Your Gay

it's a weird one. made w samples from a convo w my besties

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lyrics:
(Check one
Uh uh
Lemme tell you how I feel, uh, uh
All the lovers in the club put your hands up
All the fuckers in the club put your hands up
Lemme show you how I feel
Bring your heart out
Put the love up
Turn the love up
Put your hands up)

What are we, 'cuz I don’t feel at home when I'm at home in your arms
What’s going on with us, will somebody have to ring the alarm?
Wait, sorry, you and me deserve to feel just like this every time but we don’t 'cuz I sweat and you choke and we’re both feeling stupid for loving each other
If I’m lying then honestly that scare me 'cuz i think that it’s real
You’re trying to cheer me up inside because that’s just how you feel
Who’s dying? me and you deserve to act like we’re at anything else then a funeral: don’t wanna play wanna joke wanna laugh wanna fuck and kiss after

And I’m a walking disaster
Changed my life for the better but that don’t make it better, yeah,
That don’t heal scabs quicker
Clean conscience, clear mind
I could deconstruct myself a million times but that won’t make blood thicker

So what about you makes you so special that you think you can take my love?
I don’t want something else to spring up and step between us
Color haired girl meets RGB boy I’ve seen it a million times so
What about you makes you so special that you think you can take my love?

Who’s trying? 'cuz I don’t see the effort in the room with us now
Deep sighing, does it take energy out of you to have me around?
Why bother?
Both of us deserve to find somebody who is like us but we’re in love with us and somebody like me could never be somebody like us

Like what?
I’m sad for what?
My bad for what?
You’re obsessed with ipad, for what?
Lay my cards out like what?
I’m so “what am I without you” you’re “so what?”
Write checks for what?
Have sex for what?
Love you for what?
Fuck me for what?
Lay our guns down like what?
We’ve been goin' at each others throats so

What about you makes you so special that you think you can take my love?
I don’t want something else to spring up and step between us
Crazy ass girl meets excellent boy I’ve seen it a million times so
What about you makes you so special, yeah, 'cuz you’re so special

What about me makes me so special that I think I deserve your love?
You don’t want someone else to spring up and step between us
Himbolike switch meets scary weird bitch you’ve been through it hundreds of times
What about me makes me so special that I think I deserve your love?

(Oh, your love
Oh, I deserve your love
Your love
Oh, oh)

What about you makes you so special?
What about me makes me so special?
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released September 11, 2024
vocals by Fraxiom Music
production by Spencer Hawk
Mastered by Ryan Schwabe
Recorded in Leeds, UK and Chicago, IL in 2024

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