same way as me

another

Growing Closer Apart

leave me alone


Yea fuckin thanks I’ll write a song too then bye
You know what that’s probably good advice
But even if you  fucking right
 i have never been so numb 
And thanks for picking up the phone

Focus on the words, you say
 wish that i felt more dismayed
But none of these words can really matter
or work enough to convey

that if i did touch the

visceral gut of realization
usually trace for recreation
to the heart of my creation
what i used to love i dont find freeing
it would tear me ina million pieces
and i dont have time im needed

just focus on the words you say
but easy for your poetry
the chaos is my cypher 
and all i have is silence

you cant predict when life will need you
cant predict when life will leave you
i cant find tears to
when i most need to
im all dried up, i dont believe you

just focus on the words, you say
i wish that i felt more dismayed
But none of these lines can really matter
or work enough to convey

that you cant choose when love will find you
you cant choose when love will leave you
i wish that you see me how i do
im surpised i called you too

but what if i just stopped
not to die but just give up
then maybe id be missed
if the heart grows fonder by distance
ill fantasize of my absence

If the heart grows stronger by distance 
maybe all i needs to leave
just give up and find some peace
cuz as of now my hearts too weak
terrified and burning inside my chest
boiling up my needed rest
melting through my ribbed soul nest

burning holes inside my skin
all i needed was to begin
i need the art to be mine again
a vessel of strength 
at 6am
the masterpiece god uses us to send again

just focus on the words you say
but easy for your poetry
the chaos is my cypher 
and all i have is silence

you cant predict when life will need you
you cant predict when life will leave you
i cant find tears to 
when i most need to
all dried up, i dont believe you

just focus on the words, you say
i wish that i felt more dismayed
none of these can really matter
or work enough to convey

you cant choose when love will find you
you cant choose when love will leave you
i wish that youd see us how I do
im surpised i called you too

i havent called my mother since hers died
well she hasnt answered
and my soul decides
this is the time
to leave me dry


focus

again

you already moved on

thank god.

blowup and dip ou5

I'm Alone

Something playful... Maybe I will change this or maybe it will just stay the same but either way don't take me too seriously

Sun v1

leave me alone

Jasper Star