(prod. cxrter x wisssery)

(2x)
send me reel tell me how you feel
the way you’re looking at me girl i swear you’ll kill
i love you the way you talk god it doesn’t feel real 
i want you right now baby can come here 

(brecken)
it dont mean too much to let go
but it means a lot to come near
i hate the fact that you dont even understand all of the stuff that i fear
i hate to see all of the contributions that you have made while i been here
gets harder to understand how you been feelin
but i cant go back

but i fear that i wont go back to the place that i was
but i hope that thats not a fact
it wasnt bad there
for once i was glad
i know its better off if i dont go there
but part of me dont make it too clear
its hard enough to have a good year
got a hunnid reasons not to trust peers

(2x)
send me reel tell me how you feel
the way you’re looking at me girl i swear you’ll kill
i love you the way you talk god it doesn’t feel real 
i want you right now baby can come here 

(brecken)
i cant expect you to be here
everytime that it goes wrong
i dont exceed everything going on
i tnink of the nights that we went to the pond
i could try hard but cant fake this
everything i feel is honestly fond
its been so hard on my day shift
struggling making it up to the top

(2x)
send me reel tell me how you feel
the way you’re looking at me girl i swear you’ll kill
i love you the way you talk god it doesn’t feel real 
i want you right now baby can come here

reels (feat. brecken)

produced by: cxrter & bino beats
mixed by me

lyrics;
so obsessed (so obsessed)
its been over but im still obsessed
now im upset, what words do I even try to say next
there aren't any left

all these thoughts in my head like
now shes getting undressed, shes telling him things
all i wanna do is fight
shes asleep on his chest
not answering my texts
i guess its time to give up and turn a new page
im gonna go start a new quest
its hard trying to find a path
when you dont know where to start
i remember when i was young
they told me to look in my heart
but everytime i do that
it rips me apart
falling in love hurts
especially when they leave these scars

i dont wanna trust anyone (why is everyone so fake)
i dont wanna love anyone (why is love so fake)
i just wanna be done (just end it already)


so obsessed (so obsessed)
its been over but im still obsessed
now im upset, what words do I even try to say next
there aren't any left (no words)
(it hurts, nothing works)

i opened up and now your gone
i know im a liar
i mean who wouldnt if u had my mom
im not dumb but u think i forgot
i opened up and now ur gone
and i am my moms son
like u dipped on me and u prolly hate urself
reminds me of my childhood, so who really won?
am i rly that cool, nah i knew it all along
and all these old friends, keep my name out your fucking mouth
i never changed even when the plays started to count
and my checks started to be bigger than any amount i could imagine 




obsessed

the way that im up in your playlist
I could believe I got you as a fan
that boy should go be a athlete
soon as he saw us lil brodie done ran

whole lotta shit I could care bout
most of the time I aint giving a damn

shi I been gone for a minute but honestly im still the best nothing change

family made me the way that I am right now
you just act tuff for them cameras

japanese garments is handmade
give a fuck man down

put the whole game on my back and I held it
prove to my pops that im gonna be famous

seeing you change was harder to manage
but right now ill go where im aimin at

If you wanna talk 
tell me something but I prolly wont answer
if it aint ben frank thats calling me then I prolly wont answer
if I aint invited I prolly still come I pull up with a hammer
im losing my head but im keeping it up
pockets get fatter and fatter


the way that im up in your playlist
I could believe I got you as a fan
that boy should go be a athlete
soon as he saw us lil brodie done ran

whole lotta shit I could care bout
most of the time I aint giving a damn

shi I been gone for a minute but honestly im still the best nothing change

nothing changed! (2ukko  Nico Wav)

nothing changed! (2ukko, Nico Wav)

produced by @metlast
featuring @failure404
artwork by @prod_sor on instagram

lyrics:

[@lottaheart]
i can't see straight since since i found you
i've had hearts in my eyes since i found you

it's like i'm caught in a timelapse
watching the time pass
behind the wheel,
how would you feel if i crash?
hundred on the bypass
she hates when i drive fast
if that's how you feel i'll slow it down
girl that's my bad
[x2]

[@failure404]
sick of watching the time pass
these feelings they don't last
life is moving too damn fast
been runnin' this shit, i'm gassed
fuck this life it's trash
tired of living in the past
my minds been sealed up behind a brick wall
so maybe that's why i feel trapped

i take in nothing but the bad things you said to my face
so in my head is an infection deep inside my brain
and i hate it when i let emotion in it's making me insane
why'd i do it in the first place?

still i can't ignore the part of me that's calling
it's appalling, i been in the corner balling
and i'm longing for a chance to hear you talking again

[@lottaheart]
it's like i'm caught in a timelapse
watching the time pass
behind the wheel,
how would you feel if i crash?
hundred on the bypass
she hates when i drive fast
if that's how you feel i'll slow it down
girl that's my bad
[x2]

it's my bad didn't mean to make you worry
it's my bad, yeah we're leaving in a hurry

timelapse

Lyrics 

Yeah 
I’ve got a problem and I can’t help it 
Want you all too my self I’m too selfish 
It always makes me sick, the thought of you as someone else’s 
Got me feelin helpless 
Ok
Tell me that you love me even on my lowest day 
And I know that this is genuine I see it on your face 
Tell me where have you been my whole you little ray of sunshine 
I’m glad you’re all mine 


