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lyrics - 
and how could i forget?
every single step we made
i hate how it went
and save me from mistakes i made
i couldn't change the way i am

i won't see tomorrow, but you'll be right there
i hate how they stare at me
i don't like this place
just tell me where home is

all on my own
secluded no phone
i just wanna scream your name
am i in love now?
(yes)
i don't really have doubts, no
i won't sleep 'till you're here next to me, no
and i won't leave until i know its safe for me to go

'cos we don't really know how long we've got
i hope it's forever
i hope it's forever

i see your missed call, well
i'm coming home
you say nothing's wrong
oh
nothing at all
a tear leaves your eyes but
you stick to 'i'm fine'
you sit there 'till sunrise
rethinking your life

let's go home

all on my own
secluded no phone
i just wanna scream your name
am i in love now?
(yes)
i don't really have doubts, no
i won't sleep 'till you're here next to me, no
and i won't leave until i know its safe for me to go

'cos we don't really know how long we've got
i hope it's forever

i won't see tomorrow

produced by scotty splash
mixed by Lxst Boy, XELFIY, & hero
mastered by Lxst Boy
@xelfiy
@not-a-fucking-hero
@scottysplash

-lyrics-
(Lxst Boy)
lets just go, go, go off the deep end
i dont know when we'll see it
rock the boat till we sinkin
break me apart keep the pieces
X2

(XELFIY)
woah, woah, woah
baby i think it’s time i
go, go, go
uh, drinking till i get slow 
i wanna hit you up but baby
i had already known 
what u gonna say
and i don’t wanna hear that, no
digits in my phone
baby leave me alone
gotta call the plug and get him over here
so i can get gone
i am big strong
i take this sip to boost me up
and then i get on
i don’t even fucking know her
she said she gon come over
but i ain’t even sober
i just hope she don’t notice
cause i don’t wanna get older
i should leave right now
before you even say a word
cause i know i’m gon get attached 
way too fast and get hurt
yeah i know i ain’t him
but i know that she’s hurt
and they’ll fuck it if it’s cringey
baby what could be worse
fuck it if i’m stingy
i’m jus tryna get more money
ion know why you love me
oh bae i’m tryna get the money

(hero)
yuh
look at that ugly brain
but look at that gorgeous face 
ion know how im liked so much
when there's so much more to hate
proportions skewed in two i had nothing left to say
everything exposed
and i guess she jus liked the taste
go go go go
ion see no other angles its jus forward u gotta
go go go go
i can't settle for a moment i jus gotta fuckin
go go go go
take a breather its the end for u 
so quick u gotta
go go go go
go go go go

(Lxst Boy)
lets just go, go, go off the deep end
i dont know when we'll see it
rock the boat till we sinkin
break me apart keep the pieces
X2

go! w/ xelfiy & hero (scotty splash)

inside

produced by con 
ft Chill Sebs 
hope u like,enjoy ;]
lyrics:
matebusi:
i love u forever
i cant get enough
u left me
so i feel deeper than before
dying in my thoughts
girl,im so lost
where the fuck you’ve been at
i miss ur touch
i miss the late conversations
depression and obsession
u are on your way
and im missing ur face
u are w other guy
so im going late
red eyes every night
ill never be fine
emotions collide
pretty face but she is dead inside
i can’t deny
u are on my mind
i can’t get u out
that’s not alright
im bout to cry, yeah

(hey, yeah,fuck)

and u know i love u forever
so ill miss u forever
and maybe its time to let u go
but i hope this bye won’t be forever
and i dont want to hate u cuz i promise u that i won’t
but im so pissed rn
im lossing control

i don’t want to take bad decisions
i can’t breathe at all
im so tired,in my right hand i got a gun
but don’t worry i won’t end it all
i just need to take it slow
at this point ill love u ever forever
so ill be waiting for ur love

Chill Sebs:

I love u 4 ever pero no se si
Tu harás lo mismo por mi
No sabes todo lo que he sufrido por ti
Sigo sin entender el porque tu te fuiste de aquí
Acaso tu no comprendiste este destino sin fin

