produced by kingtheta

lyrics:

dont look down
dont look down 
im falling too fast now
i cant look down
the world is coming in too fast now
why did i jump
i took the leap

now im lost and my past demons they reap
and everynight when i dream they come alive
i had some friends but they all leave
i need to come clean
and my feelings are that deep
and im letting them win
but i dont want u to leave
but u made ur choice
and i respect it
and my thought been collecting
i dont wanna be begging

but it is what it is
i tell the truth and i get punished 
its is what is 
i do my best to be different
it is what is right?
tomrrows a new day
it is what is right?
here and now focus on that
but it is what is?

dont look down
dont look down 
im falling too fast now
i cant look down
the world is coming in too fast now
why did i jump
i took the leap

the view from halfway down

Dead by dawn - resentment 
Vails x silent storm

Lyrics below:

When I wasn’t treated right
I always chose what I would find
Cus I’m not a fighter I’m more or a crier
Ohhh

But I should have done
More for myself 

Why do i resent myself
I can not listen to advice
I keep on breaking down 
i keep on giving up the fight 

It’s true I’ve tried
And failed a couple thousand of times
When youre so fucking close to the end 
And You don’t realise
I Laid down the tools
Which were helping me get through
Now I’m regretting every step that led me giving up on you 
But what was I to do
So broken and lost
Resenting myself like the rent was due 
no matter the cost
I’d of thrown it all away
To be better again
I’m a crier and a liar cus I gave up on the friends
That were there
For me
Every single day
Now the worries will remain
As each day gets more grey 

Why do i resent myself
I can not listen to advice
I keep on breaking down 
i keep on giving up the fight 

All signs point to you
But I’ll say you ruined everything I am
And everything I was 

So I’m taking over back my life
This time
I’m gonna fight until I die
I’m done taking over hits
I’m a bad bitch
And I’ll throw you away like I should
I’m taking over back my life 



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Resentment

lyrics:

Today was tough one
But tomorrow is worse
There’s bags on his eyes
And I could tell that he hurts
Ive seen how he leaves the cafe to his church
To pray away problems that always resurge
Today was a tough one
But the evening is here
To drink away problems
And drown em in spirit
And Ive watched how his clock works
From 5 at the pier
To late in his worst days
When screams thru his tears

The doorman never leaves his post
Despite harsher scheduling than most
Save for the luggage you’ve brought to my hand
There’s no weight im carrying out for no man
This building of souls could break hearts if u let it
But thanks to my age and my plights I dont sweat it
Cause the doorman wears him a face of stone
To stand as a gentle voice that welcomes u home

Take a load off Annie
Take a load for free
Take a load of Annie 
Put the load right on me 
A woman in a skunk skin and mink lined coat
Is smoking half a cigarette before she elopes
Her boyfriend she’s built her life around is a joke
His mistress helped him proof read the vows he had wrote
An old man that shouldn’t be left driving his car
Is buckled up to have himself a scotch at the bar
His eyes serve him a stigmatism under these lights
While children play at the crosswalk and pedal their bikes
A three piece rental without loose change for a tie
Is heaving with a sorrow fit for a friend that had died
These sights will hit my chest and gift emotions ill hide
And the job I hold gets harder as my stifle my cry

The doorman never leaves his post
Despite harsher scheduling than most
Save for the luggage you’ve brought to my hand
There’s no weight im carrying out for no man
This building of souls could break hearts if u let it
But thanks to my age and my plights I dont sweat it
Cause the doorman wears him a face of stone
To stand as a gentle voice that welcomes u home

a doormans plight (yunnygoldz)

lyrics:

Taken out of my box and put in ur hands to dirty my packaging 
I would hate to cause an upset but im half alive my brain is just haemorrhaging
Blood from out my head down my chin and on to my clothes it covers my everything
Buckets of it beat from my chest pour through these cracks and shape into angel wings

Teeth in ironbound clasps attack at my heels and bite thru my shuffling
When My leg came off in that trap I licked my own wounds and carried on travelling
Time and time again my own mouth has opened up wounds we left to be yesterdays
Its like Everyone but myself has grown to this cold while I am left trembling 

Taken out of my box and put in ur hands to dirty my packaging 
I would hate to cause an upset but im half alive my brain is just haemorrhaging
Blood from out my head down my chin and on to my clothes it covers my everything
Buckets of it beat from my chest pour through these cracks and shape into angel wings

I get Taken out of my box and melted on coals forgot in this fireplace
A voice I recognize well is choking on words attempting to ease the pain but its useless
Its useless
No matter the path that he chooses
Its riddled with bruises 
In the violence
He realizes now he is clueless
Oh hes useless

Taken out of my box and put in ur hands to dirty my packaging 
I would hate to cause an upset but im half alive my brain is just haemorrhaging
Blood from out my head down my chin and on to my clothes it covers my everything
Buckets of it beat from my chest pour through these cracks and shape into angel wings


angel wings (sorrowbringer x pizzle)

NASTY - DEAD BY DAWN
vocals from vails & silent storm.

