30 Day Songwriting Challenge 2017

Such and such crossed the road
They way it's been told
Don't confuse lack of care
For a lack of control
I've been mistaken before...
Now it's hard to disguise 
The real goings on
Don't confuse inspiration
With packing a bong
I've been mistaken before...

I shed private...ly
It's inside of me
I take things so hard
Left with permanent scars

I shed private...ly
It's inside of me
I take things so hard
Left with permanent scars 

Almost tapped out of angst
The well has run dry
Don't confuse repetition
For a single-track mind
I've been mistaken before...

Day 1 - I Shed Private

Somehow I'm always scared
Can't sleep, but I still dream
Facing the real scenes of my worst nightmare
Just thought you oughta know
 
Somehow it's been too good 
About due for a tragedy
With mental casualties and it's understood
Just thought you oughta know

Why does everyone I idolize
End up an addict or a suicide? 
Where does my future lie? 
What do I see in them? Why do I believe in them?
And would you be surprised?
Would you be surprised?

Day 2 - Idolz

I can't afford cocaine
But we can huff spray paint
If you trynna get cray cray
And party on a Hard Wednesday, yah
My gas tank on empty, yah
I've been gainin weight, gettin hefty yah
You don't know the kinda shit I'm on
Toyota Avalon, steady bumpin Mastodon

Pockets so empty need a favor please
You knew the deal when you agreed to meet
Cut a snickers into skinny pieces
It can feed two people if we make it, baby
I can't be out too late
I got an opening shift the next day
Man I hate the middle of the week
Switch up my shifts, but it feels the same

Look what ya done

Day 3 - TheHardWednsdy

Day 4 - Lazy Jam

Day 5 - Black Crash Bandicoot

Day 8 - I got the bad ending in Indigo Prophecy (inst)

2017-2018 30 Day Songwriting Challenges. Complete blank slate this year, it'll all be right here.  Follow the (mostly? sorta? not always?) fictional tales of some dude,

If any days from 2017 are missing it's because they were especially shitty. Shocking, I know.

Day 8 - I got the bad ending in Indigo Prophecy (inst)

Muhammad I-E