Name: heart attack by masonware
Duration: 2 min 3 s
Description: I am the producer I did not do the vocals

Oh Darlin’

When the sky turns gray and the winds run wild
And the weight of the world feels like a lonesome child
Keep your eyes on the road there's a path to trace
There's always a solution for the things we face

Lift your head up high let the light break through


Always a Solution

♥

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PROD. PERIL

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BE HONEST WITH ME (prod. peril‬)

Drive

my hair is falling out at a rapid pace and my dermatologist won't take my insurance

{Tds.hook} Lyrics are original & true to heart.

Reaching for the stars, might i fall back in place 
Been givin too many tries now i been shunned away
Almost everyday i just drown in my hate but now splitting personalities so they won’t complain
Too many days and i haven’t seen you
Know i can go to your house but what will that do?
You done made it clear that im dead to you
So i will encourage myself to aim and shoot

I shoot the gun for fun
I shoot until she runs
She thinks she played my head
I think I’d rather be dead
I shoot the gun for fun
I shoot until she runs
Girl dont play with my head
Thinking we should cut ties instead

I just had a vision and it led up to this very moment
When i looked deep in your eyes noticed you were in psychosis
So i tried to snap you out of it but it wasnt going 
Now your spirit leaving earth your my angel heart so frozen

®️Rocko41

Aw now Im lonely again ),:

I am the producer I did not do the vocals

heart attack

I keep pushing, I keep pushing and ill tuck it away,

I still can't believe i was happier when you weren't away,

And everytime i wake up its the same shit everyday,

Can't get you out my mind, I walk to you, you push me away,

Don't try to tuck me out bed im dead anyway,

I just wanted somebody to talk to me, nobody came,

You make me feel like shit I think that you're just a fucking bitch,

I hope you're happy when im riding six feet inside a ditch,

It's just the thick of it, it's just it's just the thick of it yeah,

My love is heaven-sent, the way you love is fucking me up,

I might just day today, I tried to love you, sober me up,

Bitch i can't love again, I'd rather die, I'm rotting in bed,

I said I'd rather be dead, I might just pop pills instead,

Fill my brains out with your lie, no i can't love you again,

It's just the thick of it, it's just it's just the thick of it yeah,

It's just the thick of it yeah,it's just the thick of it yeah,

I'm a ? inside my room I'm drinking like a boozer,

I'm a plague i cut my wrists 'cause I'm a fucking loser,

And everybody hates "no lights" 'cause im a fucking user,

I hate my life and everyone so I'ma end it sooner,

So I'ma end it sooner,so I'ma end it sooner,

So I'ma end it sooner, you are a creepy loser,

So I'ma end it sooner,

(So I'ma end it sooner)

i hate being human

Numerical November is my third solo Extended Play (EP). The EP features a compilation of songs that was created spontaneously throughout the month of November, 2024. The genesis of this project was simply me writing new songs from a blank slate, naming each song-in-progress after a number, beginning with the number 1. 

After a few days, I realized that I was 8 songs in and decided to listen and reflect on each idea I started but had not yet finished. I found that most of the ideas were really good. From there, I completed the songs and decided to create an EP out of a some of them. 

In my personal and spiritual life, November of 2024 was a time of learning and awakening to angel numbers and numerology. I found myself noticing and encountering a variety of angel numbers which led me to explore more about numerology and ultimately, how mathematics, music and the universe are connected . 

Many of the songs that are feature on this project started as ideas that came to me spontaneously between the hours of 12am-3am. Most times, I was awakened out of my sleep at a time that reflected an angel number (3:33am, for example). This happened repeatedly until it didn't. At that point, I knew that I was done recording and could focus on editing, mixing, and finalizing the project in all the other necessary ways. 

I hope the music and the context of this project inspires you, positively evokes your curiosity about numerology and the relationship between math, music, and the universe. Ultimately, I hope it touches your heart. 

Enjoy :) 

CANT IGNORE

[Verse 1]
There’s a man on the corner with a jacket too big,
Counting the cracks like they’re notes on a grid.
He talks to the air like it’s something he trusts,
And the silence replies with a layer of dust.
“I’m not crazy, I’d rather be dead,”
The man said sternly to the voice in his head.
But the words fall flat, like a song out of tune,
While the sky hums softly with a paper-thin moon.

[Chorus]
And I just watch him fade into the streetlight glow,
Carrying a secret only he could know.
If he’s lost, then he hides it in the fold of his smile,
Walking with the madness like a friend for a while.

[Verse 2]
He folds paper birds out of receipts in his hands,
Lets them all fly where the lamppost stands.
The world keeps spinning, but he stands still,
Wrapped in a blanket that the night can’t fill.
And when he laughs, it’s a fragile sound,
Like glass in the wind, falling down, down, down.
But he catches himself with a shake of his head,
Repeats that same phrase he already said.

[Chorus 2]
And I just watch him fade into the streetlight glow,
Carrying a secret only he could know.
If he’s lost, then he hides in the hum of the night,
Holding hands with madness till the morning light.

[Bridge]
Maybe he’s broken, maybe he’s free,
Maybe he’s something I wish I could be.
Dancing with shadows, refusing the cure,
He says he’s not crazy—
But I’m not so sure.

[Final Chorus] 
And I just watch him fade into the streetlight glow,
Carrying a secret only he could know.
If he’s gone, then he’s found in a world of his own,
Building quiet kingdoms where he’s never alone.

Paper Birds (feat. Nostalgia Boy)

Don’t wanna leave you 
No I 
Don’t wanna leave you
No I 
Don’t wanna leave you
No I 

You know
We don’t mix at all
Talk to me before I fall 
Stop your love is tempting me

Its to heavy 
So overwhelming 
Dine in this blood with you
Is this what you wanted

Who can touch your body like this uh
Like this uh
Who can get me out of this funk uh
Like you uh

Yo girl, you’re so, bad for me I hope you know
And don’t, get mad at me, I’m moving slow
We link
I know
Just what you want

(Repeat) ;D

heart attack

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