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Nasty

DESIRE

prod. @wubz <3
art by kagitasuimen with design + photography by disk_motif

holding
I can't let you know me
I can barely think straight I'm still hoping
take your knife and mold me
I'm caught in your arms now caught in you're-
and i'm caught in your arms now
holding my hands out
pray that you're right
that you'll figure it all out (relish)

that's right - that's right - that's right
you told me last night last night it's fine
don't hold me i'll cry - i'll cry - i'll cry
cause I hate the way you look at-

and i'm caught in your arms now
holding my hands out
pray that you're right
that you'll figure it all out
making it worthless
thought that it'd hurt less
I let my guard down
carved like a knife- I'm-

I don't wanna know you now
feel like I've fallen down
took the time to find my heart
and you stole it from me
and I can't get up 
my legs are still broken
my heart is still stolen 
I need the piece that you're still
holding
I can't let you know me
I can barely think straight I'm still hoping
take your knife and mold me
I'm caught in your arms now caught in you're-

held by my halo
talk but say it slow
do it all over
you'll be my holder I
can't seem to stay long
wish for it all gone
do it all over
you'll be my hold- hold -hold
held by my halo
talk but say it slow
do it all over
you'll be my holder I
can't seem to stay long
wish for it all gone
do it all over
you'll be my (re-re re)

guide me slowly talk cause I can't speak I
hear you talking for me
can't get the words out
feel like I'm hurt now
all that you told me 
lies just to hold-

that's right - that's right - that's right
you told me last night last night it's fine
don't hold me i'll cry - i'll cry - i'll cry
cause I hate the way you look at-

that's right - that's right - that's right
you told me last night last night it's fine
don't hold me i'll cry - i'll cry - i'll cry
cause I hate the way you look at-
and i'm caught in-

and i'm caught in your arms now
holding my hands out
pray that you're right
that you'll figure it all out - out -out
held by my halo
talk but say it slow
do it all over
you'll be my holder I
can't seem to stay long
wish for it all gone
do it all over
you'll be my holder

holder「wubz」

nonprofit soundcloud exclusive 

lyrics:
There’s Still some pain inside 
the chest 
I keep my diamonds in 
I’m so obsessed 
with all the thoughts I’m having 
Inside my head 
All these melodies drive me crazy I wish that I could get them Outside my head 
your energy was so damn contagious but now it’s poisoning me 
I wish that this was a dream 
cause at least then I could awake
Awake
From the pain 
The pain

outsidemyhead (prod. secre x wraith)

sore loser (prod. holy mountain)

i cannot stay the same
i must evolve
i must change
as soon as i find my brain
i can escape this twisted place
i've never been one to stay
never intended to live to this day
but somehow i stay the same
as much as i tried i still remain

i hate how i never know
the reason why i'm fucking up
i hate how i gotta go
to other realms to feel i'm loved
i hate how i never seem
to be enough
and i don't seem to understand
just why they've never given up
on me
baby i just wanna feel ur body
tell me if im coming off too gaudy
i just need to feel u lying on me
show me what i need to do
and baby i will do it for u
show me what i need to be
i will try my best to accomplish that

i cannot stay the same
i must evolve
i must change
as soon as i find my brain
i can escape this twisted place
i've never been one to stay
never intended to live to this day
but somehow i stay the same
as much as i tried i still remain

evolve (tiedforsilver)

credit to deliriancy for the cover art

i dont really know my place
but i try my best
at least im here with u
and i'm feeling safe
enough that i can rest
there's a lot of different
ways to say all the shit i say
but to sum it up
i wish that i was dead
oh i'm just in my head

i'm so dramatic at times
but i wont admit
that i need help
i'm too passive at times
and i won't express
how i really feel
i feel bad in the night
but the devil don't care
i already signed the deal

you're so beautiful
i don't know why you even care
i'm so unusual
i dunno what i'm doing here
i was never fixable
i really tried it just doesn't work
oh it just never worked
i really wish it did
it only ever hurt
in my twisted head 
but you kinda help
and it means a lot
and i won't forget
all the things you taught

i never really knew my place
but at least i know it contains your face
it's where your touch resides
there's a lotta different ways to say
all the shit i feel
but i get so scared
of how it gets too real

i dont really know my place
but i try my best
at least im here with u
and i'm feeling safe
enough that i can rest
there's a lot of different
ways to say all the shit i say
but to sum it up
i wish that i was dead
oh i'm just in my head

ur right there but where am i? (prod. cxrter x threemvsk)

22 | songwriter, producer, engineer and vocalist

i make what i want my music isnt for everyone

email - m@scars.online

the view from halfway down

marsmal

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