spotify:
https://open.spotify.com/track/4fv8YRo7BYXrjDWAf5QSAy?si=ca7163aff2b04300

artists:
https://soundcloud.com/onlyfriendyeah
https://soundcloud.com/lilskeleskrrt

prod. joe tedesco

lyrics:
it's unbearable
just got back from the bar an i'm f*cking miserable
cold and sober in the dark

my mind keeps racing
i grieve in stages
and i can't change how
ur sleeping fine in someone else's bed
head on someone else's chest
i can't bear to know the rest
so let me rest
in pieces

i'm just tryna rest in peace so well
i don't rly need ur f*ckin help
so just stop callin me
i'm just tryna kick it in hell

sayin that u love me idk if u mean that
keep lookin at the photos i should prolly delete that
you never really loved me i dunno why you said that
must've been easy broke my heart over snapchat
it's almost funny how u act so fine
post a couple pictures of his bed online

my mind keep racing
i break in stages
you don't even care of the timing
take a couple shots as i scroll thru ur ig

my mind keeps racing
i grieve in stages
and i can't change how
ur sleeping fine in someone else's bed
head on someone else's chest
i can't bear to know the rest
so let me rest

my mind keeps racing
i grieve in stages
and i can't change how
ur sleeping fine in someone else's bed
head on someone else's chest
i can't bear to know the rest
so let me rest

onlyfriend - let me rest (ft. skele) [prod. joe tedesco]

@prodjpjp @prod-oc <3


its like you never even cared
 stripping me bare
 now i got holes in what i wear 
getting prepared
 so u can throw me down the stairs 
how is it my fault i was never even there 
blame it on me so u can sleep in someones bed
how is it my fault i was never even there
 pull me away i get so awkward and i stare 
stop waiting for me im busy pulling out my hair 
how does it feel ? 
im sick of hearing that u care :p

throw me in the sea and let me drown in the ocean 
body going numb and my heart got frozen 
i dont wanna die but my lungs cut open 
pressure in my eyes built up both swollen

crawling to demise my time im chosen
 tell another lie, ill cry, wont show it
 bleeding thru the cracks in my hands cant close them 
wish u never hit me got ur wrists both broken

did i let you down
 dont look around
 i need you now 
wont save me now

did i let you down 
dont look around
 i need you now 
wont save me now

Tear me up and peel the flesh off my body
“It wasnt like that” you know I wasn’t ready
And I know that, there’s nothing you could tell me
I wanted love back, the feelings getting blurry

Spending too much time on my own
Rejecting everybody that I know
 hiding every message on your phone
Start to realise that I got nothing to show

spotify!

care [JPJP x OC]

Thank you for listening <3 w/ @iamvagrxnt @jolst

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// lyrics 
// vagrxnt
i dont wanna lose you
cuts all up my wrist babe thats a bad move
my heart is feeling tight, maybe youll come through
i dont know what i was thinking but tongues glued
to the thought of getting back you

i dont wanna lose you
its dripping down my wrist and i cant see you
my eyes are getting heavy whats the good news
i dont know what i was thinking am i done too?

do i wait for you to show up
or do i die on my own
cause i know that you wont stay
with me no more

and i know you wont
your afraid to try
set my heart to the curb
stab it deep with a knife
could you fall with me to the grave
could you fall with me to the grave

i dont wanna lose you
cuts all up my wrist babe thats a bad move
my heart is feeling tight, maybe youll come through
i dont know what i was thinking but tongues glued
to the thought of getting back you

// geist
nowhere out of here and
i don’t want to lose you my dear
but everybody seems to disappear
was i just another ghost in your nightmares

it’s cold as ice, i can’t believe you’re leaving me
here to die, i swear i tried, gave everything
but i deserve, all of the hurt i’m going through
cause i’m the worst, yeah i’m the worst.

