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These background vocals make me feel like there is wind gusting through my hollow body 

D/S$0C1AT/0N

HXLX - BLOODY TEARS W/CITRATE

Covered my lips 
In black.
Now I rip and tear
I can’t escape 
I can’t escape 
I can’t 
Now I can’t escape 
Fuck it up running through my hands again 
I just wish you were here for me.
It’s like I can’t even breathe without you here. 
When it’s all these drugs they consume and I can’t feel. 
When I've been wishing for my own death an I can’t an can’t.
I got knifes and there in my back.
I promise I can’t.
These drugs got me fucked up.
I wish you could see
I wish you could see it
I wish you could see it
I wish you could see it
Yeah I wish you could see it
Running through covered in blood I see you. 
Closing my eyes, I fuck it up an I like it yeah. 
I love when the blood falls.
I love when I’m covered in blood. It calls it calls.

(Crook:
Im no longer healing
You dont know the feeling 
To stare at the ceiling 
While my blood is spilling
Fuck it take it to one to neck
The only way out is by death
Ugh
Bury me cover my flesh
Im done with this
Lay me to rest)

Call My Name (Ft. Crook)(p. takizava)

Produced by Daedric Prince
Mixed & Mastered by HeavyLungs

Lyrics:
Live laugh
Nights I grown cold
I fear you want me home
After you see you kept me awake 
Answer did I
Even out the pain
Look in your eyes all you despise 
Tearing at your flesh again
After all this time 
running from life
Running from life 
After all of this time 
Left all alone and I wanted out
This pressure created nothing but doubt 
Bloodied the towels 
Stained the bed sheets oh frown
I was alone 
while the drugs kept you out 
Slow down my love I forgave you in the end. Hurry back 
back home there was something left unsaid. 
All I wanted was my mommy but she was swept, Into the other room where there was meth for her instead 
The needle it’s been left unfed again
Hurry back to your room 
where you locked yourself in. 
Look in your eyes all you despise 
Tearing at your flesh again
After all this time running from life
Running from life 
After all of this time 
Raised us, in needles and fire 
Drugs kept you in
It just kept you higher
Raised us in needles and fire
The drugs kept you in your room 
You get higher
All those nights I needed you 
I needed you
There was a vacancy instead
At 14 I was used to being 
left for dead then
I was used to to being left

Darling, You Couldn't Even Imagine What I've Seen

im not known to break
baby hold my hand
just leave me around

ive been drowning in this loneliness
i dont know
do you, think that
you know, you don't
calling your phone, i don't know
ive been searching for a long time
do you, know how hard it is to be me

i don't want you
you only hurt me
am i a joke to you

im sick of fucking drowning my pain
in this bottle i can't
everyone deserves this
im feeling worthless

i fucking hate you
i dont wanna see you breath
all my fucking energy
taken all away
no one, cares for me
i should stay away

these spiders

produced by mary mortem
mixed by colton jean and cassidy mandel

lyrics: Say it’s too hard to breathe
Just wait a little longer
It’s promised the pain will cease 
Reach for salvation 
sick of the waiting 
In passion and pain they’ll be. 
Lovers lose patience 
We turn to the traitors an eat
An now can you breathe?
Now can you?
(Save those puppy eyes for another time
Now I come to you, with knifes in my back that’s what you’ve done.)
Save those puppy eyes 
That’s what you do
And Ill waste this all on you
Now that you’ve got a gun
You feel so cool
Swallow the pills 
And watch as the sky turns…
Weight of the world an it’s all on you.
I hope you overdose, it’s cool for you.
We love to watch you fall again
And again and again you bitch.
Reach for salvation 
sick of the waiting 
In passion and pain they’ll be. 
Lovers lose patience 
We turn to the traitors an eat
An now can you breathe?