Back track 
A couple steps 
What’s it Been like 6 years? 
Shit I forgot 
I got too much on my head 
I’m just playin how tf could I forget 
You’re the one to come and save me when my whole life was a mess 
And Wish that I could put it into words but you know me too well 
I probably fuck that up too probably far worse than you can tell 
And it’s so like you to give me paitence through this hell 
My little angel I won’t ruin the reason you fell 
I love with me 
For all eternity 
They rid you of your wings 
To put you here with me 

But enough of alll the past 
Shit 
We can  remanence
At the crib with our feet kicked up at 86 
I mean let’s talk all about here and now 
Or The future we both see With our heads in the clouds 
When I see you it feels like im dreamin
And the way I say I love you, just know I truly mean it 
The light of my life placed perfect for a reason 
The highest of highs, your the drug that I’ve been needing

Selfish (prod. boyfifty)

[hook]
could it be more than everything i wanted 
conversations with myself have never felt so haunted
deep anxiety know you could relate
i havent slept i havent eaten
 ive been losing the weight
stuck inside tracing my thoughts 
call that my deep composure
smoking more and more has ruined me 
im such a loner
get nostalgic when i think about my needed closure
its common practice 
with the trauma cause its never over

[verse]
and its not healthy its not right
all the feelings kept inside
i lay awake at night and cry
my god im turning 25
have i wasted 
wasted all my time 
im pacing back and forth with day splits
wonder why im anxious
medicated issues 
its been so hard just to face it
can you be honest when you say it
youre still the reason i dont say shit
and it could never be my favorite 
mirrors in my room to remind me 
what it came with
im my own problem and ive faced it
facing the issue i dont say shit

25 (toyema)

i cant feel anymore w/ Sendflowrs & Brecken (prod. shy)

I got some new ways now im up all eyes are on me now 
ur too lame and i dont care what u chattin bout 
two days i been high as fuck up off this loud
no shame when I pull up and I’m wreckless 
run that boy up out the city, put it off my checklist 
diamonds sitting pretty on my necklace 
she say I’m a psycho I’m infectious 
pull up with them toys we’ll leave you headless 


I don’t even like this shit I really need an exit 
imma roll a blunt or maybe 2 
im in the Lexus 
Lexus, Lexus 
yea she a crazy a bitch and she learning how to hex us, 
you know I don’t give a fuck and you know that I’ll forget this
one day imma sit back and just laugh 

I dont wanna think about it’s all in the past 
We had one argument now there’s blood up in the bath 
you know who the target is when it’s right up on ur back 
I smell all the jealousy cuz they know I’m going far

I got some new ways now im up all eyes are on me now 
ur too lame and i dont care what u chattin bout 
two days i been high as fuck up off this loud
no shame when I pull up and I’m wreckless 
run that boy up out the city, put it off my checklist 
diamonds sitting pretty on my necklace 
she say I’m a psycho I’m infectious 
pull up with them toys we’ll leave you headless

new ways [tiresss]

i got something on the way
pray for my brothers hope we all gon' be okay
ill come back but can you meet me halfway
she said dont go life could be great
im moving so slow off of this drink
but time slows when i see you
and you think i would leave you
why the hell would i leave you
why the hell would i

i aint feel it all the same way
and i feel like we aint speak in like a couple days
and we could be that couple that just drives away
im getting sick of this town
im getting sick of the frown that you make when i make another mistake yea
throw me down to the ground when my whole world is quaking
think im reviving my heart just to break it
just look me in my eyes when you resusitate it
give me cpr
pour out my heart
i hope that you like it
i hope that you like it
yea all these love songs been for you but these raps been for me
i smoke stinky im still wondering how i smell so clean
bootcut jeans im with my posse all my guys on me
top shelf hit like its designer, tastes like burberry

i got something on the way
pray for my brothers hope we all gon' be okay
ill come back but can you meet me halfway
she said dont go life could be great
im moving so slow off of this drink
but time slows when i see you
and you think i would leave you
why the hell would i leave you
why the hell would i

am i hurt i cant feel it
she scared imma do something stupid
baby i got a good thing going
you dont gotta worry
i know it makes you nervous when im home alone
and for that im sorry
she holds me
and rips those violent images out of my eyelids
i swear i sleep better when youre next to me
im nowhere
im nothing
my cold hands
are shaking
im a monster
in monsters clothing
but ill try to forget it
just like you told me to

life could be great (p. under the maple tree)

thanks to my dad for cover art again


@user-642636378

you don’t wanna talk, but it’s not up for discussion
clean me out your thoughts
seems you really wanna rush it
breaking it apart
while i’m here thinking i caught it
should’ve seen it from the start
i only pictured what i wanted

holding on
keep up you’re changing like the seasons
next minute you’ll be gone
and the winter air will breeze in
call it off
why help when you could watch me bleeding
i reminisce the days
the golden lights were gleaming

i could really use a day off
to clear my mind, collect my dark thoughts
turn out the lights
to hide all my wrongs
keep me alive
let bygones become bygones

ima shell of myself and that kid i was
2012 slowly realised they’re not showing up
i dunno where to go can you show me love
i dunno where to go ima no one

they’re so quick to point and judge
got me staring in my mirror
cuz i hate what iv become
must be something in my water
cuz im puking out my guts
girl you shouldn’t even bother, cuz i know i'm not enough

she won’t say it to my face
she won’t ever come around
unless i’m laying in my grave
soul is heavy she can’t pull me to the top
say a sorry to my mom
feel it leaking out my jaw

bygones (ft. halfhearted) [prodsecre x threemvsk]

The Ruiner

22 | songwriter, producer, engineer and vocalist

i make what i want my music isnt for everyone

email - m@scars.online

obsessed

marsmal

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