// vagrxnt & geist
i dont wanna lose you
cuts all up my wrist babe thats a bad move
my heart is feeling tight, maybe youll come through
i dont know what i was thinking but tongues glued
to the thought of getting back you

i dont wanna lose you
its dripping down my wrist and i cant see you
my eyes are getting heavy whats the good news
i dont know what i was thinking am i done too

i dont wanna lose you
cuts all up my wrist babe thats a bad move
my heart is feeling tight, maybe youll come through
i dont know what i was thinking but tongues glued

spotify

i'm geist x vagrxnt - ghost in your nightmare [prod. jolst]

produced by @splashgvng & @1yeezo
featuring @skrxwd & @splashgvng
engineered by @marcdoesmusic

LYRICS
(You're not sad again, are you, splashgvng?)

Been a couple months, you've been gone
I've been moving on, you been doing wrong
Got drunk with your friends and a tat that you regret
And you fucked up hooking up with homie at the CVS
Now you're hitting up my phone
Telling me that you were wrong
Pulling up in my driveway
And saying it's my way
And maybe inside, I've
Been hoping you'd come by
And lie to your friends while they give me the side eye

I still need you like you need me
Woke up still drunk and I'm hazy
You're gone but you still suffocate me
You can use me, you can, you can use me
I still need you like you need me
Woke up still drunk and I'm hazy
You're gone but you still suffocate me
You can use me, you can, you can use me

Here we go again, everything feels the same now
Take another shot, won’t stop 'til I pass out
She’s the only one to make me wanna act out
All new fit, bitch, I’m blacked out
Made a mess, in my head,
Put me up on a shelf
And every time I hear your name
I feel like I'm in a cell
You can blame it on timing
You know where to find me,
Stuck somewhere between nicotine and caffeine
The thought of you is always hiding in the shadows
Everyone around me says I'm acting like an asshole
Consumed by my thoughts, watch the time go
And I can’t feel a thing, spent a rack though
Really wish that you didn’t have to go home
Another night of loving you before you let go
Why you gotta fuck with my head for?
Like, for real

It's like, literally, all the fucking time,
You just hit me up, and you're like,
"Oh wow I miss you" and like, "you're so important to me"
But then, you're on the side, fucking talking to other dudes
And fucking like, hollering at people

I still need you like you need me
Woke up still drunk and I'm hazy
You're gone but you still suffocate me
You can use me, you can, you can use me
I still need you like you need me
Woke up still drunk and I'm hazy
You're gone but you still suffocate me
You can use me, you can, you can use me

use me (feat. Skrwd & splashgvng)

Stream on Spotify:
https://open.spotify.com/track/5o3zeb6JhEP7x2jGYZj7oa

Artists:
@prod-oc
@heylog

Lyrics:
did i want this, no not at all
does it concern you we still talk
i tried my best but it didnt work out
im tryna see you, dont know if ur taken now
i wanna get what was lost
i just want that for us
and tell you i love you

you lied to me
now the text box is green
so now is it tense
we went through this once
cant do it again
but thats what you get
i dont love me
so how can i love you
when i stand
to look at myself
no im not a fan
i wish i was dead

baby im not the same person i used to be
and when you left, did it have something to do w me
running around with you like it was yesterday
and if i saw you i wouldnt know what to say

you lied to me
now the text box is green
i dont love me
so how can i love you
so how can i love you

oc & heylog - love//heartbreak

COMMUNITY. Vol 2

saving my breath

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shiki xo - saving my breath (vishs)

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lyrics - 
and how could i forget?
every single step we made
i hate how it went
and save me from mistakes i made
i couldn't change the way i am

i won't see tomorrow, but you'll be right there
i hate how they stare at me
i don't like this place
just tell me where home is

all on my own
secluded no phone
i just wanna scream your name
am i in love now?
(yes)
i don't really have doubts, no
i won't sleep 'till you're here next to me, no
and i won't leave until i know its safe for me to go

'cos we don't really know how long we've got
i hope it's forever
i hope it's forever

i see your missed call, well
i'm coming home
you say nothing's wrong
oh
nothing at all
a tear leaves your eyes but
you stick to 'i'm fine'
you sit there 'till sunrise
rethinking your life

let's go home

all on my own
secluded no phone
i just wanna scream your name
am i in love now?
(yes)
i don't really have doubts, no
i won't sleep 'till you're here next to me, no
and i won't leave until i know its safe for me to go

