Favs of 2023

emo lol

Make u wanna ‼️

Corazon

video game lover vs. hydraulic press

boa - twilight (jersey remix)

a letter to myself, with @lo3rd
do you know how much time i spend
in my head yeah i think a lot
about what could've been
i feel the air and it's getting thin
i sit in the dark writing letters to my past
so much shit i'd change
so much shit that i'd do differently now
but i've changed and i've grown (x2)
i saw the past again in my dreams
theres nothing i would change
this feeling creeping in my back
will take me to my end
i saw u far from me (why would i change)
i wanna be like that again
im crying my mistakes (why would i change)
i wanna tell u, that im not ready to go again
(fly) fly away from me this time
(heal) heal the pain that u have caused
(cry) cry for me once again (its the only way)
the only way that you can pay
(the only way that u can pay... for the past)
why would i change the past?
why would i change my mind?
why would i change us?
why would i change my life?

instrumental by grayskies & me

streaming

a letter to myself, lo3rd

played at YEPTEMBER 2022 :)

i know the vocal riff is overkill ill tone it down next time lol

bandcamp !!

haven't you noticed? (i'm a star!)

STREAM

the most annoying person i've ever met

man im dead

BUY IT ON BANDCAMP PLS https://kaydence.bandcamp.com/track/purgatory

LYRICS
my body’s limp across the bathroom floor
ive got a headache and my stomachs sore
my soul’s extracted from the blood and gore
i don’t wanna do this anymore

flat on the ground, i don’t feel a heartbeat
deaf to the sound, u say it’s easy but it’s hard to breathe
ghosts all around, i can feel the zephyr on me
it feels way too loud, it feels like there’s a weight on me 
they always say that life is what u make it
yet ive been living with my mind all vacant
guess that’s why my lifeless body seems faceless 
so just go and ditch me as i lay down on the pavement until im gone

my body’s limp across the bathroom floor
ive got a headache and my stomachs sore
my soul’s extracted from the blood and gore
i don’t wanna do this anymore

but u know that i lied to ur face
and i can’t let us go our separate ways
but u know that it’s something i can’t face
and i can’t leave this behind without a trace

my body’s limp across the bathroom floor
ive got a headache and my stomachs sore
my soul’s extracted from the blood and gore
i don’t wanna do this anymore

my body’s limp across the bathroom floor
ive got a headache and my stomachs sore
my soul’s extracted from the blood and gore
i don’t wanna do this anymore

my body’s limp across the bathroom floor
ive got a headache and my stomachs sore
my soul’s extracted from the blood and gore
i don’t wanna do this anymore

stream <3

purgatory

FULL EP ON SPOTIFY/APPLE MUSIC AND OTHERS
Lyrics:
Your world so cold, stone hearted froze give me your mold
Afraid to go, I'm taking slow to another level 
Please don't choke, don't trap your thoughts behind what brought us close
Beneath my dome, is where I store my only devil

Cash out no more leather
Flee until I'm dead'r
Closing up on nether, help her she's a tempest
Blocking off what's better
Letting in what's not so better
Staying safe in my bed and don't bother to check up on me cause I'm sleeping

Been sleeping 

Weeooo
How can it be sometimes 
When we're not alike
Guess you choose to be yourself
Weeooo
How can it be that i never
Closed my eyes 
When you were by my side
Weeooo
How can it be sometimes 
When we're not alike
Guess you choose to be yourself
Weeooo
How can it be that i never
Closed my eyes 
When you were by my side

Keep on mentioning what is like to be had
I just felt a lot bout what wasn't there
Flip the breakers give me your all don't be scared
make it up to mars let's make it just for us

Whatcha tryna be
There's no else who'll see you
As you wanna be
I'll tick you off and tease you
Just to make me feel
Like there's something going 
But truth is I have a
ticking time bomb
Emotionally Intoxi.. personallity

Walk out on me sobbing
truthfully you mean
That I'm not felling sorry
Your wrong I'll make you see
Reason with my story
My feelings, my past and my now and my then and my now and my friends and my life and my then and my now 

