evil gift from below (prod. bowsa)

strung out

do yourself a favor 
call it what it was 
"im not giving up"
staring barrel of a gun

all your picket fences
having any luck?
you can call me crazy 
i dont give a fuck

sit around the table
take me like a drug
sipping from a cup 
so now that's how you show love

won't come to your senses
sold it for a buck
you can call me baby
i dont give a fuck

whisper like a prayer
i do it like He does
call i won't pick up
im so sorry but im done

see it from my lenses
looks like now you suck 
you can call me hazy 
i dont give a fuck



fuck prod.sickboi

worth it

New Single "Curse" b/w "Living in Song" out now!

Living in Song

SLUDGE

everything written/recorded by me except drums

to say

🖤 It’s In My Nature
by The Miracle Syndicate

He said he wouldn’t hurt me —
Said it clear, said it twice.
He smiled when he promised,
Didn’t blink when he lied.
We stood at the river.
He asked if I could swim.
I said I could carry him —
And sing out a sailor’s hymn.

He didn’t thank me.
He didn’t ask.
He just climbed on
Like I was built
To last.

“It’s in my nature,”
That’s all he said.
While the water closed over
What could’ve been instead.
It’s in my nature —
No plea, no shame.
He left me sinking
With his name in my throat.

He told me he was different.
He told me he was cold.
He said it like a warning
But wrapped it in gold.
He was quiet halfway through,
Held on just right —
Then leaned to my ear
And killed us both that night.

He didn’t flinch.
He didn’t pause.
He just let go
Without ever
Letting on.

“It’s in my nature,”
That’s what he said.
No hint of regret,
No tilt of his head.
It’s in my nature —
No fear, no plea.
He left me sinking
With his name in me.

The current was slower
Than I thought it would be.
He watched the sky
As he dragged me beneath.

Now when I meet someone kind,
I squint at their hands.
Not because they’ll hurt me —
But because I still understand.

It’s in my nature —
To carry what hurts.
To take the weight,
Even when it gets worse.
It’s in my nature —
To float when I should leave.
To believe something soft
In someone built to deceive.

It's in my nature.

It's In My Nature

Candles in a Submarine. (prod. Dolev Talmor)

Patterns crawl

@ 2025 Bogdan Anghel
Official lyric video here: https://youtu.be/GMtieWd6qQ0

"I'll be seeing you
You said there is no other way
I'll be seeing you
The way you'd seen me night and day

I'll be seeing you
Along the path with red stork's-bills
When life is blown on rotten bones
Where the sun is shining on the hills

And now you are free
The way you knew you'd be
To see all there is to see
And now all is well
The way you used to tell us 
All along

I'll be seeing you
In fables told around the table
In every card you sent away
In all the attention I wish I'd paid

I'll be seeing you
Your candid smile is here to stay
I'll be seeing you
Your faith has given God away

And now you are free
The way you knew you'd be
To see all there is to see
And now all is well
The way you used to tell us 
All along

I'll be seeing you
You said there is no other way"

strung out

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