like this
why the fuck are they so pissed
i thought that we addressed the empathy that people wanna give
so why the fuck are they still trying, i just wanna fucking live

all this fuckin hatred 'round me
i just wanna disappear
i'm so tired of the drama
it's been like 2 fuckin years

i hate every fuckin bit of it
i wanna disappear
i wanna get the fuck away from here

(i don't know what i did wrong)
(and i don't know where to start)
(if i can fix it can you tell me)
(cuz i don't want you to hurt, let me know if it's worse)

fuck this
and fuck all of this bullshit
you talk a lot for somebody who is a hypocrite
maybe that's a little personal but i don't give a shit
these pathetic fucking people wanna take me like a bitch

all this fuckin hatred 'round me
i just wanna disappear
i'm so tired of the drama
it's been like 2 fuckin years

i hate every fuckin bit of it
i wanna disappear
i wanna get the fuck away from here

why the fuck are we like this
why the fuck are they so pissed
i thought that we addressed the empathy that people wanna give
so why the fuck are they still trying, i just wanna fucking live

spotify

hatred [lieu]

carry me home/
i might be long/
pray to jesus/
pick my feet up/
keep my head up/
i wont let up/
i will respawn/
with machine gun/
this is treason/
on my knees yuh/
for no reason/
its just begun/
you have seen none/
clocks and tree wands/
i might see 2/
you might see one/
sometimes im cool/
sometimes im fun/
fucked up high school/
for no reason/
fuck my life dude/
might just respawn/
scared im gonna die girl/
i might be gone/

heights will be touched/
stars and neons/
its a lie gurl/
imma demon/
feel like raven/
more like trigon/
skin like diamond/
wrists slits lined up/
guess my times up/
die with machine gun/
do this every season/
choir and the deacon/ 
cutting in the bathroom/
while im bumping h3artcrush/
went and got my h3artcrush/
bump my shit like reruns/
cuts under my sleeves yuh/
lied and they believed yuh/
girl you r the reason/
girl just keep believing/
its just begun/
clocks and tree wands/
shot up high school/
for no reason/
thats on earth-1/
please dont try none/
got my shirt from/
dolls kill dot com/
im a e-girl/
trapped in gotham/
please dont leave girl/
i have problems/ 
hard to solve them/
hard to pause them/
my hands tied up/

its just begun/
you aint seen nun/
glocks and demons/
this ghost recon/
this is treason/
i keep bleeding/
so deceiving/ 
for no reason/

gun boy ఌఌఌ  [goonyears]

blinding club lightzz (crusifye)

leave, dont try to bring me down
oh will you please?
cant wrap my head around
from what it seems
oh i dont even know if its a dream
it aint what it seems, seems...

and i 
dont need any bullshit
tonight
just leave me alone
inside
i try to keep it going all the time
should i even try?
try...

you say i dont mean too much
what the fuck you see in us?
i will tell my future self
not to let you go
"dont waste a chance,
hold her hand,
dont say you wont love again,
when it all comes crashing down,
then it will start making sense"
like what it is

you say i dont mean too much
what the fuck you see in us?
i will tell my future self
not to let you go
"dont waste a chance,
hold her hand,
dont say you wont love again,
when it all comes crashing down,
then it will start making sense"
like what it is.

 - dont tell me what to do, ill try to let it go -
 - you tell me everything but i know, i know... -
 - i wonder bout my worth, if everythings absurd -
 - i know that everything will be gone -

be gone.

you say i dont mean too much
what the fuck you see in us?
i will tell my future self
not to let you go
"dont waste a chance,
hold her hand,
dont say you wont love again,
when it all comes crashing down,
then it will start making sense"
like what it is

you say i dont mean too much
what the fuck you see in us?
i will tell my future self
not to let you go
"dont waste a chance,
hold her hand,
dont say you wont love again,
when it all comes crashing down,
then it will start making sense"
like what it is..

leave, dont try to bring me down,
oh will you please.
cant wrap my head around from what it seems.
oh i dont even know if its a dream.
it aint what it seems.

seems...

give yourself a hug

boutta freak tf out
baby i can i bust now 

molly coke drugged out
this the lifestyle

i dont give a fuck now
really got me stressed out 

im a diva
paparazi pizza

dont forget to cheesaaa
feeling like im freiza 

no we dont agree (ya) 
really nice to meet chaaa

fuck my ass up
i might go bananass

onesie pajamas 
chillin in the hamptons

yea ik its not enuff
im too sick to fall in love

im right lov3sickk
watch me puke in public

slip her drugs just like a glove
roofie boofie in the club 

yea im bi so wassup 
suck a dick 
eat a butt

cut my wrists
drink the blood

overdose in the tub
uh uh uh x2

molly coke and ecstacy 
i let it get the best of me
all these girls obsessed w me
like mariah carey 
she said she really scared of me
feel like scary terry
kruger furry freddy
ed edd and eddy

they wont fuccin let me
they dont fuccin get me
are u fuccin ready 
yea ik im sexy 
feeling like im miley 
im a doll like kylie
this is so exciting 
why dont she like meeee

( ˘ ³˘)♥︎

♡︎ i think i have ibs ♥︎  [mothshonor]

it’s a matter of time this shit won’t last...

cover art by: @mhixed_doll

its a glitch !  |☆ gchromes + racksy + dageer + spaceboyry ☆|

i made the beat if it says (original song)

i dont want to killl myself

+marlin+