Hablo con mis amigos y pocos entienden este sentimiento
Me dicen que te olvide pero honestamente yo no quiero
Y busca otras maneras para hacerlo
Me he dado cuenta que soy yo el que se daña por todo esto

Ahora utilizo este arte
Para que yo pueda expresarme
Este dolor ya va a retirarse
Debo permitirme dejarte

Pero es difícil no extrañarte
Quisiera volver a besarte
Y por las noches ser quien te cante
Que tu seas mi primer mensaje

Aunque ya estes en otro camino que no sea el mismo
Siempre serás bienvenida a el lugar de mi corazón
Y de nuevo empezar conmigo algo mejor, que podamos ser solo los 2
Mientras tanto espero que nunca te olvides de todo lo que fue este amor

Ily4ever (ft. Chill Sebs)

produced by trxxshed
mixed and mastered by lxst boy
nonprofit :)

november, Pt. 2 w/ Trxxshed

single off of my debut album "home away from home" (track 5)
shoutout to @xona for featuring on the track :)
produced by: azure & aidanhan
special shoutouts to @bitekivibes for being the goat too

LYRICS:
murph:

i walk out in the forest
but quickly i lose the light 
and my skin turns to mould
and the birds start to fly
i thought that i was safe, in my home away from home
but as i saw the creatures running i simply do not know

s.o.s, please save our souls
i might not make it back, barricade the door
s.o.s, please save our souls
frostbite all over me im stuck out in the cold

and now you're looking at me must've came back as a ghost
i love the way there's blood splattered all over the walls
can we find a way to give me pain, 'cause i need me some more
she put diamonds on her pinky ring, i love it when she flaunts

s.o.s, please save our souls
i might not make it back, barricade the door
s.o.s, please save our souls
frostbite all over me im stuck out in the cold

xona:

i'll decide what i do now - i'm reeling in "ours"
uh, leaving the pits that i found myself
(myself)
you desired my help
but i'm sick of words when its just pure guilt
so it's on me, awfully killing my health
i'm sorry i reached this point myself
the story goes on, to build a home
where we stay safe from the cold

murph:

s.o.s, please save our souls
i might not make it back, barricade the door
s.o.s, please save our souls
frostbite all over me im stuck out in the cold
(s.o.s)
s.o.s, please save our souls
i might not make it back, barricade the door
s.o.s, please save our souls
frostbite all over me im stuck out in the cold

- if u reached the bottom have a good day/night 333+ -

s.o.s w/ xona

Prod @Sinxi

Lyrics 

Say what you want
Im depressed
Always gotta mess with my head
Go and take what you want
Cuz you left like you never went
But i cant stop I never lost my head
These things you say they might just leave a mess

Cuz im blowing like a martyr
Leave me lonely all up in the slaughter
And these things you say
I will never see tomorrow
When im downing all these bottles
Running from something
Call it fuckin karma
And its rotting through my brain
Im sorry girl
I aint never see tomorrow
But you know that im the same
I know just how to fix this

Time to turn back
The things that we lack
If I could id touch your hands
Id make the same mistakes
The same i play
But you know I know everything

Cuz im blowing like a martyr
Leave me lonely all up in the slaughter
And these things you say
I will never see tomorrow
When im downing all these bottles
Running from something
Call it fuckin karma
And its rotting through my brain
Im sorry girl
I aint never see tomorrow
But you know that im the same
I know just how to fix this

Leave me lonely im alone again
Take your time and bash us with ya pins
I know things will never be the same
So go back show the old me
Sitting on ya nighstand
Looking lonely
Even though your right there seconds from me
I cant take the pain Im giving back your heartbeats

Cuz im blowing like a martyr
Leave me lonely all up in the slaughter
And these things you say
I will never see tomorrow
When im downing all these bottles
Running from something
Call it fuckin karma
And its rotting through my brain
Im sorry girl
I aint never see tomorrow
But you know that im the same
I know just how to fix this

