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picture - nothing,nowhere - i'm sorry, i'm trying, edited by me
original - https://soundcloud.com/nothingnowheremusic/im-sorry-im-trying

[Hook]
I'm sorry that I can't get out of bed
I'm sorry that my heads always a mess
I'm sorry that I missed your call
For the third time in a row
I promise that I care much more than I show

[Verse 1]
Don't get carried away, no
I'll only let you down
Certain circumstances got me feeling low
Don't take it personally
Talk some sense into me, I’ve been feeling senseless
Acting selfish, hate myself so fucking much, I’m out of touch
But I can see through all the lies that they’ve been selling me
Quit telling me you know they know what's best for me
My patience being tested, see
In the parking lot of the high school that I went to
Thought I hated it, but it's real shit when your friends leave
And you're back home with the same dreams
On the same street
All of the things that I’ve taken for granted is now
Everything that I wish hadn’t ended
All that I hated is now what I miss
Ain't that a bitch

[Hook]
I'm sorry that I can't get out of bed
I'm sorry that my heads always a mess
I'm sorry that I missed your call
For the third time in a row
I promise that I care much more than I show

nothing,nowhere. - i'm sorry, i'm trying (slowed)

Cover Art Credit: http://vsco.co/rosieshulman

You completely destroy me
You destroyed me like you never knew you could
I'm not over you and I never will be
The thing about love is that simple things like her lips and her eyes break my heart
They're not mine and I don't know who's they'll be
Her hair is therapy to my cold and brittle heart

I used to find safety in her smile
I used to feel warmth in the look on her face
I've been left an empty shell to whither and fade away
I used to think of all the things that we'd be
Now I only think of all the things that we never really were

I used to call you mine but now you just don't know
What am I left to do but stand here in the cold
All I've got left are some photos of you and your voice stuck in my head
Saying how you'd be there always and forever until the very end

You were everything to me, and you always will be
Deep in my heart that aches for the sound of your voice
But no longer will I have the choice

I'm sorry for anything that I've done
For the person I've become that you learned to love but then turned your back like a setting sun

If I hurt you I pray that you forgive me
I mean all the words that I say please believe me

And see me as the person you always knew I was
I've never been perfect not in a single way
And that day that you saved me is when I fell from grace
I only needed you and I pushed everyone else away

So now I'm left alone
To live this life all on my own
And I hate the fact that someone else is holding you close
And how you broke my heart when I needed you the most
I've always been too scared to be properly diagnosed
Because you were my pill but now you're nothing but a ghost

And I still have your pictures and that letter you wrote
Where you said that you loved me and you'd never let me go
And you saved me from myself and that's something I hope you know
But you cut me down so quick and I've never been so low

And my stomach aches with every breath of air I breathe
Because you were the one that gave me everything I need
But now this pain won't subside I just can't believe you chose to leave
You were my reason for living how could you do such a heinous thing

I was like a boat that got carried out to sea
And I trusted in your waves, that you wouldn't harm me
You protected me from the storm and gave me a chance at life
And I love the way you cared and asked if I was alright

But something died, something changed and I sunk to the ocean floor
You no longer wanted to hold me up and I drowned from within my core

And every essence of my being is still just too afraid to fight
Because I'm terrified to keep on living without you by my side

And all the things that people said I guess this whole time they were right
Love can never last this way when the flame burns too bright

But I hope you're happy

I hope you're doing fine

I love you still today

Just like you were still mine

I still love the way you laughed
And the things you said to me
You'll never leave my heart
Nor my memory

I just wish I could understand
Why you had to leave
I can't do this on my own
I need you here with me

But you've turned into a ghost
And you're nowhere to be seen
And I can't hear your voice
I won't see your message on the screen

We won't have a family
We won't have a house
We won't raise our kids
You won't be my spouse

We won't grow old together
Like we always planned
You disappeared forever
And alone here shall I stand

you completely destroy me

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Produced by Smokeasac & IIVI
http://lilpeep.lnk.to/avoid

Avoid - Lil Peep Ft. Wicca Phase Springs Eternal & Døves (prod. by smokeasac & IIVI)

School Rooftops (prod. hisohkah)

star shopping except it's layered, bass boosted & slowed down

XXXTENTACION - Save Me (slowed and reverb)

Probably been done a million times now, but I wanted this here in case I ever want to edit it.

Sleep Thru Ur Alarms (slowed)

Lil Peep - star shopping (slowed to depression)

song: lil peep -> praying to the sky (prod. lilgreaf)

videos: TMZ's report on lil peep's death, Liza's speech for gus, some random video in my camera roll

praying 2 the sky

9tails - wtf im crying (slowed)

SPOTIFY: https://open.spotify.com/track/27dKHmr18OmE5Z16eOgAdX?si=oYdZSXiPRcWL-NPrq6NavA

art by: @kettle_cat on instagram

LYRICS:
looking down when you see me
i'll be here when you need me
why'd u say that you hate me
when you're crashing down and i'm the one you run to

broken down and in your own head
i said you should get along with
i felt you should along with me
you should get along with

broken down and in your own head
i said you should get along with
i felt you should along with me
you should get along with

broken down i walk out the door
feeling shift that i can't ignore
i used to ask what what's wrong 
but now you're moving on

this won't be last time
tell me is it all fine
i know you'll come running back to me

tell me does it feel right
sitting in the sunlight
knowing that you'll never be free

broken down

Lofi I fall apart --- Post Malone

ghost of you - 5sos (slowed)

ZAYN - Dusk Till Dawn ft. Sia (Slowed Down)
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ZAYN - Dusk Till Dawn Ft. Sia  (Slowed Down)

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problemas noturnos e noites vazias... 
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sunset lover - night trouble (slowed down)

Sebii - Play Poker! (ft. Erisu) [slowed+reverb]

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lyrics - 

when you dont fit in you feel invisible
dont fit in you feel invisible

shoot my shot oh shit got blocked
iced out rock on my wrist dont touch
said you changed but im used to plost
thought youd save me but i guess not
cant stop wont stop
in the coupe i pop
grey goose, champagne, mixed juice on the rocks
and the thought of you aint comin back tonight

yea
wake up
i used to hate myself
cause i was never good enough for anyone i know
when you dont fit in you feel invisible
dont fit in you feel invisible

you told me that you werent leaving
look into your eyes there just so damn deceiving
my heart isnt beating
i guess the whole time there was no fuckin meaning
wrong place wrong time
and its all my fault
baby all i lost
will tear me up
forever
(wake up, i gotta save myself)

cause i been ridin solo imma get it on my own
im on a mission i got a vision woah
you put me in a prison and it turned to be my home
life sentence, cough medicine pour
lost my thoughts and the pain wont stop
fell in love with the way she moves im gone
my heart went cold 
she could never see me im invisible

chorus repeats :)

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