Reach For Salvation

do you cry for me?
Produced By: youji2k
Mixed & Mastered By: MVZI
Art Designed By: FXCKJAMiE & MVZI

@mvzi
@youjiiiii
@fxckyoujamie

Lyrics:

Take some time away
I know you need it
Form myself again
My souls redeeming

Filled my solitude
Would it hurt if you tried too
I hope you’re doing alright
Are you hurt
Do you cry

Do you cry for me
When you laying in bed
Did you hear what I said
Do you hate who I am

Would you try it again
If I gave you the chance
Do you cry for me
Do you cry for me

Would you die for me
Cause I would die for you
No matter where you take me
I’ll follow you

I know it’s hard to stay
Cause you’ve been used
It’s okay
If you take time away

Take some time away
I know you need it
Form myself again
My souls redeeming

do you cry for me?

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to everyone ive hurt Im sorry

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RUDE w/CRYINGAGAIN

The album "Ashes Bloom: Dark vs Light" is a double story told through sound.
The first half — Darkness — carries the weight of broken hearts, shadows, and fading echoes.
The second half — Light — reflects the same emotions in a brighter, more intimate way, like flowers rising from ashes.

Each track exists in duality: one is dramatic, the other is alive. Together, they create a journey through loss, transformation, and rebirth — a mirror of a soul rediscovering itself.

This is not just music. It’s a confession, a haunting dream, and a gentle resurrection.

Ashes Bloom: Dark vs Light

Crimson Veins - Light

@wretch-gang @prodbyraid

Never listen, fight my intuition
Popping my prescriptions, I want my life
On a mission, she a new addiction
What you wishing?  I want my life

I got all night you ain't never talk right
Imma get mine six flip three nine
I gotta get it then go, fuck on and dip on the road
Riddle to rhyme and you know, tears down the eyes of a goat
Picking a part the pieces of my heart I feel nauseous
All the seas upon my thoughts and my conscious
I see god up on the streets and he watch us
Fuck with me two bars a piece in the process
I know it, it's up to mind and token
Just check the fucking rollie
She know it, we fucking at the moment
With what is left I'm growing

[Hook]

Mortal (骗子)

Mortal (骗子) [prod. raid]

ALL 
THIS 
TIME 
I SPENT 
I WONT REPENT 
WE ARE TECHNICALLY CYBORGS WHO WANT LIFE TO END 
I WILL SCREAM IN YOUR FACE 
YOU CANT ERASE 
ANYTHING THAT YOU'VE DONE 
WE ARE ALL OUT OF PLACE 
AY 

BABY THIS IS BIGGER THAN US 
HOW ARE WE ALL MADE FROM DUST 
WHATEVER HAPPENED TO MY TRUST 
I ADMIT 
WE ALL KNOW THAT WERE SICK 
EVERYTHING THAT WE DO IS CONTROLLED BY A MIST 

NO ITS NOT ENOUGH 
NO ITS NOT ENOUGH 
IVE BEEN FEELING ANGER 
SINCE THE DAY MY MOTHER THREW ME UP 
I AM FEELING CAUTIOUS AROUND MY SURROUNDINGS 
YOU FUCKS MAKE ME SICK 
AND I’D SLAUGHTER YOU GLADLY 

DON'T PLAY WITH THAT KNIFE 
YOU WILL GET CUT OR YOU'LL DIE ON THE FLY 
DON'T PLAY WITH THAT KNIFE 
IF YOU GET CUT I WILL DRINK FROM YOUR LIFE 

AY

HIGH QUALITY HERE

KNIFE_PLAY (FEAT. TERROR!) [PROD. RIOT_ANGEL, JULIEN ANDREAS & ICON SOUTH]

Here comes the red.. 
Here comes the black.. 
Here comes the things that keep on pulling me back 

And it hurts me 
All these thoughts in my head, need a surgery 
To the tip of my tongue is a question 
Will i ever know lessons? 

