RAIN DROPS

lyrics:

deathn syndicate
fuck yo fuckin face
I ain't goin' back and forth with them 
they gotta pay
They ain't talkin' no bread with me
they ass gets slayed
Im finna put all these racks on E
n get away
get away
deathn syndicate
aint no way
we aint fuckin playin
get away
deathn syndicate
we aint fuckin friendly in the first place
nah

raindrop, hope that bitch is gettin knocked
walkin all around
feening for some luck
got a bad bitch
that is done been fucked
cultists all aroud me
they be throwin rocks
deathn syndicate
fuck yo fuckin face man
fuck yo fuckin face
we aint fuckin friendly in the first place
fuck it up lil bitch u get slayed
i smoked yo hoe cause she late
i do these drugs to ease the pain
my mind is gone i needa break

Deathn Syndicate (Prod. Glockley)

calling me from the dark w/ Tommy Blve

My life deaded, fix,
Everything I been, holding sick,
With the dead, I ain't let up since,
I couldn't tuck it again,
See you hide what you're dealing,
I only wanted to heal it,
She finna taste my villain,
Baby been cravin the feeling,

Closed up,
Rip you back, feel the legs rush,
Shake it off, pull your hair up,
Don't feel the pain where your nails cut,
Blood rush, it's no buddy stuff,
You been mine since the covers shut,
See my side, you could teach enough,
We ain't need to do no cover up,
Hand cuffed to your lips,
Feel me runnin through your skin,
You ain't feelin him again,
Long live till we spin,
Baby you goin love when I do that,
She know I cum we she lean back
Lift her up, till the walls crack,
Ima feed it till you talk back,

She ain't goin hurt me,
And I been the worst thing,
Ripping my face off,
She wanna curse me,
And we don't dash off,
Fly out first thing,
Let the morning be,
We just let it see,
I'm so broke it seems,
You been healing me,
Baby hold you down,
she goin love me,
I'm so broke it seems,
You been healing me,
Baby hold you down,
she goin love me,

quiet home

Watch The Blood Flow ft. MCH6 (Prod. Takeer)

music video - https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=3z55ZTAnFPs
produced by me
thank you beautiful people

offerings (MUSIC VIDEO IN DESCRIPTION)

Covered my lips 
In black.
Now I rip and tear
I can’t escape 
I can’t escape 
I can’t 
Now I can’t escape 
Fuck it up running through my hands again 
I just wish you were here for me.
It’s like I can’t even breathe without you here. 
When it’s all these drugs they consume and I can’t feel. 
When I've been wishing for my own death an I can’t an can’t.
I got knifes and there in my back.
I promise I can’t.
These drugs got me fucked up.
I wish you could see
I wish you could see it
I wish you could see it
I wish you could see it
Yeah I wish you could see it
Running through covered in blood I see you. 
Closing my eyes, I fuck it up an I like it yeah. 
I love when the blood falls.
I love when I’m covered in blood. It calls it calls.

(Crook:
Im no longer healing
You dont know the feeling 
To stare at the ceiling 
While my blood is spilling
Fuck it take it to one to neck
The only way out is by death
Ugh
Bury me cover my flesh
Im done with this
Lay me to rest)

Call My Name (Ft. Crook)(p. takizava)

Your tongue is so bitter 
Let the darkness bleed through 
I fall and I feel ill again 
Seeing you
I love the way you like to fall apart 
You think that’s what I’ve said
The pills are in your head…
So you think that’s what I said
Your off it again.

