ttrapwerk w/ rixh

CAPTAIN(ft-autotyped&F1uxx)

Written, recorded, and produced by Nat Lee
Cello performed miraculously by the Eunghee Cho

--lyrics--
Fall asleep tonight,
Thinking about the times when I realized;
That you weren't there for me.
But you weren't there for yourself internally.
You never spoke to me.
You only spoke when I was an entity.

But I came without a hesitating thought, I was concerned.
Developed my insanity; it's you I could not earn.
Mistaken that you'd recognized I felt the words you told.
But blinded by destructive minds, reception came off cold.

Gave ears across the bed, 
Hearing thoughts that fogged up your twisted head.
I gave you my advice.
I offered words to hope for a compromise;

That I was here to comfort when you called for one in need.
To crack a smile from your soul, suppressed by your defeat.
Wishing I'd unlock your state; your state enveloped blue.
A blue and lonely mental game that kept me feeling used.

Dedicated to the people who were with me when I was on the other side.

For "K" (DEMO)

we'd look pretty outside (feat. xander owls)

SPECIAL THANKS TO:
@missymarella for vocals on "Like A Star"
https://soundcloud.com/missymarella

Like A Star ft. missymarella

From what i can see in personal experience and on media, and im sure some of yall have seen too...
Theres a whole lot of disconnect and unnecessary hate. Lack of trust and abundance of violence. A lot of fear and judgment and only little bit of love and understanding.

It's these patterns that i see that i can't really explain. They definitely do occur from time to time, day to day, and that makes me think that people are missing out on brighter colors and becoming a better spirit.

The premise of this message is that there are people who dont deserve this negative energy, and still receive it anyways. This type of relation can exacerbate many unwanted and unnecessary feelings, potentially leading on to something more dangerous internally.

Try to see the bigger picture, or take a moment to dig deeper in the people you interact with or the world you're apart of. You dont know what big of a difference you can make by spreading a little bit of positive energy.

Shh (don't hurt yourself) was about comforting someone who couldn't see any color.

All Alive is about learning that even through struggling life events, (family trouble, depression, financial issue, trauma, loneliness, or simply just a bad day), there's always a way to turn black into white. Darkness into light.

.KILLIN SHIT.

MASTER KYLE