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Oh, just give me a kiss before you go
Uh oh, I just need me a second to hold
You tighter till the days are brighter
Mental illness eats me alive, while I'm trapped and I'm stuck inside

My brain
Depression end this pain
But lil shawty makes me happy, so happy
I don't know why i was sad at the start
Take a trip and we'll fly up to mars
I hate when we're apart
I hate that you're so far
Love letters in the mail from my heart

Red moonlight, staring at the stars
Now I'll fall apart in your arms
Cause I knew that something was so wrong
Who would think the
Doctors wrong, or everyone's wrong
Who would think that you were all alone
But you aren't alone
Every time that I think I feel fake

My brain
Depression end this pain
But lil shawty makes me happy, so happy
I don't know why i was sad at the start
Take a trip and we'll fly up to mars
I hate when we're apart
I hate that you're so far
Love letters in the mail from my heart

other platforms

love letters (prod. rafiki)

produced by zoltar

lyrics:

buzzards circling my feet
guess it's time to face defeat
i didn't have much to offer
i know i look like the monster
i think that i'm far too late
'cause when i'm low, i isolate
bring me peace, i don't feel safe
can't find sleep, i ruminate

but i never fit in wherever i go
my eyes are a river of headaches, it shows
nobody knows me, i like it like that
i say what i want with no one to react

i got a lot to say, but i just keep it to myself
i don't want no complaints for when i'm talkin' mental health
this is more than an outlet for me, i hope you understand
so i cannot guarantee that you can hold these shaking hands

been considered a headcase upon first impression
the people around me told me it was just depression
they said it would pass, but i feel myself decay
what the fuck do you do when your world has turned to grey?

i never been the one to just avoid potential pain
'cause i've always tried to face it
let it rain down on my face
never been so cold-hearted and reckless
you can thank my brain for putting me through the wringer to humble me throughout the day
i know that i don't need it, but i cannot risk the pain
i hound myself for everything that i cannot explain
it's like i'm judging every moment, every breath i take
hypervigilant of every little thing i say

just give me a moment, i need to breathe
look in the mirror and i hate what i see
if there's a god, why can't she hear me scream?
fuck all your prayers, i need reality

i never wanted to wring out my clothes
they're cloaked in my sweat from the lies that you told
burdened with boredom while stuck in my room
i hate that my thoughts always default to you

a shred of hindsight could rest my case
the downpour of failure will yield no pain
it's merely distractions, i can't complain
gotta learn my lesson before it's too late

liberosis

[LYRICS]
i know i’m just a small town boy 
but no i’ll never be your toy
internet and drugs fucking up my mental health
i wish that i could stay but i don’t think you do me well
all the city lights i think they’re making me blind 
i don’t feel right but you love taking your time
and if you wanna make excuses then go do what you want
cause i swear to fucking god you love to ruin my fun
say what you want you know i got no temper 
i’m so fucked up i won’t even remember 
all the text messages that i never sent her
lost in the void that we both entered 

She said will never be forever i said don’t play pretend.
You wanna fuck up my feelings said that we cant be friends.
Ya i've been staring at the clock hoping my time will end.
Ya i’ve been staring at these walls hoping that you’ll repent.
And i’m so sick can’t feel myself.
Ya don’t confuse for someone else.
Hope you stay so close to me.
Can we be friends not enemies.
Time of day ya i'm staring at the window.
Time away wish you could be more loved.
Find away you’ve been acting in my shadow.
Hurting me you really start a fight.

all the city lights i think they’re making me blind 
i don’t feel right but you love taking your time
and if you wanna make excuses then go do what you want
cause i swear to fucking god you love to ruin my fun
say what you want you know i got no temper 
i’m so fucked up i won’t even remember 
all the text messages that i never sent her
lost in the void that we both entered

City Lights w/ Solio [maniksprod x DollategaBeatz]

Lyrics:

You wanna paradise
Cheaper liquor at paradise
Got me doing anything
When i look into her eyes
That shit really dangerous
Cant be her to mamas house
Meet her at a college house
Brown hair with a big mouth
Moving out of character
Hold on babe
Let me gain my composure 

(4x)
You act too comfortable 
I know you acted shameless
Its undeniable 
My mama thinks youre gorgeous 

I know some people like you
You kind of hate me its cute
We got a game for two
Thats why im falling for you
I like the way you touch
I like your accent, fuck!
I like you in the dress
I make you scream out, yes!
I dont wanna fall in love with a stranger
You are not the one
Sorry girl im done
I see you everywhere
Your clothes thrown everywhere 

(4x)
You act too comfortable 
I know you acted shameless
Its undeniable 
My mama thinks youre gorgeous

Mama's House (prod. Yung Blasian)

@55depths
@knights-ofren

track from the EP:
"what i asked for"

lyrics:
and joy is slipping from my grasp
i'm sleeping less and less
running from myself
i can feel it in my chest
i know it's for the best
but i hate to think about it
about it
so what's it like to be the talk of the town now?
every avenue is talking bout you
i'd try and get you out
if only i knew how
guess i'm stuck with it
guess i'm stuck with you

and it's hard to let things pass ahead
(i let them slip on through)
and it's hard to let things pass ahead
(to make my way to you)

oh, where are you going?
oh, your feelings showing

you can't hurt me
even though you tried your best
you can't hurt me
you can't hurt me
you can't hurt me
even though you tried your best
you can't hurt me
you can't hurt me

oh, where are you going?
your feelings showing

what's it like (deathright + knightsofren)

blame me w/ mosh

[LYRICS]
i heard you poppin xans your new man
is a fan 
remember when you told me i wouldn’t understand 
look at you so pretty party girl city
think that you’re so witty it don’t even hit me 

cigarette ashes 
the way she look like an actress 
and all she care about is fashion 
don’t show an ounce of compassion 
i be in the whip going 95 feel the mother fucking wind 
my brothers by my side hold me down when i’m sick 
i ain’t trippin bout you no more
you love to hit me up when you’re bored 

i dont wanna play 
all these games no more 
why do you treat me like a toy 
Im not a a party boy
and the games over
don’t hit me right back 
when im on my own and im getting my bag 
hidden in the smoke off a fat zig zag 
talkin all that shit i forgot who asked 
@ily_turo:
i forgot who asked 
and imma leave you in the 
past tense 
i dont want you shawty 
imma leave you for the next man 
you asked me a question 
and i dont think i was listening 
you fucking up my mental 
and your making me use ritalin
you wanna take me in 
call it a cordial sin 
you want my body 
and my soul 
im not sure how to win 
you tried to take, take 
my soul away 
but i got solio behind my back 
we dont play games

cigarette ashes 
the way she look like an actress 
and all she care about is fashion 
don’t show an ounce of compassion 
i be in the whip going 95 feel the mother fucking wind 
my brothers by my side hold me down when i’m sick 
i ain’t trippin bout you no more
you love to hit me up when you’re bored.

thx 4 listening :3
mastered by Turo

blame me w/ mosh

lukex