Off It (p. takizava)

@rvxhenri

lyrics;

kill her slowly 
she sad and lonely
she told me to hold her tight plz dont leave me 
how can i deny this when you made me like this
i dont wanna hurt you but i like when im violent

ate her wings 
now shes falling on me 
all i hear is a storm 
now tell me what does that mean
in my head im lost can you free me 
cutting in her bedroom 
the cuts are all above her knee 

this is not real this is all in my head
this is not real this is all in my head
this is not real this is all in my head
this is not real this is all in my head

schizophrenic mystery
they all wanna know me
pathogenic injury
my brain too fried from everything

kill her slowly she sad and lonely
she told me to hold her tight plz dont leave me 
how can i deny this when you made me like this
i dont wanna hurt you but i like when im violent

at the motel 
where i promised id be there for you
tell me another secret
tell me something that i aint knew
put your heart together 
i cant stand the fact its split in two
if you want me here 
i gotta know what u been through

this is not real this is all in my head
this is not real this is all in my head
this is not real this is all in my head
this is not real this is all in my head

INSECT_WINGS <all in my head> [prod. henri]

im not known to break
baby hold my hand
just leave me around

ive been drowning in this loneliness
i dont know
do you, think that
you know, you don't
calling your phone, i don't know
ive been searching for a long time
do you, know how hard it is to be me

i don't want you
you only hurt me
am i a joke to you

im sick of fucking drowning my pain
in this bottle i can't
everyone deserves this
im feeling worthless

i fucking hate you
i dont wanna see you breath
all my fucking energy
taken all away
no one, cares for me
i should stay away

these spiders

prod. whitecxffin x lava

lyrics:

just want to escape this fucking pain
just want someone to show an ounce of change
nothing ever seems to go my way
fight it in this bottle of endless drink
failing everything, cant you see that?
fill my cup until i can see black

EVERYTHING HURTING ME NOW
OCD RUNS SO DEEP IN ME CANT YOU FUCKING SEE?
CUT MYSELF JUST TO FEEL BETTER ABOUT ME
DROWN MY SORROWS IN THIS BOTTLE 
JUST WANTED TO FEEL ALRIGHT
YOU WENT SO FAR
LETHARGIC EMBELLISHED OBJECTS
I PUT MY SOUL IN THIS
I HATE YOU, I HATE YOU

2much + @whitecxffin

kill ebola soundcloud: https://soundcloud.com/killebov

kill ebola - grave (prod. lux)

Lyrics: Standing at what was apart of you.
The light shatters in my eye
I see through you, this lonely night

Knife in my hand
Do you wish it was closer
You wish it was closer
You just want closure 

Fall apart again
I want to hear your voice 
I was once like you
I want it all to end

(Arch1t3ct: I'd show u a place u've been never before, welcome to my new home, it is infinite void
doors are closing
final words are spoken
I'm gone
I'm gone
I'm gone)

I got the dope in my lungs
Cause I can’t stand 
To feel anything much 
I got the pain and I want the hurt
Why does it get me alone. 
Why do I see myself hanging from ropes
The painting on the walls they stare audience grows
Why do I think this
Why do I see

see through you Ft. Arch1t3ct (p. winter ghost)

Lyrics: 
Signal all these problems have me looking outside. 
Open the blinds see them creeping at night. 
Cuts all on my body on my neck and my thighs. 
I just never cared to fucking live in this life.
Alright
Stupid motherfuckers want to talk about “everybodywill really want to try it out.”
Like you gonna be the reason that I don’t want to feel.
You won’t talk about it, the times you fucking kill me. 
You gonna talk about the drugs you gonna spill. 

Now I’m on my own I’m On my mind.
Fuck your even mean You was lying.

Everyone keep talking like they righteous
I’m just on the floor bitch I’m crying.

Sick of all these stupid motherfuckers.
Speaking about another fucker.

I got my problems they inside my home.
Every single time I talk I fucking cry alone.

You just want something over me.

These bitches talk these bitches want my dick. They just make me sick.
I’m just on my own. 
Again and again.
Drugs make me feel better.
Again and again
I just smoke.
That bitch is on dope.

Spotify

3:47am (P. ColdWind)

Lyrics: I’m calling for you deeper now
I’m calling for you deeper now 
Last night was your last chance to dance and you did that...
In that beautiful blue dress
Your body is on the floor cold as ever,
And you look so pretty 
And you look so pretty to me.
Those black eyes and everything else.
And I’m reaching out one last time and your not here.
Those razors hurt
Those razors hurt
Those razors hurt...