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MARTYR

Music video : https://youtu.be/Y1FsemkMoUs
Prod. gaxillic 

Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/kiano.fernandes/

lyrics: 
My life is pointless
Get closer to the edge, I'm broken
6 shots in a bottle, I'm hopeless
Get drunk on the fact I'll die alone

That's what you told me
Need a better way to cope, I'm lonely
Only time I'm ever messaged is my plug
So I'm puffin' my smoke from the barrel of a gun

6 shots, I'm loaded
Tough shit, life's hard, lost focus
Can't get outta bed, I'm hopeless
Need a hand to hold, but that's bogus
Got a hole in my heart for each message you sent
Put a bullet in my brain that's bent
3 words
I wish you never said,
"I love you"
It's all fake

Do I live or do I die? Should I love another time?
It's a good fuckin' question
Make mistakes just to learn a fuckin' lesson
I'm sick of feelin' like shit
Can't sleep or dream, my life's a nightmare
But I'm tired of livin', I wanna rest in peace
Just a livin' fuckin' failure, that's me

That's me
With a bottle on the street
Take drugs all the time for anxiety
Take 5 steps forward, that progress
Fell in love again, took 10 steps back

Yeah, my life is pointless
Get closer to the edge, I'm broken
6 shots in a bottle, I'm hopeless
Get drunk on the fact I'll die alone

Another day passes, bash my head through the plate glass
Now I'm bleedin' from my face, that's sad, damn
"Man, that's how it is"
People tell me that shit like what?
I was lost in the sticky, I was rollin' 10 blunts
Smoked a pack a day and I drank till I cut
"Fuck, that sucks"
Don't act like you know me, bitch

Do I live or do I die? Should I love another time?
It's a good fuckin' question
Make mistakes just to learn a fuckin' lesson
I'm sick of feelin' like shit
Can't sleep or dream, my life's a nightmare
But I'm tired of livin', I wanna rest in peace
Just a livin' fuckin' failure, that's me

my life is pointless (MUSIC VIDEO IN DESCRIPTION)

thank u for listening 

// lyrics 
threw it all away
i just wanted you to stay
now the world’s so gray
i just you wanted you to…

sever me my darling
i just wanted you to stay
your eyes so damn charming
when you stare, can’t look away
sever me my darling
i just wanted you to stay
now my heart’s not beating
what I’d do to feel okay

what i’d do to feel okay
i’d pull my hand against the blade
i’d hold my breath cause i can’t breathe without you here

these days are freezing cold but i’m used to sleeping alone
and i wish you the best despite that i can’t let this all go
yeah it hurts
and i know i’m worse
but you ruined this first
so why do i still cry baby

sever me my darling
i just wanted you to stay
your eyes so damn charming
when you stare, can’t look away
sever me my darling
i just wanted you to stay
now my heart’s not beating
what I’d do to feel okay

sever me my darling
i just wanted you to stay
your eyes so damn charming
when you stare, can’t look away
sever me my darling
i just wanted you to stay
now my heart’s not beating
what I’d do to feel okay

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i just wanted u to stay [iof]

vocals by @cuts
produced by @autrioly

lyrics:

i hate when you show up in my dreams
ive been, ive been stuck up in my head for a week
ive been, ive been thinking of the things that make me weak
like your, like your voice and every time you fucking speak

ive been down 
i dont wanna think
i want to drown
i just want to sink x2

why didnt you tell me it was bad timing
why couldnt you be the one or the right thing
why am i stuck in a town i dont know
maybe ill fold and follow my shadow
ive been in my head thinking im too late
i know you moved on baby i guess that is fate

i hate when you show up in my dreams
ive been, ive been stuck up in my head for a week
ive been, ive been thinking of the things that make me weak
like your, like your voice and every time you fucking speak

ive been down 
i dont wanna think
i want to drown
i just want to sink x2

Ily4ever (ft. Chill Sebs)

matebusi

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