Where'd you go?
I couldn't find what was left, sitting
lone by my desk, I'm fully 
aware of my stress
What could it mean?
Something there to behold 
Yet not for me to control 
It all just seemed like a joke
Where'd you go?
I couldn't find what was left, sitting
lone by my desk, I'm fully 
aware of my stress
What could it mean?
Something there to behold 
Yet not for me to control 
It all just seemed like a joke
Where'd you go?
I couldn't find what was left, sitting
lone by my desk, I'm fully 
aware of my stress
What could it mean?
Something there to behold 
Yet not for me to control 
It all just seemed like a joke

Bad Joke

song i wrote during a manic episode at 4 in the morning :D

inspired by @trndytrndy

the spark i have that's inside
i need to write this tonight
this could bring me to life
or it could eat me alive
the spark i have that's inside
i need to write this tonight
this could bring me to life
or it could eat me alive
fleeting memories escape and vaporize in air
i swore that i remembered it like i was there
fleeting memories escape and vaporize in air
i swore that i remembered it like i was there

mfw (demo)

Enjoy!

Art by:
https://www.instagram.com/gurogerigegegege/

Lets Go Somewhere!

stream https://open.spotify.com/album/1qtVeO34E2FzH6tfLGFkx1?si=hlrEI-lNRwGxF2wJj0JWdA

prod me
vox by me

Wake up to a cold floor
Pins in my legs
One arm is interlocked with the AC
The cable grinds into my wrists
Digs deeper into my skin
I see a crack in the ceiling
bits of the outside leak in
I hear a presence
She doesn't know I'm here
I want to call out
The words don't form
She can't see me like this
She can't see me like this
How can I explain this
How can I explain this
Just a second
Just a second
Just a second
Just a second
Just a second, just a second
I need to change
I can't
I can't
Can't breathe through the hole in my side
I can't
I can't stay conscious through the rest of the night
I can't
I can't
Can't breathe through the hole in my side
I can't
I can't stay conscious through the rest of the night
I can't
I can't
Can't breathe through the hole in my side
I can't
I can't stay conscious through the rest of the night
I can't
I can't
Can't breathe through the hole in my side
I can't
I can't stay conscious through the rest of the night
I hear footsteps drawing nearer
Hear the lock drop
All I see is light

moments before the knots loosen

i can’t remember 
how it felt before you left
broken bones across my chest
skipping stones, it’s not impressive
cant remember
the things i’d do to feel your touch 
who could’ve guessed i cared this much
it couldn’t be me
i can’t remember 

one day
hope i see you again
some day
i know i’m just a friend 
and that’s okay
i’d have no other way
but i can’t remember

Drama Trial 
https://on.soundcloud.com/vQecydUWETREeXba7

2chill
https://on.soundcloud.com/A9TFgKt75umgsNtb7

I Can’t Remember (Feat. Drama Trial & 2chill)

Towne Lake's Insta: https://www.instagram.com/cc.drummer/

Song art by: https://www.instagram.com/hoenupagain/

Mixing by: https://soundcloud.com/1chill

@ayowitty helped with some chords!

Ending inspired By Zelda Village Theme And @nelward song seafoam green!

Wake The Fuck Up (feat. towne lake)

Double Kill

Keyboard Catwalk

This shit Mine Again (prod. Nightclub20xx) Lol

lyrics:

let me talk its my turn
ion wanna die in return
took my life out of the dust
breathe in too much feels like rust
where did u go in the first place
pain to my name in my grace
i tried to run i tried to chase it away from this
head to the pavement its always this storm
thoughts come crowd up just like a swarm
another day another pill in this moment
always in despair i need to think i need to own it
another stutter
i-i-i tried to learn i tried to forget about it all
i-i-i tried to run im standing alone in the mall
im never bored but im bored with others
they tried to chase me im running away
i am so tired
i want it (need my pills lol)
dont need it
i need it (i just want to sleep wya pills)
forget it
im dead now
forgive me (im sorry)
i dont want it
i need it right here 
im going my own way
i dont want-im made it too far (sorry)


art by: @n9kki on instagram

conclusion (prod. greentop)

woodside gardens 16 december 2012

prod @3dssucks 
shoutout everyone in ## workinprogress !
https://soundcloud.com/ways15xx :)

<3 ways - #workinprogress  (p. 3ds)

Ft @sanriorose 
prod @kurai @maknae
we heartbroken 4 valentines day

mfw (demo)

marshall5