One last day on earth
One last time I’ll see your face light up with love

I Seen You As My Corpse Bride (p. takizava)

dedicated to my pup mia who is no longer here i love you 

LYRICS:

RED EYES IS ALL I SAW 
IM STUCK THERES NO POINT AT ALL 

SAYING GOODBYE IS WHAT HAUNTS ME 
I WISH I DID AND IM SO LOST BECAUSE

I CANT I CANT GET UP
IM SO LOST 

IT ALL ENDS UP THE SAME 
ONE DAY I WILL BE IN THE SAME PLACE

I CANT I CANT GET UP
IM SO LOST

SEEYOUNEVER - LOST (PROD.FENDI444)

Lyrics: Eyes stay closed and the drugs stay close to me what the fuck do you even see in me
Listen up keep your eyes on me one last time before I bleed
I fuck it up again
Listen close 
I see what’s on your mind
I see I’m a ghost 
See that inside 
See that I’m broke
The fuck you even think when you think of me. 

I can’t go on
I can’t go on
I can’t go on
I can’t go on
(I can’t go on)
I can’t even lie to you I can’t even lie for this. Speaking my mind let me go. Fuck you even think that I know. Blood drip from my eyes I’m cold, heart is so colder then. 
Ice in my chest like I know this shit 
Covered in blood when I’m over this coughing up blood like I can’t admit 
Coughing up blood like I’m high as shit 
Coughing up everything that I ever said
Cause I can’t talk 
I’m so anxious and I can’t talk
I’m so in my fucking head like you are not 
Why you even speak to me 
The fuck you even mean to me
I just want to be with me 
Alone in my head easily. 

Sleep:
Nowhere here,
Lonely still,
Run from me
All of me,
Avoided all you could be 
Doesn’t mean anything,
I don’t know how I can breathe
Your fucking blame me
Still fucking hate me
Never confronted evade me.
You saved me from dark right,
Frustrated alone nothing feel right.
Don’t feel right
Just the way it feels right
You won’t understand how I feel right

Always on my own no more home a depressed fuck,
Always on my own tryna get my fucking racks up,
I don’t wanna know none yo homies think they deathn.
I’m just tryna go, say no more, I’m so sick ugh.

Eyes Stay Closed Ft. sleepisformortals (p. vermin)

Mary Mortem is an anomaly.
The pale-faced solo artist pulls from a myriad of influences from postpunk to witch house to post metal. They use this sound palette to paint gloomy, anguished worlds of unique expression, polished in physical isolation to then be framed on the Internet. Each project is a different strain of eclectic pairings, but it’s the eclecticism that helps unify Mary’s body of work.
The titles will quickly inform the listener that dark feelings lie ahead. Elegiac grunge guitars and moody ambiance transform into punchy beats and distorted bass over cathartic song progressions, swinging from malnourished moments of depression to explosions of furious anxiety.
Angst-drenched lyrics about pain, dysphoria, and death are purged into freeform prose reminiscent of emo songwriting, and they are performed through a dramatic range of vocal styles. Mary Mortem seamlessly traverses from emotive alt-rock fuzz vox to sullen autotuned meandering to monstrous screaming. None of it feels out of place, and though Mary’s indulgent delivery often overwhelms the clarity of the lyrics, it speaks for them through sheer expressiveness while elevating the music.
Mary Mortem is dark, abrasive, experimental, and antisocial.
Mary Mortem, is not for most people. Arguably, it does not intend to appease anyone at all but its creator. It simply lives, unto itself, in the dark forest of Mary’s work. There, apart from the greater chaos of the world, it thrives, like a cryptid, in the shadows.

Eyes Stay Closed Ft. sleepisformortals (p. vermin)

Mary Mortem

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