the fakest and gayest emo music ever made

Recorded in 11 cities from July 2021 - July 2025

This record was made using the same “internet band” process as Our Skies Smile, with parts being recorded individually and compiled into one project file. We spent countless nights screen-sharing our DAWs on Discord, deliberating the details.

Thank you to everyone who has supported us along our journey as a ridiculous multinational maximalist internet emo screamo jazz band. Everyone who played a show with us, housed us, helped us with booking, and came out to dance and cry at our shows has made these past three years so meaningful.

Recorded, produced, and mixed by Gingerbee
Mastered by Cash
Cover art by Leah Schram
Recorded July 2021 - June 2025
Drums recorded at Victory Drive Music Inc. by Jono Grant

Melody Sohani - live drums, synths, clean vocals, electric guitar (2), sampling

Dani Giguere - lyrics, screamed vocals, accordion, tambourine, acoustic guitar (2)

Gustavo Nome - electric guitar, acoustic guitar, classical guitar, cavaquinho, bass, lyrics, clean vocals, synths, keyboard, upright piano, electric piano, melodica, percussion, miku otamatone, slide whistle, percussion (cuíca, clave, bongos, tambourine, triangle, tamborim, pandeiro, agogo bells, egg shaker, cowbell, 40-inch gong, glockenspiel)

James Witte-Cook - alto sax, tenor sax, soprano sax, flute, clarinet, bass clarinet, electric guitar, backing vocals

Nicholas Garza - violin, electric violin

This project would not have been possible without the help of:

Leah Schram - cover art

Jacob West (Summer 2000) - cello on tracks (1,3,4,5,6)

Matijs Dijkgraaf - upright bass on tracks (1,3,4,5,6), backing vocals on the chorus of track 3

Julian Lewis - upright piano on tracks (1,4,5,6), electric piano on tracks (4,5), percussion on track 1 (wood blocks, timbale, cowbell, glockenspiel, bongos, marimba), percussion on track 6 (timpani, glockenspiel)

Joy Wratten - trumpet on tracks (1,5)

Tilley Komorny (Home is Where)- slide guitar on tracks (3,5,6)

Cash - Mastering

Maria Cristina and Faruk Nome - backing vocals on track 1
 Carolina Diamantaras - intro backing vocals on track 4

Clementine Teare - backing vocals on the chorus of track 3

Alex (drug bug/WillyRodriguez) - chorus lyrics and chords on track 3

Petal Dance

First Incident

nicol kills nicolas for nicola

In This World

Susquatch - A Gremlin

Susquatch - Matsuri

06 第八病棟

Susquatch - PICNIC

Toy Box Brain

Susquatch - Wondering

Water Plant

Susquatch - The Summer Solstice

Susquatch - The Gulf Lab

Susquatch - Return of Spring

Susquatch - The Gulf Lab

Mars Amai