LIES 
SURROUNDING MY MENTAL REALITY 
CRIES 
AS THE PURITY CRUMBLES INSIDE AND IT DRIES 
EVERYDAY THE DECAY IS BEATIfedefefefdwxfqxsNG AT MY MIND 
I THINK ITS TIME TO RIP MY BODY FROM MY SPINE (higher/faster) 

BABY WE SO CRAZY 
AND ALL OF THE THINGS THAT HAVE MADE ME 
MAYBE WE SHOULD JUST SAY “FUCK” TO THE TRAGEDY OF MY MAKING 
WHY WOULD ANY OF US LIKE TO HAVE BEEN BORN? 
ALL THE PAGES WE SAY WERE ON THEY ARE OFFICIALLY TORN 
IM GONNA LYNCH YOU 
FRENCH YOU 
PUT WHAT I AM WORTH DEEP IN YOU 
I’ll MELT LIKE PLASTIC 
SPASTIC 
IN YOUR STOMACH ACID 
MERGE WITH 
EGGS 
TO FEED YOUR CHILDREN THIS MORNING 
A SIDE OF BREAD 
SOMETHING COLLAPSE 
SHIT KEEPS PULLING ME BACK 

I AM YOUR DEEPEST 
YOUR DARKEST EXPERIENCE 
I KNOW WHAT YOU 
GET OFF TOO 
ITS TIME TO EXPOSE THE TRUTH 
THAT 

I CHANGE MY EMOTIONS 
DEPENDS ON THE POISON 
EFFECTS ALL MY CHOICES 
THE REST IS JUST NOISES 
BUT 
IRONICALLY I MAKE NOISE 
ILL MAKE YOU MY LITTLE TOY 
PULL YOUR HATE FROM MY RIBS 
WHO ELSE IS GONNA GUIDE THESE KIDS? 

When the earth dies and the sun fries 
Who’s gonna guide your kids 

FACE YOUR WORLD 
DONT FACE YOUR FACTS 
IF YOU DECLINE ILL TAKE YOU BACK 
ILL GRAB YOUR NECK NOW WATCH ME CRACK 
ILL PULL OUT EVERY TEETH AND PLAQUE I 

TAKE EVERYTHING THAT YOU THOUGHT OF ME AND THEN I BURN IT 

PICK YOUR POISON

MEZOFADE [PROD. RIOT_ANGEL]

@prodaura
@kingwicked

Gone
All my patience is gone
I'm finna throw up
Feelin weaker everyday
I'm finna go off 
From the cradle to grave
I'm gonna path my way
I'm gonna pass away 
I feel no pain I've been so Isolated
You like these places but you still frustrated
You got me fucked up
I can't concentrate now
I feel like I am to blame that I'm wasted

Isolation (Prod. Aura)

romeo was too late. ｡.:* ☆:**

Lyrics: Everything so make believe in your head.
I’m tired, everything so off putting in my head I’ve grown tired.

Waste away my life with you taking your stuff out my skull again. 
Easy we’re waiting for you 
Where I wait for the truth in all of this. 
I can’t believe anything
Your touching me in ways
Your begging for my death
I’m begging for two days.

I’m sick and tired, all your banter, all your answers, its driving me insane. 

You want me to push away.

Keep Me Quiet (p. takizava)

Lyrics: Got dirt under my fingers nails and dirt on my face.
I’ve been sleeping on the floor tired and hungry. But I’ve done it to myself 
It’s all complicated but you can’t even imagine what life is like what life is like this way. 
Cuts on my wrist tears on my face
I can’t stand to live (hold on)
no food inside me
What’s the point of this
What’s the point of living 
What’s the point of this 
What’s the point of it (hold on)
(Do what they have said)
These pills are hard to swallow so sick
So sick so sick I’m so sick 
So sick of everything 
These pills are hard to swallow
Higher then Ive ever been I don’t want to feel a thing.
I just want to be okay.
These pills, hard to swallow...
These pills, hard to swallow...
These pills, hard to swallow...
Sick and tired of the person I’ve became I wish I could take a look at myself 
The way I did when I was a kid 
I promised myself I wouldn’t do this
Now I’m fucked up and so high 
I don’t want to fucking leave my bed
I wish I would never be like this 
This person that I had in my head
Had in my head
Had in my head.

Head Like Gallows (p. takizava & Daedric prince)

Mary Mortem

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