'cos we don't really know how long we've got
i hope it's forever

i won't see tomorrow

Prod by @Sorrowbringer
Mix/Master @Tnvr555

Available on the following and more!
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Art by Raven
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// Lyrics ( Will Update Soon)

Was It All My Fault Ft. Days To Waste (Prod. Sorrow Bringer)

(casperrr)
look at the place im in 
notice the pain i feel 
sometimes i wish u were here
so i could have u close 2 me 

look at the way i live
notice the way i bleed
i hide my scars under   sleeves
but i always have blades close 2 me

(self harming i'm addicted to pain
blood flowing down the drain 
u fucked up my whole brain 
cause i still want u to have my last name)~

(skele)
what does it feel like to wake up with closure
drinking alone i've been drunk since october
hoping for change told my mom i'd get sober
blood from my veins ill bleed till it's over
and im so scared that i cant fix the breaks u made
and it's not fair cause i'd be fine if u just stayed
sometimes i wish u were just so i could get sum fucking sleep
sometimes i wish u were baby you are everything i need

(casperrr)
look at the place im in 
notice the pain i feel 
sometimes i wish u were here
so i could have u close 2 me 

look at the way i live
notice the way i bleed
i hide my scars under   sleeves
but i always have blades close 2 me (2x)

look at the place i'm in w/skele (pekarot)

prod hira :)

in the end its only u and i
dont shed tears on a pillow if it isnt mine
these cuts fill the space in-between ur eyes
u say theres something about me 
u dont have to lie
turning to nothing 
ur watching me die
fuck face he a parrasite
ill stab that bitch in the neck if he wanna fight
these cuts fill the space in-between ur eyes
turning to nothing
ur watching me die

i heard u talking shit
so baby come a lil closer
tell it to my face so i can use it for some closure
god shes so embarrassing 
pretend i didnt know her
stabbing thru my chest 
i cant believe she said it wont hurt

that boy gonna piss from his eyes
u told me there's comfort inside
but ur presences still hunting me down
even my shit wanna drown

gimme some time 
i just need some patience
bodys on the floor 
i make em seem weightless
if he wanna die 
then we can arrange it
wasting all my time gambling my wages

gimme some space
i just need a minute
i left my soul on a bridge hoping that youd save it
you told me jump
so i did
and i hit the pavement
ive got nothing to give 
i dont think youre safe yet

in the end its only u and i
dont shed tears on a pillow if it isnt mine
these cuts fill the space in-between ur eyes
u say theres something about me 
u dont have to lie
turning to nothing 
ur watching me die
fuck face he a parrasite
ill stab that bitch in the neck if he wanna fight
these cuts fill the space in-between ur eyes
turning to nothing
ur watching me die

I hope u love it, enjoy <3

prod. me
https://soundcloud.com/nihil2free on guitar
collab with https://soundcloud.com/bitekivibes
shoutout to both of them for real


lyrics:
i've been trying to fight off this gravity
can't have shit in this life its fucking comedy
seems to be i worked up on my honestly 
were still stressed, nothings left, somethings gotta be up
tell me that you don't give a fuck
i said, "okay see you in bit" 
crushed my hand with a mallet
ditch all my attachments and bring the fucking damage

keeping me up on a late night 
in deep, no sleep in my damn eyes 
you said you missed me i said, "damn right"
can't rest i'm stressed till the daylight

i could use a little bit of closure
fucking up my mental i've been distant and colder
they're so judgemental it sucks my composure
all i have left is what i should have told her

break me down to see myself
i've lost my mind
don't need your help.

now i get it
synthetic how they act around me tryna be my friends its pathetic.
i keep waking up to panic 
suppression locked in, i cant stop it.

gravity.deprived

'Sin-Shi'

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Features/Enquiries - sinxi.mgmt@gmail.com

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i won't see tomorrow

sinxi

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