The effect this song has on me, has no limits. ⚰️

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lyrics

though i run from it gets closer
Invoking waters
Where you come from
To the other side
I loved you in the darkness
Tell me your wish ill make it
Walking through the snow so blind
I wouldn’t wish your demise
Walking through the snow so blind
Wait till the other side

dark garden

Straight from the Void ( Pt.3 )

Beauty Underneath

Lyrics: You can hold your arms down
I can’t feel a thing 
Disgusted that you can see me
Don’t cry again

In the dark like you can never see me. feeling dead never felt so easy. You can only see me when I’m covering my face. I know the way that you look at me and you peel the skin off my face just to see, everything that I’m lying about.  

I’m stuck in secrets cause secrets is what keeps me by myself and alone.
It’s not easy. Why can’t you see in the dark.

Stay Away From Me

Lyrics: Keep me up all night 
Now I keep your head up at night 
Oh, I’ve always been thinking about you.
I don’t want to kill you, but I want to die
It’s these nightmares I have where I’m killing you.
It’s these nightmares I have where I’m hurting you.

I Dont Want To Hurt You, An Intro

Lyrics: 
This where 
I go.

This disguise 
Is all I have.
Staring out the glass
And I see this reflection.
And I don’t like it no.
And I don’t want to see it.
And I don’t recognize 
And I don’t want to see...
(I can’t wake up
So I run away
And I ran away again.
This homeless mess I am.)

Head Of A Hare

Tommy Blve:

Bury me with all of my sins
Bury me locked away
Bury me with all of my sins
Never get too comfortable

I wanna feel something other than pain
I wanna feel like i did back then
I want my innocence back like I’m young
I wanna wake in the warmth of the sun

Takeer:

Suicide
Sippin on cyanide
I can't find or die.
I don't know if I know why
I'm sippin this cyanide
All this cyanide
We gonna stay tonight
We ain't afraid to die
Ah, sight, sippin on cyanide
We ain't afraid to die.


Oh, death, sight
Sippin on cyanide
We ain't afraid to die

Bury Me feat. Tommy Blve (Prod. Voidex)

Lyrics: I wasn’t ready,
And you keep shutting me out.
I wasn’t ready and you keep breaking me down...

Why are you begging?
You knew I wasn’t ready for that.
You treat me like a sex symbol. 

Forced me into it
While I struggled to find air.

What You Took From Me (p. vermin)

Lyrics: Curtain of time do you still love me 
(Mary)

My life is worthless 
Times a curtain.
Cover me till death...
Pray that you will see the god that you’d
spent all your time in stress.
While I’m 
Alone, I’ve seen what’s inside of it.
I’ve seen my skin split into.
I’ve seen my mother on her knees 
praying I’d stay in this life. 

(Takeer)
I see through this broken glass 
Sold my heart and break the past 
Tell you things I never did
Take my heart out make it stop
Ive been so non stop
Silence
I break the forces

Curtain Of Time Do You Still Love Me Ft. Takeer (P. winter ghost)

Lyrics: Won’t forget the time you kissed my face 
eye to eye
All the nights we fought We hate to say 
There’s been better times.
I just wish I never hurt you then
Turn off those lights
I wish Id known if your alright 
Wish to only hear my name.

When you cry 
I’m by your side.
I asked you what you wanted then
You say you want a better life
You say you want it all inside.

I just wish I was a better man.

I tried, after the pain I shared 
After the blood
After the pain I shared 
After the blood
It was all for you

Mother Nature Love Me Kindly

dedicated to my pup mia who is no longer here i love you 

LYRICS:

RED EYES IS ALL I SAW 
IM STUCK THERES NO POINT AT ALL 

SAYING GOODBYE IS WHAT HAUNTS ME 
I WISH I DID AND IM SO LOST BECAUSE

I CANT I CANT GET UP
IM SO LOST 

IT ALL ENDS UP THE SAME 
ONE DAY I WILL BE IN THE SAME PLACE

I CANT I CANT GET UP
IM SO LOST

SEEYOUNEVER - LOST (PROD.FENDI444)

Lyrics: Eyes stay closed and the drugs stay close to me what the fuck do you even see in me
Listen up keep your eyes on me one last time before I bleed
I fuck it up again
Listen close 
I see what’s on your mind
I see I’m a ghost 
See that inside 
See that I’m broke
The fuck you even think when you think of me. 

I can’t go on
I can’t go on
I can’t go on
I can’t go on
(I can’t go on)
I can’t even lie to you I can’t even lie for this. Speaking my mind let me go. Fuck you even think that I know. Blood drip from my eyes I’m cold, heart is so colder then. 
Ice in my chest like I know this shit 
Covered in blood when I’m over this coughing up blood like I can’t admit 
Coughing up blood like I’m high as shit 
Coughing up everything that I ever said
Cause I can’t talk 
I’m so anxious and I can’t talk
I’m so in my fucking head like you are not 
Why you even speak to me 
The fuck you even mean to me
I just want to be with me 
Alone in my head easily. 

Sleep:
Nowhere here,
Lonely still,
Run from me
All of me,
Avoided all you could be 
Doesn’t mean anything,
I don’t know how I can breathe
Your fucking blame me
Still fucking hate me
Never confronted evade me.
You saved me from dark right,
Frustrated alone nothing feel right.
Don’t feel right
Just the way it feels right
You won’t understand how I feel right

Always on my own no more home a depressed fuck,
Always on my own tryna get my fucking racks up,
I don’t wanna know none yo homies think they deathn.
I’m just tryna go, say no more, I’m so sick ugh.

Eyes Stay Closed Ft. sleepisformortals (p. vermin)

Mary Mortem is an anomaly.
The pale-faced solo artist pulls from a myriad of influences from postpunk to witch house to post metal. They use this sound palette to paint gloomy, anguished worlds of unique expression, polished in physical isolation to then be framed on the Internet. Each project is a different strain of eclectic pairings, but it’s the eclecticism that helps unify Mary’s body of work.
The titles will quickly inform the listener that dark feelings lie ahead. Elegiac grunge guitars and moody ambiance transform into punchy beats and distorted bass over cathartic song progressions, swinging from malnourished moments of depression to explosions of furious anxiety.
Angst-drenched lyrics about pain, dysphoria, and death are purged into freeform prose reminiscent of emo songwriting, and they are performed through a dramatic range of vocal styles. Mary Mortem seamlessly traverses from emotive alt-rock fuzz vox to sullen autotuned meandering to monstrous screaming. None of it feels out of place, and though Mary’s indulgent delivery often overwhelms the clarity of the lyrics, it speaks for them through sheer expressiveness while elevating the music.
Mary Mortem is dark, abrasive, experimental, and antisocial.
Mary Mortem, is not for most people. Arguably, it does not intend to appease anyone at all but its creator. It simply lives, unto itself, in the dark forest of Mary’s work. There, apart from the greater chaos of the world, it thrives, like a cryptid, in the shadows.

Mother Nature Love Me Kindly

Mary Mortem

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